Zivile's POV
Once April appeared on the ramp she was met with a mix of cheers and boos. But that's expected because in our rivalry she is the heel and I'm the face. Or it could be she put me through the machine last night. She just smiled and laughed skipping down the ramp as usual and I can clearly see what the back of her shirt says
"I'm stuck in her web of Love. Love me back!"
ts no secret who she made the shirt for, but its kinda hard to tell if she is serious or not. And I think she knows that and thats why it fits because you can't tell.. But she and I both know the truth regardless. And to be honest I'm not sure how I feel about it because when someone wrongs you one time its hard to find the good in them again once you saw the bad. None to mention it doesn't help that her lies were so believable. Which makes it hard to tell what is the truth and what is a lie, but I like to think judgeing by how nice she has been to me lately she is telling the truth.. But I can't read her mind so I don't know for sure. I guess that's just life. Then again I sometimes wonder if leaving Aj was really the right desision because in a way she was set up for failure. Or was I the one who was set up for failure? Because to some degree Victoria pretty much had complete and total control of our relationship now that I think about it. She set it up so that at any moment she could steal Aj from me. No I don't think she would do that to me purposefully... Then again her psycho bitch gimmick wasn't completely fake she really can be a cold heartless bitch sometimes. But sometimes she can be warm blooded and have a big heart. I dunno I guess to really find out for sure I should probably answer her calls or text messages. She still calls or texts me every now and then and every time I just ignore it. She right now is absolutly the last person I want to see anytime soon. I still can't get over what she did too me. I know how can I be somewhat okay talking to April but not Victoria? One major difference Victoria knew full and well how in love I was with April and she still slept with her anyways. Vic was the one person who I thought I could really honestly trust, and she betrayed me. I never in a million years would have thought she of all people would do me so dirty like that.
What really gets me is that we were best friends since we were kids, and she threw it all out the window. She was my sister, my cousin, and my role model and she screwed me over. My own flesh and blood in front of millions let me down causing me to lose two people I loved with all my heart... And who knows where I'd be without Zack being there for me, and now hes gone too. I gotta get out of here I don't like my peers seeing me cry. So I got off the crate and began walking. I don't know where I'm going because Zack isn't here to hold me and I can't go back to the locker room because I don't want to have to explain to anybody why I'm crying. So I just kept my head down until I came across an empty room and closed it behind me. There was a couch so I sat down, took off my heels, and pulled my knees up to my chest and let go of my emotions.
April's POV
"Awe whats the matter Emma? Don't you wanna dance?" I taunted the dancing Diva as she slowly crawled around on the ground. I had just hit her with a DDT. "Come on you can do better." I smiled. I've pretty much been in control this entire match. Every now and then she would counter one of my moves but I easily reversed her moves to bring the match back to my favor. I figured I wouldn't go to hard on her because I want her to like me and not hate me. That and my Aksana is backstage watching and I don't want to be too rough with her watching me. So with that in mind I kicked her in the gut causing her to flip to her back. "Emma you're susposed to be EMMA-taining all your one adoring fan!" I chuckled. "Get up." I growled as I grabed her by the hair and began to slowly raise her to her feet. "I'm gunna hit a shinning wizard play along." I subtly whispered in her ear and she nodded. Usually I don't tell my opponent when I'm going to hit a shinning wizard until my knee goes crashing into their face. Once we both got to a vertical base I ran into the ropes rebounding and hit her in the legs causing her to fall to her knees. And I quickly ran at her and just like planned she got her hands up before my knee made contact with her face. I then went for a pin making sure to flip my hair in front of my face so the fans can't see me talking to her. "Great match kid. We should practice a few moves together one day, you have great potential." I spoke honestly
"Thanks." She spoke awkwardly. I just smiled at her before getting to my feet to celebrate my victory.
After doing my normal after match win rutine I walked back through the curtian. I couldn't help but smile I'm hoping I can get a victory hug from Aksana. When I walked through the curtian my smile slowly dissappeared.. She isn't on the crate like she was before I went through the curtian. She isn't even anywhere near the gorilla position. I can't say I'm surprised I wouldn't want to watch my match if I was betrayed like I betrayed her either. I keep forgetting that she unfortuneitly isn't my girlfriend right now and she doesn't have to wait for me back here after all my matches. Everytime I have a match I walk back through the curtian and its like a big slap in the face about how I fucked up. My heart breaks a little every time she isn't waiting to give me a kiss weither I won or loose. I know I should probably be use to it by now but I don't want to get use to not kissing her. This is what I get for being unfaithful to her and I hate myself for it everyday. I just let out a sigh and headed back to my locker room.
