Aj's POV

After Roni left I ate the rest of the cupcake she got me, then took a shower. And that is when I noticed that I am covered in circles the size of paintballs. Now I see why paintball is kind of an extreme sport, its a sport that makes sure you remember you played. But to be honest I welcome the small bruises because I had one hell of a time earning them. I know for sure I will do it again with her. After I finished my shower I decided to go to sleep all that running around and laughing wore me out. But I'd do it all over again if it means I could have that much fun.

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The next morning I woke up and I feel like really relaxed. Like no stress, no anger, no wild emotions just calm. To be honest I can't remember the last time I woke up just completely relaxed and just not mad at the world. So with good mornings are good breakfasts, but before I eat I want to go to the gym. I'm working on trying to get a six pack that way my Aksana has something to trace with her tongue. I wonder what she is doing right now? I bet she is still sleeping it's one of the many things she can do best. I'm not going to lie I miss her I just want to cuddle with her. Really cuddle with anybody really, I don't like sleeping alone. Its so cold in bed without her with me. Soon Aksana... soon.

When I finished up at the gym I figured I would just go to the restaruant that was inside the hotel and get breakfast there. Its way to cold out for me to go find a diner. I'm not use to temperatures this low, yea back in Jersey it gets cold but it almost never just drops below 20 degrees. Only time it does is because of wind chill, out here in Minnesota it is just straight up cold. That is the sole reason why I moved to Tampa because its never cold down there. So right now it says it is 10 degrees outside plus there is snow on the ground. But what that says to me is to keep my ass inside all day, ok no problem. Infact it gives me time to practice playing the guitar.

I bet you are all like WTF! Why do I have a guitar? Well during the day I literally have nothing to do so I figured why not start a new hobby. I mean what kid at one point of time wished they could do a solo on an electric guitar? I know I have somewhat, but for now I will stick to my acoustic one I brought a while ago. None to mention when I learn to play a song I can play for tips out on the street when I retire from wrestling. And I've always wanted to sing my order at the drive-thru. I dunno I guess its just something I use to forget about Aksana for a little bit.

That only lasted for about two hours before I got bored. So I decided to see what Roni was doing, its four-thirty now so I assume she should be off work if she even had work today.

"Hey what are you doing?" I texted her. Like I'm so bored its not even funny.

"Nothing just got home from work." She responded a few minutes later.

"Oh did anything exciting happen today?"

"No not really, just a normal average day. How was your day?"

"Boreing and cold. I don't really like the cold." I hate the cold.

"Its not that bad after a while you get use to it. Besides I could keep you warm if you want ;)" Well she is very straight to the point. But hey It's cold and I need a cuddle buddie for the night.

"You know what I think I just might take you up on that offer. Did you eat dinner yet?" Fuck I'm hungry too!

"Great and no why?"

"If I call for Chinese food, do you think you could pick it up on your way over?" I really want some Chinese food right now, that'd make me happy.

"Yea I can do that!" Super now I don't have to go to bed hungry and alone. So from there she told me where and what to order. So I did and paid for it so all she has to do is pick it up. I just sat and watched TV untill she came.

"Umm yea I was told to pick up this food and bring it here. Are you Aj?" Joked Roni as I opened the door.

"Well you found the right room. Come on in!" I smiled letting her in and closing the door behind her. "Its about time you got here, I'm fucking starving."

"Sorry about that, I couldn't decide on what to wear." She shrugged taking the food out of the bag and setting it on the table.

"So after like what thirty minutes you decided on a hoodie and pajama pants?!" I asked sarcastically.

"Well I thought I looked cute, but fine if thats how you feel maybe I'll just go home."

"No don't go. I don't want to eat alone tonight. Please stay." I pleaded. She just smiled and gave me a hug.

"I'm only kidding do you really think I would just leave behind this free meal?" She chuckled.

"Yea thats true everybody loves free food." I smiled up at her. "But lets eat I'm starving!" And with that we ate our food and watched TV.

