So sorry for the delay my dears, I was asked to consult on pre-production concept for a clothing line and asked to edit two large projects in the past few days. I've also been concentrating on really getting my blog going. I talk about writing stuff on there a lot, if you're interested the link and more information is in my profile section.

Disclaimer: I do not own nor am I the creator of any characters below from "Sherlock," that remains property of the BBC, Mark Gatiss, and Steven Moffat. And since the rights to the Sherlock world are now public domain, a shout-out to Sir Arthur Conan Doyle. That's correct, I just shouted-out a knight.
I do not own nor am I the creator of any lyrics or music from the song "Without You," that remains the property of Lana Del Rey, Interscope, Polydor, and Stranger.

-Boy You're So Dope-

John, you are the best high I have ever gotten, well... The best non-narcotic high I have ever gotten. If you were a drug I would inject you and shoot you into my bloodstream all day. I would overdose.

You are intelligent, at least more so than most of the idiots I deal with on a daily basis. You have skills that you use daily and skills that need work. But you're a useful John, you're useful and good.

Chose to be a doctor, John. That tells me a lot. You have the mindset of someone who is not afraid of making long-term commitments and you care for people, or at least their health and if they live. You are knowledgable about how the human body works, and the processes of the mind when confronted with death.

You know more about how a gun functions than I do. You must have gained most of that knowledge from the military. Your father frequently hunted so you also would have picked some information up from him.

Medical school requires some know-how about chemistry. Though you didn't excel in those classes you have an intermediate understanding of the subject.

With all of this, you also have an understanding of human nature and motivations beyond the logical. Beyond that of a philosopher or someone who studies human behaviour.

All of these qualities you have John, are not only invaluable to me but that are what... They make you... You are...

Your loyalty has been commented on, often accompanied by surprise. Those making the comments aren't surprised that you are a loyal person, what they are surprised about is that you are loyal to me.
An entirely foolish thing to be surprised about because if they stopped to actually use their brains, they would remember that you are a loyal person and that you are loyal to those who you think are worthy of or have earned that allegiance.

-Your Love is Deadly-

Don't ever love me John. Do not ever love me. It would kill me if you did. I couldn't stand to be loved as much as I-as much I need to- Not only that but it would turn the both of us into murderers, we would kill for each other. I find myself laughing John, oh that is funny.

We already have killed for each other.

-Tell me life is beautiful-

I've been gone for a while now John, and I find myself missing London, missing England.

Tell me this is all worth it John, is it worth it to bring down all of Moriarty's web before I return? Is it really required, or am I just thinking it is? Is there still any real threat, or am I just jumping at shadows?

Tell me, show me the beauty, John! Sometimes all I can see is darkness. And sometimes I don't want to see anything else. I don't mind the darkness, I don't let the darkness get to me most of the days... Most days it doesn't get to be too much, most days I can focus on my work, on my experiments. I can't take cases and I have to constantly remind myself that to take a case now would be a fatal move.

The days that aren't most days?

I think about tearing down and ripping apart Moriarty's whole operation without planning or thinking, just charging right in. If I can't take them out, it's better than sitting here doing nothing, its better than wasting my time and being next to useless. Always in the back of my mind will be the thought that no, I'm supposed to wait, I'm supposed to be patient and take the web down bit by bit, make sure the whole piece is completely destroyed before moving onto the next.

I want to ignore those thoughts.

I haven't yet.

-They think that I have it all-

It's hilarious John, the people that do come here to deliver my things think I have everything. They think I have all I could need and more, that I am the happiest man in the country to while away the hours fishing and doing experiments or to sit reading philosophy in the sunshine and to sleep on silken sheets.

If only they knew what I am missing.

Sherlock Fact: If you want to own John and Sherlock's tea set that is seen in The Reichenbach Fall, go to .
You will have to wait four weeks for it to be back in stock, but the whole tea set (two cups, two saucers and two plates plates, one teapot) is fairly priced, or you can buy individual pieces.

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