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Bella's POV
I slowly climbed up and went to his room. His door was open. My courage was failing me. I was reduced to a bundle of nerves. I took a deep breath and walked towards the door. Edward was waiting for me…
I looked inside and gasped.
Edward was laying on a bed in black silk boxer shorts with his arms resting under his head on the pillow. The room glowed with an unearthly golden glow and it was lit with only candles. I dared to look into his eyes. The intense passion written there for me to read took my breath away. He was a man waiting for his women. Not a vampire but a man. His desire laid bare for me. Nothing hidden, his passion revealed to me in all it's naked glory; all for me.
Then it struck me! He was laying on a bed? He had got us a bed! A huge king size one. I felt myself blushing from head to toe.
I stared into his eyes and he stared right back at me. Then I saw something moving and looked down. Oh god the boxer shorts were tenting! All those jokes about boys tenting their pants were true! Edward quickly grabbed a pillow and covered himself. I could tell he was embarrassed. Shit! I loved it. I simply loved it. I had made him do that. Me! Wow! All my courage returned.
"I see Cullen you are ready for me." I slowly walked into the room. I knew my heart rate was betraying me but I was also enjoying this.
"Bella…" Edward sat on the bed with the pillow still on his lap. As I watched his golden eyes became molten lava smouldering with desire. He suddenly stood up with the pillow dropping to the ground his erection still tenting his shorts. I took an involuntary step back; my bravado fading instantly.
"Come here love…" He moved forward and touched my face planting a chaste kiss on my lips. I shivered as the familiar electricity ran down my body
"What have you got here?" He was staring at the bows that held the overcoat together.
"Do you want me to unwrap my present now?" His musical voice crooned.
I gulped. To my horror my head nodded yes. Oh shit.
A predatory smile covered Edward's face. He moved forward reaching up in slow motion… well it felt like that to me.. to tug at the first bow. It revealed the lace edging on the night dress at the top. He met my eyes.. the intimacy of the moment took my breath away.. Edward was undressing me… his eyes were filled with wonder… disbelief… I felt he was as moved as I was.. understanding the significance of the moment… he looked down again and untied the next few in quick succession I barely saw the blurring movement of his hands. Once he finished he took a step back and then slowly parted the edges pushing the overcoat over my shoulders.
His harsh intake of breath told me he had noticed the transparency of the night dress. I could no longer look into his eyes I was staring at his crotch and I saw something move inside the boxer pants. Oh!
"Bella…" his voice sounded from far away. Husky.. so unlike his normal clear velvet tone.
I knew he could clearly see my breasts now through the transparent material of the night dress and the panties I wore underneath.
"So beautiful Bella… my angel… god…" he reverently reached out a hand and lightly ran it over my body from my shoulder to thigh lightly grazing my nipple as if he was trying to make sure that I didn't disappear and I was real.
He finally moved forward and placed a light chaste kiss on my lips. Then grabbed hold of me in a sudden tight embrace kissing me deeply and passionately I couldn't hold back I moulded myself to him kissing him back with everything inside me. He released me as suddenly as he had embraced me taking a step back.
"Bella.. I love you.. I love you so much… thank you for being with me this way…it means so much to me… that you trust me enough to be with me.." I could see the truth in his words written in his unblinking eyes staring at me. I smiled at him.
"Bella can I …..can I remove the night dress…or is it too much….please always tell me .. what you want and what makes you uncomfortable…I can't read your mind… so you have to tell me love.."
"Sure Edward." My voice was shaky. He slowly bent down running his nose against my body inhaling my scent all the way down. When he reached the hem he looked up at me again. Edward kneeling down in front of me his coppery hair like fire in the light of the candles was some how unreal. The look in his eyes.. so much love, so much adoration.. all for me.. I was the luckiest girl in the whole world.
"Are you sure love?" I nodded yes again. He very carefully lifted the gown over my head.
He then moved forward and I felt my world topple as he lifted me up in his arms and lay me down on the bed.
"So beautiful…" He was talking to himself. He sat on the side of the bed and again ran his hand down my body tracing the outline. I shivered from his cold contact. But I wasn't actually feeling cold. I was surprised. The room was actually much warmer than the rest of the house. I looked around and noticed that he had installed a heater. I felt my eyes water. It was such a thoughtful gesture but he knew his cold body increased the cold from the normal climate in Folks making me colder.
"Bella are you crying?" His voice sounded concerned.
"No. I just noticed the heater."
"I got you an electric blanket as well.. thought it would come in handy." His lovely crooked smile spread across his lips.
"Thanks."
He leaned in and kissed my lips. "It was my pleasure."
