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EPOV

I looked down at my precious Bella still in my arms staring in deep concentration at my crotch still touching me. Thank god I was still in my boxer shorts. I felt my need for her grow again. I wanted so much to touch Bella the same way she was getting to know me.

"Bella…umm.. can I..you know.." She turned questioning eyes in my direction. I was struck again by her beauty. The all knowing soulful eyes.. searching to read mine. I tried to convey my need for her to express what I wanted without saying the words. It felt awkward asking her permission to touch her so intimately.

Suddenly a shy smile spread across her full lips. I saw a delightful blush on her cheeks. Then unexpectedly I saw mischief in her eyes.

"What Edward? What do you want?"

The little minx was staring at me knowing exactly what I wanted but wanting to get me to say the words out loud. My conduct was highly inappropriate for a gentleman but tonight I was no gentleman I was a man in love wanting ….seeking .. to touch his mate..

"Bella love… would you let me… pleasure you the same way you did me?"

Ok, this should do it. I still didn't want to say the words out loud. Understanding dawned in Bella's eyes. She knew that I was trying my best to avoid saying the actual words. Mischief was still playing in her eyes but she must have seen the struggle I was going through making this request because she finally gave in.

"Sure Edward I'm all yours."

I sat up pulling Bella into my lap for another passionate kiss before laying her down in the bed again. I slowly unwrapped the comforter from around her body and what I saw underneath took my breath away. The new panty she was wearing after changing her old one.. oh god… it looked so sexy. It had lace for the sides and I could see tantalising glimpses of Bella's golden skin through the lace. Her core was covered in silk so it did not expose her to my eyes. I traced the waistline of the panties with my finger and Bella shivered.

"Are you cold love?"

She nodded her head no. The room temperature was warm so she should be warm even in this state of undress. I focused my attention back on Bella's panties. I touched the waist band again lifting it slightly putting the tips of my fingers underneath.. I felt soft curly hair touch my fingertips. Oh god! What was I doing? I was touching a young innocent girl in a most inappropriate way. I was ashamed of myself but try as I might I couldn't get myself to move my hand away from Bella's sweet curls. I desperately looked at Bella I didn't know for what. The feelings coursing through me were too much for me to handle. Desire, excitement, self loathing, curiosity, love, need, possessiveness, protectiveness, fear, embarrassment… all mixed into a rollercoaster of emotions.

"Bella oh Bella…..help me please.. I don't know what to do… it's not proper for me to touch you like this.. but Bella.. I want to … I need to so much… I need to touch you Bella… to feel you… oh god help me… I love you so much…"

Bella kept her hand on top of mine over her panties.

"Edward calm down… please…"

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. The scent of Bella's arousal hit me like a wracking ball. I shuddered with the answering need in my body.

"This is you and me. I'm your girl friend. You have asked me to be your wife… We are not doing anything wrong. We are just two people wanting to be with each other. There's nothing wrong in it. There is no shame in the expression of our feelings. We are both adults."

Bella placed her other hand on my need running her hand underneath the waistband holding me. My body shook with the force of my arousal at her touch. I felt Bella's other hand pushing my hand downwards and then releasing her hold on my hand.

"Bella… Bella I love you so much…please you have to tell me if I hurt you… please…" I looked at her staring into her eyes as I slowly moved my hand downwards. Her eyes were full of desire and excitement. The moment I touched her she and I both shuddered with the electricity that coursed through our bodies. I felt myself twitch in her hand and she squeezed me. I focused back on her while keeping my eyes on her molten chocolate depths. She was so very soft and warm there. She was also very wet her panties were soaked through. I gently parted her and touched her opening.

"Oh god Bella… some day love….. some day I want to be there right there inside of you…." My words were tangled and almost incomprehensible. I was struggling to breathe. I have dreamt of this moment touching her this intimately so many times.. but the reality of it was so much more. I was scared to even move my hand. She was so soft and fragile there.

"Bella.. am I hurting you… I … don't know how to … tell me what you need."

Bella was now pushing her body up rubbing her core against my hand.

"Touch me Edward… oh god I can't take it anymore touch me.."

She pushed my hand harder against her with her free hand and my thumb finally found her bundle of nerves. I lightly rubbed against it and put my fingers against her opening again. I was scared to put my hand in further fearing damage to her virginity. I didn't want to risk taking her like this.

"Oh for god sake Edward rub harder I barely feel you."

She was screaming at me and while furiously running her hand against my arousal. I was close to my climax but didn't want to go there without Bella. I rubbed a little harder on her sensitive spot and she screamed.