After we finished eating we were watching TV in bed, but then somehow we ended up on my laptop watching some of my old matches. And by old I mean matches from a few months ago, and a few of my more recent ones. But I made sure that we didn't watch the video of why me and Aksana aren't together at the moment.

"So this is what you do during the day?" She asked as we finished watching my match against Nattie a while back when the Leeana rivalry began.

"Yea crazy ain't it?" I awkwardly giggled.

"Yea I guess you are good at kicking ass... But umm is that your ex?" She asked pointing to Aksana. Well she is bound to found out sooner or later and I want to be the one who explains everything to her. So I let out a sigh before speaking up.

"Yea... We were together for about six months and madly in love. And no it isn't as bad as it seems, we've known eachother for about six years. It was a very weird five years between us but you can only bottle up your feeling but for so long before they come out." I explained.

"Wait so if that's the case why did you two break up, and end up as rivals? Not that I'm complaining I'm just curious." Oh boy I was hopeing she wouldn't ask that but better now than never.

"Well for the first four or five months not alot of people knew that we were a thing. But everything split in half one part soaring in the clouds and the other crash landed in a field of regret, right before Thanksgiving last year." I'm trying so hard not to cry thinking about those weeks after our Thanksgiving break. It might not have showed but it tore me up inside having to lie to my Aksana. "We both went home for the break, and by home I mean down in Tampa where we both live. We had different flights so hers left first then mine, and we agreed that she would pick me up from the airport. Just like planned she did, but little did we know someone caught us in the act. Because the next morning my Twitter was being blown up with pictures of when she picked me up the day before. Thus causing our unplanned coming out."

"Oh man you gotta love social media, did any of your co-workers or fans give you hell?"

"Oh yea we had tons of haters, I mean look at her! She is someone all the guys wanted but she was mine and vice versa. Then we had to deal with the homophobes, but after a while it started to get old and they realized we didn't care what they had to say. But at the same time we had tons of fans who loved Leeana." She gave me a very confused face. "Our fans gave us both a pet name like Brangelina, and Jeleana. I was the Lee and Zivile or Aksana in this case was the Ana part."

"Wow you guys must have been like a power couple if your fans combined your names." She spoke

"Yea I guess you could say that but it didn't last too long after that. Because all it took was my vengeful ex-friends with benefits, her crazy lunatic cousin, and technology to drive us both into the ground for good. It was a nasty break up and it headlined social media for weeks... Then go back about a month and then every so often we would show up during eachothers matches.. And the fans loved it, so it became official two weeks ago. Ex vs. Ex for the Divas Championship." I tried to explain as best as I could. She just pulled me in for a hug.

"Aj I'm so sorry. It must be so hard to have to see her everytime you go to work. And you have to fight her at the same time." She cooed. I couldn't stop the slight tears that started to fall. If only she knew how in love I am with Zivile, and the fact that she moved on with out me makes it hurt even more. But she can never know the whole story behind why we broke up. Roni then let me go and used her thumbs to wipe away my tears. "Hey don't worry because when you are on the road and if you ever get sad you can always call me. And we can talk, doesn't matter about what or when I will be there for you. I know we just meet a few days ago but I like you Aj and I don't want you to have to suffer like that." She spoke looking me directly in the eye. To be honest as much as I don't really want her to fall for me, it gives me what I've been missing since Aksana left me and that is the feeling of being wanted. Or maybe its just the heartbreak talking, but at the moment it seems that I might not get a second chance. So hearing those words I just kissed her and she kissed me back.

"Thanks but I couldn't do that to you. I just don't want to drag you into the mess I'm in now. You don't deserve that." I spoke honestly.

"No I want to, and besides you are in a mess and I just want to help. So seriously if you ever want to talk just call me and we can talk about whatever." She reassured me.

"Okay, just I sometimes tend to do really crazy things, so just don't get mad because most of the time I don't realize what happened until its too late." I warned.