He continued kissing me every where. I got lost in the sensation. I was brought back to reality only when I felt a pull on my underwear. Edward was looking down at my panties with his thumbs hooked to the sides at my hips as if to remove it. I couldn't see his eyes since his gaze was focused on my hips. Oh god oh god he was going to remove my panties… should I say no? Do I want to say no? Oh…I felt my self shudder in anticipation. Will he like what he sees? I now knew that he really liked my breasts and my figure. His reactions moments ago reconfirmed it. But .. this was different.. it was that place.. Oh should I have waxed? Jessica told me she waxed all the time since boys didn't like hair. Shit.. what if Edward didn't like it? What if he found it gross? Shit shit shit.. I should have asked Alice.. but then I would have had to go to a waxer.. I couldn't bear the thought of revealing that private part of me to a third party. Edward must have seen thousands of naked women both in flesh and in his mind over the past hundred years. Beautiful actresses.. models… normal people… vampires.. Will he compare me to them? He would have been able to see anyone he wanted. Oh god….. it was such a powerful gift. For the first time since I got to know about his ability I realised how callously it can be misused. I was glad that it was Edward who had it and not Rosalie. I shuddered to think what she would have done with something like that. Suddenly I saw a blur of movement and Edward was standing on the foot of the bed looking at me.
"Bella.. I need a moment.. I think I'm overwhelmed… I have to calm down… please give me a moment." He was panting. His erection was still there tenting his shorts.
I finally found the courage to look into his eyes. They were changing colour in rapid succession, amber to gold, gold to black then back to light ochre all the while smouldering.. twirling orbs of desire staring at me with burning intensity. I couldn't take my eyes off them, they held me captive with the sheer force of his need.
Edward's POV
Bella my beautiful Bella spread out in front of me… oh god…... I could never imagine such perfection. All my fantasies of her could never compare to the reality of her beauty. The candle light spread a golden glow over her. Her hair shining brown with light red highlights, her melted chocolate eyes staring at me with desire, her full pink lips parted. Beautiful breasts with dusky pink nipples now erect with my touch. Her long shapely legs spread out. I had never seen such beauty. She was the most beautiful women I ever saw. And she is mine. I couldn't believe how lucky I was.. I had smelt her desire for me. Her panties were soaked with it. I had wanted to taste her, see her, see all of her. I had wanted so desperately to remove that last barrier between me and her perfection. But the force of my need took me by surprise and I knew then that I was loosing control. I had to stop. I knew I would have taken her then in a rush of need. I couldn't do that to her… she deserved better. I couldn't let my emotions and my needs over take hers.
I don't know how long I stared at her when I heard Bella's voice speaking to me.
"Edward… I need to use the bathroom.."
"Sure love. You can go to mine."
She got up from the bed and went into the bathroom. I looked at the clock in the bedside table. I'd been staring at Bella for more than half and hour. I made myself think about her body again and tested my control. I felt fine. The overwhelming need to possess her was gone. I looked at myself. Oh dear god my erection was still straining against my boxers and Bella had seen it. All of a sudden I felt very shy. I hadn't worn any underwear under the boxers. I was thankful to Alice for reinforcing all my clothing but I didn't want to take a chance should I change? Will Bella think it odd? I decided it would look odd after all she had been practically naked in front of me. I decided on the next best thing. I crawled under the comforter covering myself. I knew it was a cowardly thing to do but I couldn't help it. Would Bella want to see me? She knew I had wanted to remove her underwear. Will she expect to do the same to me? What would she think of me? My pale skin didn't seem to bother her. But I was different there… she must have seen naked males before me.. I knew that teenagers now a days had access to such scandalous data through the internet and freely available magazines and videos. Will she compare me? I knew I was larger than average. Some girls who made love secretly thought male genitalia to be ugly they only wanted the pleasure it could bring them. Some despised pleasuring men. Would Bella feel the same way once she saw me?
My musings were interrupted by the sound of the bathroom door opening. Bella walked out wrapped in a towel. Had she undressed? A shiver ran down my body at the thought of Bella being naked under the towel.
"I..er.. want to change …" she padded away to Alice's room. When she moved past me a strong wave of the smell of her arousal hit me and I noticed it was coming from the panties she now held crushed up in her hands. She was naked under the towel. Oh god! But she was going to change…Had I frightened her? Will she put on another night dress or her normal clothes? I was saddened at the thought. Did she think I didn't want her because I stood so long just staring at her? Did she think I can't pleasure her? Rosalie's words kept ringing in my ears. "it was because he didn't want to physically be with anyone because he couldn't satisfy a girl". Was I going to be a failure?
I heard Bella walking slowly to my bedroom again still wearing the towel. She walked right up to the bed. I nearly went into shock when she dropped the towel. But I caught a glimpse of some blue lace before she got in to bed with me and heaved a sigh of relief. I was so worked up I wasn't sure what I would have done had she been naked.
"Miss me?" Bella turned to me with a cheeky smile. I knew then that she had dropped the towel on purpose.
"Yes love…so you are wearing sexier underwear now?" I wanted to tease her. Lighten the mood a bit.
"Yeah.. well .. the other pair got uncomfortable…" She blushed. I remembered how soaking wet they were and mine were getting soaked by the minute. I was glad I wore black boxers the stain in front didn't show that prominently. Although I hadn't released I was also very aroused. I turned to Bella wanting to touch her again.
