Aj's POV

After my plane landed in Hartford and settled into my hotel room it was about seven thirty. It was perfect because I need to talk to Layla and see if she knows who my Aksana supposedly moved on to. But really that person is just a pawn in my game to get my girl back because that person is just going to make her realized that I am one of a kind and nobody could ever come close to how awesome I am. So in a way they are doing me a favor, but at the same time I don't like the thought of someone else kissing and feeling on my girlfriend. Aksana is Aj's and Zivile is April's its very simple its not that complicated. Leeana is what we are know as by the WWE Universe, but behind the scenes and in our hearts its April and Zivile because that is who we fell in love with. She fell in love with April not Aj, and I fell in love with Zivile not Aksana. I know it sounds confusing but the whole thing is I fell in love with who she is not who she plays. I'm in love with every aspect that my Zivile comes with. So that is who I need to woo Zivile not Aksana, and with that in mind I have to remember to visit a music store. I have an idea that I know will work but it is going to take a while to do it because I haven't the slightest clue about how the world of music works. It will be painstaking but the pay off will be great. But right now I gotta go solve some mysteries. And by mysteries I mean find out who the hell the rebound is.

So I grabbed my ring gear and headed off to the arena. For the first time in a while I was actually on time before opening bell. Its only a Smackdown taping and the divas matches usually don't happen until half way through the show. But I need to find Layla, so I went and got changed into my ring gear and set out to find her. The first place I checked was catering there is always a good chance she is hanging out there. Surprisingly she wasn't there so the next place I figured would be the Diva's locker room. I really honestly don't want to go in there, but I really need to talk to Lay. Before I even open the door all the way I can already hear Lay talking. I love Lay I do she is my road sister, we talk about everything and anything. She is always there for me when I need her, plus she knows about everything that goes on backstage. So surely she must know who Aksana "moved on" to. When I walked in I instantly spotted her sitting on the bench on the far side of the room. I tried to get her attention with out having to go all the way in but she is too busy getting ready for our match later. When I began to walk towards her every Total Diva in there stopped and stared at me as I walked past. I just smiled at them all until I got to Layla.

"Hey Lay when you get a chance I need to talk to you." I spoke. She just looked up at me and smiled.

"Umm yea sure, why whats up?" She asked.

"I can't explain it right here not with these Nosey Nancy's over there!" I spoke raising my voice on the last part as I look back at all the other Divas who were staring at us avert their eyes from us. And now that I really have a chance to look around where is Aksana? Shouldn't she be in her getting ready since she doesn't get ready with me anymore? Maybe she isn't here yet, but she is always on time...

"Ok just give me one sec." She spoke as she finished putting on her kick pads. She was wearing her usual infinity attire, the purple one though. "Ok lets go." She exclaimed as we headed for the door. Once we exited we started to head down the hall.

"You're awful happy today." I spoke noticing a little pep in her step.

"Yea Michelle and Lealynn or going to be flying out for Elimination Chamber on Sunday. I'm so excited I miss them so much, I haven't seen them since earlier this month." She gushed.

"Well then that is a good thing to be happy about. I finally get to hold my niece after almost five months." I giggled. Around here if you have a kid and if you bring them backstage then they automatically become part of the family. So to Lealynn in a way I would be aunt Aj to her just like she would be my niece.

"I know its been too long, I can't wait! Anyways what did you want to talk about?"

"Well today me and Aksana were training working on our in ring chemistry against eachother."

"Oh no this can't be good." She murmmered.

"Its not that bad, but while we were I landed on my ankle funny and she helped me. Fast forward some and we kissed it felt right like how it was and should be. So I told her how I felt and she said she missed me too."

"Oh boy then what happened?" She asked as we walked into catering.

"But then she said that she isn't ready and that we should move on. And appearenty she moved on already, so I was wondering if you know who she is rebounding on?" She just stared at me with guilt.

"I don't think that is a good idea. You know somethings are better left unknown." She spoke not looking at me. She only does that when she knows something bad.

"Lay don't play with me like that I know you know who it is. Do I have to force it out of you?"

"Aj you know I can't tell you its not really my place to-"

"Its someone we know isn't it?" I said cutting her off. I do this to Lay all the time, I question her until she blurts out what I want to know.

"Aj I don't think-"

"They work with us don't they? Its a guy isn't it?"

"Please don't make me-"

"Its somebody who I don't like isn't it? Is that why she doesn't get changed in the Divas locker room? She didn't really move on did she? Is he cuter than me? Because I will steal her back in a quick minute. Does he love her because it will only make taking her even more sweet?" I asked in a ripid fire. "Lay come on help me out I just want to know who my compitition is. Come on if you were really my friend you'd tell me. I thought you loved me like a sister we are susposed to-"

"It's Zack! They got together some time after Valentine's day. Please stop asking questions." She blurted out so fast I could barely even hear her right. She always cracks under pressure.