"Well yea I can tell by the way you just attacked the poor lady." She chuckled. Referencing to when I was GM and attacked Vicki without explainaton. I chuckled with her.

"Well she deserved it." I smirked. She kissed me on the forehead.

"You really are so cute I can't stand it!"

"Well I think you are cute too. Plus you bake me goodies!" I grinned.

"Well thank you, I just really love baking. And if you want me to bake for you all you gotta do is ask."

"You know I'm going to abuse that right?"

"I don't mind as long as I still get to see you." She asked raising an eyebrow. I just giggled and kissed her cheek.

"I think that is a definite possibility. But no more talking I want to watch TV and go to sleep." I spoke closing my laptop and setting it aside so we could lay down.

"Okay sounds good to me." And with that we got under the covers and I cuddled into her while she held me. Its been so long since I last cuddled with someone and fell asleep.

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The next morning Roni had to leave early because she had work, but she said she would be back later after she goes to the gym. I'm okay with that I kinda want to see my match that happened Tuesday. I want to see if it looks as crazy as I felt doing it. So I guess I'm just going to hangout wich shouldn't be hard because after Roni left I went back to sleep and didn't wake up until one in the afternoon. Then I just laid there for another hour or so responding to some emails, tweeting, texting and stuff. But as I was on Twitter something caught my eye. It was a Tweet.. That Zack posted with a picture attached to it. To everybody it is just like whatever, but to me I damn near threw my phone at the wall.

It was a picture of him laying in bed with out a shirt, and there was a brunette woman laying on his chest. And it is captioned

"My girl is better than your girl bro. #Foriginbeauty #WWWYKI #Allmine" with the fist emoji and the face with sunglasses on. Now had he posted that sometime last week I would have ignored it at first glance, but he fucked up because she has her right hand on his chest. And it there is a ring on her finger as bright as day. And awkwardly it looks just like the love ring I gave to my Aksana a while back... Thus would have lead me to figure that the woman in the photo is my Zivile. And I would have broke my phone, but since I already know that he snaked me and started to date my girl there is no need for that. I already have a plan set in motion to get him away from my girl long enough to get the job done.

I can't make it obvious that I am about to do something crazy but I gotta keep it short so I sent out a tweet.

Step six: Figure out the problem, decide who can stay and who has to go.

Step seven: Get RID of ALL competition and those who must go, show no mercy. #StopAtNothing #SorryNotSorry #IHadItFirst #Don'tClaimWhatBelongsToMe

That is all that had to be said. Nobody can know about what I'm planing. Because if they knew I'd be a prime suspect and if she found out what I did.. She would probably never talk to me again, and I would die inside. So this is something I will take to the grave. After staring at the photo for a minute or so I realized how much more fun it is going to be stealing her back from him. He has no idea how hard I'm going to laugh, infact I hope he falls in love with her. Because I would gladly show her off in front of him, she loves me not him. I almost want to feel bad for what I have planned for him but I don't feel sorry. He wasn't sorry stealing my girl from me so I won't feel sorry stealing her back from him.

I was so into thinking about Zack's destruction that I didn't notice I just wasted a few hours on it. Because now its eight-thirty perfect just in time to watch my match on Smackdown. I don't always watch myself on TV but I just want to see this one time. Then finally Nattie and then Aksana did there entrances. I couldn't help but notice how they cheered for my Aksana. I think its because they all know that she has and knows everything there is to know about how to end my reign as champion. And its the truth me and Sana haven't had a match against eachother since our NXT days, we know eachother like the back of our hands. I've been champ for almost a year and I'm pretty sure the fans are all ready for a change because they are tired of seeing me as champ.