"Oh no you don't, it's my turn now."
She wrapped herself in the comforter and she pushed me down making me lie on my back. I watched as Bella started by placing light kisses all over my face. She then kissed me on my lips. I was hungry for her kisses so I returned them passionately. When she came up for breath she continued downwards placing light kisses all over me. I felt a shudder run down my body when she bit my nipple. I watched her do it. It was fascinating. It was so different from an infant suckling its mother's breast. I have seen many males sucking their female mates in this way, but not many females doing the same to their male counterparts. I had thought it a bit weird. I had never thought it erotic. But when Bella sucked my nipple the pleasure I felt was unbearable. I never knew my nipples were so sensitive. She was licking and sucking and even squeezing them. I was grasping for breath and I knew I was moaning aloud.
Then all of a sudden I felt her move downwards pulling the sheet with her exposing more of me to her. She was staring at my belly button and then slowly touched the hair surrounding it. Then her eyes crept downwards following the line of hair disappearing under my boxers. Oh god. I held my breath. Will she want to remove my boxers? Was I ready for that? Even now my erection was straining against the boxers in full display of my need for her. I felt very embarrassed. This time she's sure to notice the wet patch in front. As if fascinated by the sight Bella traced the material from the base to the tip of my erection. I shuddered when she touched the tip. Her hands then moved to the waste band of my boxers. This was it. I will have to tell her to stop. What would she think if she saw me? Would she be repulsed? But I wanted her touch there. I craved it. But I was too embarrassed to let her see me. I was also scared that I would get overwhelmed by my desire and loose control. I was in two minds. At that moment Bella turned to look at me.
"Edward….I want to ….touch you….can I?" She was blushing bright red and her words were whispered, it was only my vampire hearing that let me catch her words.
I heard myself replying in an unfamiliar gruff voice.
"Yes… but don't remove the boxers…please Bella… I don't know… I don't know whether I can control myself.. so let's go slow ok?"
I knew this was a reasonable request. But I was now dying with anticipation for her touch. Then I felt her warm touch on my pubic hair she had put her hand under the waist band of the boxers. She was hesitant. She had let her hair fall in front covering her face from my view. I tucked it under her ear pulling her to me. I wanted to kiss her lips again. Bella braced herself against my chest when I kissed her soft lips. She then looked up at me staring into my eyes. I held her gaze. Her eyes were molten chocolate pools of desire. I felt her hand move hesitantly towards my erection. She accidentally rubbed against the tip on the way and both of us froze. Her hand changed course and slowly grabbed hold of my shaft. The warmth of her hand on me near the top and the intensity in her eyes when she finally touched me drove me over the edge. I heard my cry as I came harder than I had ever before. I had grabbed hold of the bed head and I felt the metal give under the force of my release. I came down from my release to see Bella looking at me in amazement.
"Edward it's moving….it's growing small" She looked at me incredulously. I laughed ruffling her hair.
"Of course love. I just released. Oh shit! your hand." Bella's hand was still holding me under the boxers and I had come all over her hand. I quickly got some tissues from the night stand to wipe her hand and barely caught Bella before she put her finger in her mouth.
"Bella no."
"But I want to.. to.. taste you." She was pouting now.
"I don't know whether it's venomous. I have to ask Carlisle."
I quickly wiped her hand. I grabbed some more tissue and was about to wipe myself when Bella held out her hand.
"Please let me." I watched as her hand disappeared under my waistband again. It was a matter of seconds before I felt myself hardening again.
I heard Bella giggling. She was enjoying this. She threw the tissue and started touching me again. This time running her hand up and down.
"Edward it's growing again."
She looked thrilled. In spite of the awkward situation I was in I laughed. It was so nice to share this part of myself with her. I knew it was embarrassing but I didn't care I was with my Bella.
"You are so soft you know…it's much softer than the rest of you and warmer too." Just then her hand brushed against my balls. Both of us inhaled sharply. Bella's hand moved down to cup me.
"Wow…that's sort of nice…" A slow smile spread across her face. I felt her move everything around a bit. I knew she found it fascinating that they moved.
"It's amazing.. reminds me of jingle bells." She and I both burst out laughing.
I pulled her up to me and kissed her playfully.
"Bella what am I going to do with you? Ha?" I was still laughing. "You are supposed to swoon over me telling me how sexy I am not talking to me about jingle bells!"
I was enjoying this so much. All my worries about satisfying her and my embarrassment at finally letting her touch me forgotten. I was so glad I could be this open with my Bella. To my surprise I felt comfortable and happy to be sharing such intimacy with her. There was nothing in the world I wouldn't share with her. I loved her so much.
I hope you liked the lemons. There's more coming… it's a bit more difficult for me to write lemons than the normal chapters but I'll do my best. Please do review and let me know what you thought. I need all the encouragement I can get… I hope I get 100 reviews with this chapter :)