"Haha thats so funny Lay. She moved onto Swagger?! That isn't even competition what the hell does she see in him? I mean I guess he is cute but he always hangs out with that Yosemite Sam wannabe. To be honest that guy looks like some sort of sexual preditor. I guess he is better than he-who-shall-not-be-mentioned." I rambled. But Layla frowned and stared at me in sorrow.

"Aj no… she is with he-who-shall-not-be-mentioned." She spoke slowly and with caution. I couldn't help but laugh, Lay is always playing jokes on me at the worst times ever.

"Hahaha! Oh Lay you are so funny. Yeah right like she would go to Zack, she knows I absolutely can't stand him. Plus I'm pretty sure he learnt his lesson the last time he-" Layla then grabed me by the shoulders and turned me around. And what I saw made me sick to my stomach. Aksana was standing down the hall and then he came and put his arms around her waist. She wrapped her arms around his neck and they began to make out. I swear I don't think I've ever saw red so thick like I am right now. Thank God Lay grabbed me by the arm and dragged me away from there, because I would be going to jail for voluntary manslaughter. I can't think straight right now, I just need to break something.

"Aj please don't do anything crazy. I told you it was a bad idea." Lay said cautiously. Have you ever been so mad you start to cry? Because that is whats happening to me right now.

"How long have you known?"

"What?"

"Damn it Lay don't fuck with me! How long have you known about them?" I snapped

"Umm I think a few weeks now." I didn't say anything else to her I just pushed her away and stormed off. She has known that for weeks a neglected to tell me. I'm not sure where I'm going but I need to go. So I kept walking until I got to my locker room. Once I got in there I just let lose and released all my demons. I let out a very pissed off scream and started to tear apart my room. I broke the lamps, flipped the couches, threw chairs at the wall, kicked the table. Nothing was safe in the room. When I finished destroying everything I just collapsed in the corner and cried. I don't know why I'm crying, but I'm too mad to think about it the more I think about it the more mad I get.

I can't believe she would do that to me. Him of all people I knew I shouldn't have asked. God I thought he lernt not to come near my Aksana. If she is trying to break my heart its working because the thought of them one day possiably getting married, hell just the thought of them even sharing a bed breaks my heart. Its not fair, but this is my fault I started this. After about five more minutes I got up and went into the bathroom and stood in front of the mirror. Her being with Zack is my fault. Zivile's broken heart is my fault. Oh my god what have I done!? I practicaly ruined my own damn life. Who am I? Who is April anymore? All I see is a monster staring back at me, and its mocking me. I caused this, I made this mess and I have to clean it up. I can't let Zack have her, he isn't good enough for her. Who does he think he is? The thought of him making love to my girlfriend makes me see red all over again. I can't take it anymore. So I took my fist and drove it straight into the mirror, and it shattered into a million pieces. I just watched it fall and hit the floor.

As I stood there watching the shards spill to the floor is when I realised what I need to do. I need to get rid of him for good or atleast a month or two because that is all I need. Now just like I will get in trouble for trashing this room and breaking this mirror, I have to break Zack too. And what a better way to break a guy in our kind of buisness then to get him fired for something he didn't even do, and knows nothing about. I know its a bit extreme but it has to be done he knows how I feel about him and Aksana. So if he wants to push I will push back.

After staring at myself in the broken shards I decided it was time to go. So I grabbed my championship and left for the gorilla. No I'm not just going to walk out the building, I might be beyond pissed off but I still love my job. When I got to the gorilla Layla, Nattie, and Aksana were already there. They all looked at me like I have two heads.

"Aj are you ok? You look like you were in a mosh pit or something." Asked Layla as she walked over to me.

"I've had better nights. You know what happened Lay." I said emotionless.

"Are you sure because your fist is bleeding look." She said grabbing my right fist. I looked down and it was, not a lot but it is dripping blood.

"Oh... I guess I was so mad I didn't feel it cut me… oh well it doesn't hurt as much as my heart does right now." I spoke emotionless again. It was then that Aksana began to walk towards me. "You don't move. I don't want to talk to you right now. You've done enough today."

"What the hell are you so mad about!?" She questioned

"What am I mad about?! What am I mad about?!" No she can't know I know about Zack. "Nothing I'm fine, don't worry about it, just keep looking beautiful as always."

"Well we can't help but to worry your hand is bleeding all over the floor." She said as she went to grab my hand but I snatched it away before she could touch me.