Then as soon as my music hits I practically bursted through the curtian Layla not to far behind me. Damn it really does look like I just got done doing something I shouldn't have been doing. I look like a complete nut job, but it just fits into my persona. Then we get to the ring and the match starts. And just like how Michael is saying I do look like I'm out of it just stareing holes into Aksana. But I was out of it at the time, until I demanded a tag. Damn I feel a little bad for roughing up Nattie I didn't realized how rough I was. And that shining wizard... Damn I gotta say I make a great crazed ex because that look I give the camera when I decided I wanted Aksana in the ring, it scared me a bit too. And when Aksana steps into the ring its like the crowd split in half, on either team Aj or team Aksana. Then my God if I didn't know what is really happening backstage, I honestly would think I have some very serious issues. Do I love her? Do I hate her? Its hard to tell by the way I'm just wailing on her. Then I get hit with a Divo Drop and almost pinned, and I catch her from behind. Then the answer becomes rather clear when I set her up in the Black Widow. And you can see I suddenly had a change of heart when I threw her to the ground and tagged Layla and just left the ring. I look so indifferent and confused, I didn't know my emotions were easily read like that. But good thing I'm suspose to act that way. But the fans are just eating it up like candy. Too bad they don't know whats going on behind the curtian, because that would change everything about how they see our relationship. I just hope I'm not going through all these emotions for nothing in the end.

That is another thing I'm worried about. I'm putting in all this work and laying my heart on the line. A line that I'm not even entirely sure is even there, because right now its just all my hopes and things I know that are for sure that makes up this said line. I'm vulnerable right now Zivile has all of me in her hands and to be honest its scary. If I fuck up somewhere she can just drop me and let me splatter all over the floor, or she can let me into her heart again and I can fill the hole that is there. I'm throwing all my cards on the table will she keep them or will she throw them back in my face? I don't know and that is why I'm worried, I want there to be time for me to be able to brace myself before I fall completely. But the fact that I know she could never love anybody the way she loved me is all I have to hold onto.

I guess only time will tell. But I don't want to think about that right now because Roni should be here any time now and I don't want her to see whats really going on. A few minutes later she showed up bearing gifts for me. Just like she said she gave me the goods I needed to help my "little brother" and she brought me another cupcake. I swear its like we have known eachother for months and we only met a few days ago. She really is so sweet to me and I really like her too, but I'm in love with someone else. It would be weird dating someone else when I know there is still a chance I could get my Aksana back. But I'm not so sure she will stay interested in me while I'm always busy traveling and doing shows. Life on the road is hard I practically work at night and sleep through the days. But I don't want to lose her because I wouldn't mind her possiably being my girlfriend one day if Leeana doesn't work out.

But we decided to just order a pizza and watch a movie. We actually watched a few movies until we were both tired and fell asleep.

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The next morning we both had to get up early because I gotta get on the road to Elimination Chamber. So after a long hug and a good kiss good bye we went our seperate ways. I have alot to do today... Well not alot just I have to blow up a huge roadblock on my way back to happiness. Plus I get to see Lealynn tonight and I'm really excited about it. Its going to be a good day today for me.

Now before you all shoot me in the face just hear me out. I know you all want Aj & Aksana and not Aj & Roni, but you just have to trust me here. I know what I am doing just believe in me and I will show you the light. This isnt the last we'll see of Roni, but I assure you next chapter we go to E.C with Aj. So don't hate me... yet ;) just enjoy the ride for now and keep cool like Allen and join the Wolf Pack. That way it won't be a one man wolf pack any more and it can grow by one.

Anywhore can we take a minute to discuss the Bella fued going on right now? First thing is first I don't give a flying fuck about Nikki I like Brie always have always will. But I figured it out! The real reason behind Nikki turned on Brie... That bitch is jealous! Think about it back when D-Bry Just started and both the Bellas were all over him, but flash forward some Brie was the one who won Daniel leaving Nikki heartbroken, leading her to have to go to Cena. Secretly Nikki must be in love with D-Bry. And thus leading her to boil over and attack Brie. 8)... Or maybe there was a reasonable answer behind it I don't know I didn't watch when she explained why she did. I dunno that's just me but oddly enough it kinda makes sense, but what do I know right? Where's Perry? -Joz