Aksana's POV

After I pulled Aj off of Nikki I draged her to the other side of the ring so we were on the ramp.

"What the hell has gotten into you!? Your acting crazy! There was no need for that I don't need your help. I had this match under control and you just cost me the match Aj! Why are you even-" was all I could yell at her before she grabbed my face and Kissed me... good Lord her lips feel like the inside of a rose and it felt wonderful. This is what I miss her lips on mine just makeing out until we are both breathless, I'm also fighting the urge to run my fingers through her hair just like I always did. I almost don't want to stop, but then I get the mental image of her kissing Victoria and that was when I pushed her off of me. Its still hard to get those images out of my head. She steps back licks her lips and smiled at me, I can tell she felt it too. Like fate is trying to tell us something because when ever Aj and I kiss I see stars and I don't get the same feeling when I kiss Zack. But I can't go back to her she broke my heart.

A stagehand then handed her her title belt and she turned around and headed up the ramp. No who the hell does she think she is? Last time I checked we weren't together anymore, she can't just go around kissing me all willy nilly. This is the situation I specificaly didn't want to happen. So I race after her and catch her right at the top of the ramp and I grab her and spun her to face me. I don't know what came over me but I slapped her with all my power. But it felt good to slap her do I regret it nope. So then I just stormed off backstage I didn't stop to look at anyone I made a beeline straight to Zack's locker room… not before Renee and her camera crew stopped me.

"Aksana could you explain to us your feelings on what just transpired out there?" Renee asked me

"What happened?! Aj just cost me a match for no reason. I'm telling you she is crazy!" I empathized the last part because as of late she really has been acting all kinds of crazy.

"Wait but what about what happened at the top of the ramp?"

"Well I just gave her what she deserved. Ha I've had that bottled up for a while now I feel a lot better after that now."

"While I have you here I'm sure the. WWE Universe wants to know what do you think about Aj's new ring gear?"

"That's a good one Renee, but I'm not sure how I feel about it... To be honest I don't think I'm there yet... Aj is still a touchy subject for me." Thinking about Aj like this brings back all the good memories we had together and no matter how hard I try I can't erase them or her from my memories. I want her back so fucking bad, but she cheated on me and I don't want to have to go through that again. I love her so much, but I can't trust her anymore like I use too. When she kissed me out there all the feelings I had for her that I pushed away all came rushing back, and its so painful to think about her. When they say you never really get over your first love its true, I can't stop thinking about her. It makes me want to cry I gotta get out of here. "I dunno what you want me to say, but I will catch you guys later." I spoke looking down I don't want my fans to see me crying, its not part of my character.

So I just continued on my way to find Zack. Its almost as he can sense when I need him because when I turned the corner he was walking towards me with his arms open. I couldn't control my tears anymore as he wraped me up in his embrace.

"Its ok let it out. Come on." He cooed as he picked me up and carried me back to his locker room. He then sat down on the couch so I was in his lap. And I just kept crying.

"Why did she have to kiss me? I was doing perfectly fine until she did." I mumbled into his shirt.

"I don't know Sana but you can't let her get to you. This is probably part or some weird plan to get you back."

"But I don't want to go back."

"I know I won't let her take you from me. She had her chance and she broke your heart. I made a promise to put you back together and I'll be damned if she takes what I took so long to build." I looked up into his eyes when he said that, and I could see that he was serious. So I gave him a kiss.

"Thank you."

"Its nothing I'm just doing what any good boyfriend would do, and that is to protect his girlfriend." He spoke as he hugged me. That has a weird ring to it Zack is my boyfriend... And I am his girlfriend. Zakana?… that actually doesn't sound that bad to be honest. And Zack is really good to me and I know he has nothing but good intentions. It will take some time to get use to hearing it but I think it will be worth it in the end.

"And you're the best boyfriend a girl could ask for." I smiled as I kissed him. "Do you have a match tonight?" I asked. He just gave a weird look.

"I deffinatly already had my match tonight. Remember I beat Mr. Ziggles?" He then used his index finger and lightly tapped the side of my head. "I think all those face plants and kicks to the head are starting to mess with your head." He smirked getting me to smile with him.

"Oh shut up! I have a lot going on right now, plus Im tired." I pouted he just gave me a kiss.

"Well then why don't you go ahead and get dressed so we can go back to the hotel and sleep."