"Don't touch me I'm fine. Lay will you come with me to get this taped." I spoke as I backed away from Aksana, who had on a very confused face.

"Umm yea come on let's go." She spoke softly as she began to lead me to the Trainer's room. "Do you want to tell me what you cut your fist on?"

"I fell." I stated simply.

"Is that what you're going to stick with?"

"Yup." I spoke as I sat down on the examination table. Then the doctors began to clean and dress my wound. When they finished it left us with about one minute to get to the curtian. So we had to practically run back to the gorilla. As soon as I got there my music hit and I went through the curtian. Layla and I had a tag match against Natalya and Aksana tonight. And good thing I have to act like a crazed ex because right now I'm not going to be acting I am going to be a crazed ex.

After me and Lay got to the ring the hell rang and Lay started off against Nattie. I'm not quite sure what happened because my eyes were dead set on Aksana. I'm still trying to get the image of her and Zack kissing out of my head. But why him of all people? She could have chose any guy in the whole entire world but she chose him. Is this how it felt when she found out? Because this fucking sucks and I just want this to end. It really is taking everything I have to not run backstage and beat the living shit out of him, violence isnt going to help me get my Zivile and Aj's Aksana back. So really I have to do what I have to do and watch everything fall into place, to be honest I'm not sure what my plan is but it now involves two types of revenge to two different people. And now I'm pissed off, I want in.

"Lay quit playing and let me have her." I yelled at Layla before she dragged Nattie into our corner and tagged me in. Today the rule book goes out the window, so I gave Nattie a plethora of kicks to the ribs. I don't give a fuck right now, but I don't feel like kicking her anymore so I backed up and let her fall to the canvas. She then began to crawl over to her corner for a tag, but I'm not done with her just yet. So just before she could get the tag I jumped in between her and Aksana. So I blew a kiss to Aksana and then kicked Nattie right in the gut causing her to flip to her back in pain. I then jumped on her and rained down punches on her until the ref pulled me off. I just laughed and set up to hit her with a Shinning Wizard. As soon as she got to her knees I charged her and hit her dead center on the side of her head.

And it was over so I went to go for the pin when I remembered Aksana is on the apron. So I grabbed Nattie by the hair and drug her to her corner where I grabbed her hand and made her tag in Aksana. The crowd erupted in cheers for Aksana and I. When Aksana got into the ring we stood toe to toe in the center of the ring staring eachother down. As I look at her I think of who she is rebounding off of and I'm mad. But at the same time the fans have all chosen sides, either its a lets go Aj chant or an Aksana chant. I just grabbed her and gave her a chaste kiss, before I slapped her. And she stumbled back so I charged her and hit her with a drop kick to the knees and she fell to the floor. I pounced on her and wailed on her screaming I love you's and I hate you's until the ref pulled me off. When the ref pulled me off I realized what I just did, I hurt my poor Aksana. So I rushed to her side and craddled her in my arms.

"Oh babe I'm so sorry I didn't mean to hurt you I love you." I cooed as I helped her to her knees. It was then I decided I wanted to hit her with a shinning wizard to so I ran towards to other ropes and charged her, but before I had time to react she caught me in a Divo drop. Fuck not again why do I keep forgetting about that. I then felt her go for the pin. But lucky me Lay was there to break it up. Aksana then went to go take care of Layla so I took that oppertunity to get back to my feet. Natalya was still out on the floor, so I have this match in the bag. I then waited for her to turn around and I hit her with a spin kick causing her to cripple over in pain, now is my chance. So I walked over to her and began to set her up in the Black Widow... That was before I remembered who this was. I can't put my girlfriend in a submission hold even if I am secretly mad at her.

I just threw her to the ground and tagged Lay in. I practically did all the work all Lay has to do is go for the pin, I can't do it. I then climbed off the apron and grabbed my title and started towards the ramp. By this time there was a three count and Layla's music blasted through the speakers.

"Aj where are you going?" I heard Layla yell after me but I just kept walking. I don't care anymore. I just need to go. I can't leave this arena knowing I made my future wife tap out, I never wanted to hurt her in the first place. But I have to remember that I signed that paper that said I have to fight her, and I know she probably doesn't want to fight me either. But we have to because its best for buisness. When I walked through the curtian guess who was sitting on the crate waiting for who I could assume is Aksana. Right now I have every intention to slap him silly, but to them I have no logical reason to slap him. He hasn't talked to me since the meeting. So maybe I will talk to him. I walked up to him and he looked up at me.