"Yes… oh yes Edward like that more more…"

She was a vision to behold. Her breasts rising and falling with her frantic thrusting against my hand, her lips parted moaning her pleasure. It was only then I realised that I was moaning along with her. But I ignored my pleasure and focused back on Bella. I leaned down taking one of her hardened nipples in my mouth and squeezing the other with my free hand.

"Yes Edward… I'm coming … I'm coming come with me…Edward …"

She was screaming my name climaxing and it was all I needed to send me over the edge. We were both panting when I lay down next to Bella again. I slowly removed my hand from her.. I had to taste my Bella… I had to taste her. I've been wanting to do it for so long… I saw Bella watching me as I slowly sucked each of my fingers. Oh the taste….it tasted so much better than her blood… it was like sweet ambrosia from heaven. I put my hand in her panties again and got some more of her to taste. God….

"Edward… what are you doing? I thought you hunted just last week?"

She had a sly smile on her face.

Instead of feeling awkward I felt bold.

"Oh.. you taste so much better than any blood I ever tasted Bella including yours… I could never get enough of this.."

I sat up and leaned down smelling her arousal. I rubbed my nose against her. I watched Bella's eyes. They grew huge. I licked the fabric over her core. I could taste her there. Then I licked the top of her thighs some of her arousal had leaked on to her thighs. I wanted more.. so much more I wanted to lick it off the very source. I put my hand on her panties. Bella's small hand instantly covered mine holding it.

"Edward… hey….please…"

Oh god what was I doing? I had been so taken with the taste of her that a sort of a feeding frenzy had begun and I had forgotten myself.

"Bella I'm so sorry… I .. oh I got lost in your taste….."

"It's ok Edward I understand… it's just that well I'm feeling very sensitive right now and can't take anymore tonight."

"Oh I should have realised.. you must be sore…did I touch you too hard love? I'm so sorry.. I.. I didn't"

"No Edward it was fine. It's just that I'm not used to having so many orgasms."

"I know you had three today."

"I had three? Oh god.. I lost count…. How many did you have Edward?"

Shit this was going to be embarrassing.. "Ahem.. I think about four.."

"Wow that's impressive… and you are still hard.." Shit she was still holding me in her hand.

"Well Bella.. if you don't take your hand away it might never end… I can go on till I next need to go hunting.."

"Really? Hey let me have some tissues I need to wipe you.."

When she cleaned me I felt so overwhelmed. No one had taken care of me this way. It was nice to share this intimacy with her.

"I need to use the bathroom again.. could I …. Borrow something to put on? I only have one pair of underwear left and I need to wear it tomorrow."

Bella wrapped the towel she had been wearing earlier around her again.

"Of course Bella. Take anything you want."

I directed her to my wardrobe. I had no idea what to give her. I saw her opening all my drawers searching through. It looked like she found the whole wardrobe fascinating. She was exploring some of my older clothes.

"Oh Edward.. which year did you get this?" She touched a black leather jacket.

"In the eighties. I had a nice Harley those days."

"Most of my very old stuff is in the house in Chicago. I can may be take you there for a visit someday and you can have a look at a century worth of clothing fashions. Alice didn't let me throw away some of the stuff so I had to keep them. But I have given away most of it to charity at different time periods. Specially when we were moving from place to place."

I was lost in my explanations that I was too late to stop her when she pulled out the stack of embarrassing underwear that Alice had bought for me. Holy shit!

"Edward… what are these? Do you wear these?"

She looked at me in surprise. She blushed beet red when she took a closer look at some of the pieces. I myself had not explored them further after seeing the backless one.

"Bella… no I don't wear them. Alice got them for me….. shit it's embarrassing. I never even looked at them properly. Please let me put them away…"

I tried to take them from her but she held on to them.

"Come on they look interesting.. you know may be you should try wearing some… I mean model some for me?"

She was blushing but she had a look of mischief in her face. She was enjoying my discomfort. I decided to play cool.

"Sure Bella." Now it was her turn to be surprised.

"You will? Wow.. that will be great" She had a big smile on her face now.

"I specially like this one Edward."

It looked like the whole thing was made of two or three pieces of string. Oh god what have I got my self into.

"Ahem you'd better sleep Bella. You must be tired. Did you find something you'd like to wear?"

She took a pair of boxer shorts and one of my t-shirts. I loved seeing her in my t-shirt today in the afternoon. I waited impatiently to see her dressed in my clothes again. There was something intimate about sharing clothes with her. I had seen Alice and Esme wearing some of Jaspers and Carlisle's clothes at times but never Rosalie. I had wondered why they did because the whole thing looked ridiculous considering the fact they had their own clothes with them and they fit better. But now I understood the underlying closeness and intimacy involved. The love they shared.

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