"Okay." I then gave him another kiss and got up and grabed my bag so I could change. After I finished that we got in the car and headed to the hotel. Me and Zack just share a room everybody just thinks we are bestfriends, which we practically are, only they just don't know the depth of our relationship. I don't mind it though, the last thing I need is for people to grill me about how we came to be together, how I moved on so fast, none the less what Aj thinks about it. The last thing I want to do is let Aj find out about it, because with the fact that she already doesn't like him and and then add to the fact that she is most likely in pursuit of getting me back… She will probably flip her lid and spaz out on everything and everybody. Then she'll probably try to actually kill him, I don't want to be the sole reason for his death it wouldn't be fair. And if she doesn't do that then she will probably find some way to remove him from the picture for good. I know Aj like the back of my hand I wouldn't put it past her to do something crazy like that.

When we got to our hotel room Zack let me in first and I instinctively plopped down on the bed face first.

"Does that mean I get to shower first?" He asked to which I just let out a muffled yes. "Ok cool." I then heard him searching through his stuff and then he went into the bathroom. After a minute of laying face first in the bed I decided to get my stuff ready so I could take a shower. So I placed my bag on the chair next to the table and turned on the lamp. It was then that I noticed a box of Velveeta mac-n-cheese shells sitting on the table with a note attached to it with my name on it. As much as I want to hope this is from Zack I know it isn't… There are only a few people who know my favorite brand of mac-n-cheese and I don't think my parents even know what state I am even in right now let alone what hotel. So that leaves one of two people either Alica or Aj. I know it wasn't from Alica because she would have gave it to me straight up, and she probably wouldn't leave me a note either. So that means it is from HER. So I let out a deep breath and opened the letter.

Aksana,

This past Sunday I went home for the night because the show was in Tampa the following Monday. (You probably knew that already) And I decided I needed to do a little shopping, and while I was out I saw this and made me think of you. Its not like I wasn't already but I figured you might want some so I got you some. I know how much you love this box of liquid gold so I hope you enjoy them just like how I enjoy seeing your beautiful face! :)

Love;

Your #1 lover Aj

ps. I didn't do anything crazy to it I promise. I could never drug the love of my life I love you too much to drug you. Did I tell you how much I love you yet in this letter? Well even if I did I Love You so much it hurts!

I'm not sure how I feel about this, infact I don't feel any type of way towards this. But I guess my head and my heart are on different pages because my mind is telling me no, but my heart and the butterflies in my stomach are saying something different. As much as I want to rip up the letter and the burn it, another part is telling me to keep it. I know it is probably a horriable idea to keep it but I want to save the letter anyways. I decided to store it in one of the outer zippers of my suitcase, I don't really ever go in it so out of sight out of mind. I just continued to finish getting my stuff ready so I can take a shower. By the time I finished Zack emerged from the bathroom in just a towel.

"The bathroom is all yours." He smiled at me as he flexed his muscles showing off his six-pack. If he wants to play I'll play right back. So I gave him a seductive smile and walked over to him.

"Well thank you for telling me. I guess I will go do that now." I said in a seductive voice as I traced random lines on his abs. "Too bad I only get to see the top half of you… I wonder if the other half is as muscular." I then gave him a kiss on the side of the mouth and grabbed my stuff and headed into the shower. They don't call me the sultry diva for nothing. When I finished my shower Zack was right where I wanted him, watching the TV which just so happened to be next to where I placed my bag on the floor. I already had my bra and panties on so I walked out just like that and over to my bag and bent over to find a shirt to wear.

"Dayum!" I heard him whisper to himself. I then stood up and turned to look at him.

"See something you like?" I purred as I walked over to the bed and got in.

"Oh yea I'm looking at her right now!"

"Oh ok."

"Yea so come here." He smirked before he pulled me close and began to make out with me. So I just straddled his lap and deepened the kiss. We made out like that for a minute until I felt him get hard, and that is when I pulled away. As much as it was me just playing around, it was also because I'm not ready to consummate our relationship yet. It wouldn't be right we have only been together for a week or so. Plus I'm not ready to have sex with someone else, and add to the fact that I haven't had sex with a guy in since like a year ago it has mostly been with Aj as my most recent.

"Its getting pretty late and I'm tired I want to go to sleep now. Goodnight Zackie!" I smiled before I got off him and laid down.

"You are so mean. What am I suspose to do about little Zack?!" He pouted

"Oops! Go take a cold shower." I shrugged. He then let out a deep growl

"Ok and you know what I will remember this."

"Kay. Well goodnight!"

I dunno about you guys but… I think Zakana is pretty frickin cute! But what will happen if Aj does find out about them?¿? Pokèmon was a good show back in the day -Joz