"Ummm… Hi." He spoke cautiously, I just glared at him and cocked my head to the side. "Did you want something or are-"

"I swear on your dead body if you fuck up any of my plans I will make it my life goal to make your life a living hell. So I suggest you keep your hands to yourself, because you know I actually will do it." I warned and began to walk off. "And between you and me this converstation never happened." Then I turned on my heels and left for my locker room. I'm not even going to wait to see his reaction because I don't care. When I got back to my locker room it was a complete and total mess. Its crazy how mad you can get that you don't realize how dangerous you were until you come back to your senses. So I fixed the couches, picked up the chairs and cleaned up all my make-up that I threw to the floor. I then grabbed my bag and set it on the couch. I then put on a shirt and a pair of sweatpants over my attire. It was then that there was a knock on the door.

"Go away I'm busy." I groaned I don't fell like talking to anybody right now. But the door opened and closed anyways.

"What the hell did you do in here?" I heard in that damn accent I hate but I love so much.

"Don't you know what go away means? I don't want to talk to you right now."

"Yea I know what it means, clearly I ignored it for a reason. April what the hell was that out there?"

"Damn it Zivile! I might love you but that doesn't mean I have to explain myself to you." I complained as I turned to face her. Whenever we are mad at each other we use our real names.

"So you're telling me that you just threw the match and let Layla get the win just because?"

"God who do you think I am? Ok I may have done some messed up things to you in the past but I actually have a heart. And well I'm sorry if I couldn't bring my self to make the love of my life tap out. Ok I said it I couldn't do it, it didn't feel right."

"You're saying it like I want to do this. But remember who said we have to do it for the fans because at the end of the day this is what we do, we entertain people. What happened to that? If I have to do it you sure as hell are going to do it too." She argued. I really don't want to argue with her right now. I hate it when we argue ecspecially now since there won't be make up sex when we finish.

"This has absolutely nothing to do with the fans, this is between me and you April and Zivile not Aj and Aksana. Look at this room you caused this my bleeding fist you did that too, you unknowingly broke my heart and it pissed me off. Good thing Lay was there because I would probably be in jail right now for murder." I explained. She is just staring at me in confusion. "Fucking Christ why am I even trying? I knew I shouldn't have asked her 'cause all it did was… no what nevermind I gotta go see you later." I murmmered and grabbed my bag to leave. As I went to leave she grabbed me by the arm and pulled me back.

"What the hell do I have to do with you trashing this room and you cutting your hand?" She asked. God the fact that she thinks I don't know about Zack makes me almost want to cry. There is probably a reason she didn't tell me about him, and that reason just happened less than thirty minutes ago. The best part is she doesn't even know.

"It doesn't matter okay. Just go back to your little boyfriend or who ever. You don't care about me or what I do these days. I get it now you want me out of your life, then fuck it you win. I unintentionally stabbed you in the back and so you purposefully drove a stake in my heart as payback. It's whatever now, can I go now?" I spoke holding back tears.

"What do you mean I don't care about you? If I didn't care do you think I'd be standing here right now? Oh and please explain to me what you mean I drove a stake through your heart, you were the one who put a knife in my heart?"

"Well I dunno because right now all you're doing is yelling at me, if you care then why are you standing here? Look I don't want to do this anymore okay? I just want to go cry over you like I do every other day, because that is what you do when you love someone you can't have." I spoke letting a few tears escape. " I have to go. I hope you're happy because my life is hell with out you." And with that I pulled out of her grasp and left. I've never walked so fast out of a building until right now. I just booked it to my rental not stopping to talk or look at anyone. Once I got there I just broke down and I don't even know why. I guess this is how she felt when I broke her heart, because I know mine is broken now too. The only difference is she doesn't even know how she did it.

Well fuck... So now Aj knows about Zakana. I think she took it pretty well... Ok maybe not but atleast she didn't hurt anybody... Yet. Someone pray for Zack Aj is probably going to fuck all his shit up. Hell have no furry like a womens scorn. I hope this chapter makes sense to you all cuz if it doesn't then this is awkward. And in case you are a little confused by the first paragraph what she means is that who April is is different than who Aj is. And Zivile is different from who Aksana is. So April fell for who Zivile is. And not who Aksana is because to the world its Aksana and Aj. And their relationship is like an Iceburg. On top it seems very simple, but if you look at the whole entire thing it is alot bigger and deeper than it seems. I dunno I probably just confused the shit out of you. It will make sense soon I promise. In other news I recently tried Breyer's new ice cream flavor Samoas... -_- I fucking hate it its so good. Like I love Carmel Delights you don't understand so when I ate it I thought I died and went to heaven. Like have you ever ate something sooo good that it completely pisses you off because it makes you so mad? Cuz thats how I feel about it. So if you like Girl Scout cookies you should probably eat this ice cream so we can be mad together

Ok I'm done rambling for now. Anywhore go check out MistressDaisy94 if you haven't already. -Joz