I just want to go lie down and cry about all the good things that could be if I would have just said no. Once I got there I turned on the light and I swear I thought there was a fallen angel sitting on my couch. But the shine dimmed and it turned out to be my angel sitting with her knees up to her chest.
"Zivile?" I asked softly. She looked up and stared at me. Her eyes are bloodshot and her make-up is running a bit. It almost makes me want to cry because the last time I saw that face she was taking off the key to my heart and placed it in my hand.
"Crap I didn't notice this was your locker room... I guess I'll go now." She murmered. I just closed the door and locked it, she gave me a strange look like I was crazy. I don't know where she is going to go Zack isn't here to comfort her and I don't need people seeing her leaving my room crying.
"Why are you crying?" I asked softly placing my belt on the table next to the door. She won't look at me but I can hear her sniffleing. "I'm not letting you leave until you talk." I spoke simply. She just grabbed her heels off the floor and began to walk towards the door.
"Its nothing I'm fine." She murmered. "Excuse me." She spoke to me so she could leave but I know she's lying. So I just grabbed her heels out her hand, placed them on the ground, then lead her to the couch. I then sat down bringing her with me pulling her close and wrapping my arms around her in a comforting hug.
"Nobody has to know." I spoke softly. And just like that she started crying again. She doesn't really need to explain what happened I'll always be there for her even if we are together or not. Hell I'll take any chance I can just to hold her in my arms. I miss her so much that when I have to let her go I'll cry myself. She smells like a warm tropical breeze exactly how I remember her, and its like my nose is happy to be smelling her too. Everything about her is absolute perfection to me and I wish I could take her home with me and cuddle with her and little Devo. I miss him too he is so cute, he probably misses me too. We were cuddle buddies until Aksana got jealous and hogged me for herself, he didn't care he just layed on top of us both. Damn this doesn't feel the same when I know that at the end of the night I'm going back to my hotel room and she to her's. But this is what I get for not being honest with her in the first place. Now isn't really a good time to cry because I have to keep my cool for her sake.
I'm not sure how long I was holding her because there was a knock on the door.
"Aj are you in there? Please tell me you are I don't know who else to ask." Said from who I could assume was Alicia. So I gently peeled my self off the couch and away from Aksana long enough for me to unlock the door and slip outside. "Please tell me-"
"Shh!" I whispered. "Yea she is in there but she isn't really in a state to communicate."
"I'm just here to take her back to the hotel." She whispered.
"Yea not tonight, I'll take her back to the hotel tonight. And I give you my word she will be returned in one piece just like how she arrived here."
"Are you sure thats a good idea?"
"Yes. I know what I'm doing just trust me on this one. I'm begging you to forget about what happened all those months ago I know I fucked up and I want to make it all right again, so can you just let me drive her this one time?" She just looked at me. "I'm not lying to you I've never been more serious about anything then I am when it comes to her. Look I'll even walk her to your room and then you can walk her back to her room. Please just let me do this and I'll see if I can get you a shot at my title sometime after Wrestlemania." I pleaded with her. To be honest I'm not even sure why I'n begging her to let her stay with me, its not like Alicia is her mother. Doesn't matter regardless if she says yes or no I'm still taking her with me.
"Alright but I need to talk to her first." If I let her talk to her she'll probably persuade her not to go with me. I'll be damned if I let that happen.
"Yea I don't think thats a good idea right now. How bout I have her call you instead. Yea I'll do that anyways I gotta go." I spoke quickly not giving her a chance to respond. I then went back into the room closing and locking it after myself. When I walked back in she was sitting on the couch staring up at the ceiling. She stopped crying so thats good. "You okay?" I asked softly sitting down on the couch next to her.
"Who was that?" If I tell her Alicia she might decide to go with her instead...
"It was Alicia she just wanted to know if I knew where you were. Its okay she understands and I told her I'd drive you back to the hotel." I spoke honestly. No more lying to her I did it once and the results were heartbreaking.
"Oh thanks I guess. Sorry I wasn't there when you finished your-"
"No you don't have to apologize I understand. You can't always control when you have to cry. Besides you were there before my match so I'm happy. But I'd be even more happy if you were smiling too!" I smiled. "Come on you can't tell me watching Emma dance around in a blizzard of bubbles doesn't make you want to smile a bit. Lets be honest she isn't a very good dancer and it seems like she is the only one who doesn't know that, but somehow she makes it look like the coolest thing ever. Like I know for a fact if I tried dancing like her people will think I'm having a seizure or something." I giggled getting her to crack a slight smile. I was always able to get her to laugh by making fun of myself. "If its not that I'll just get some funny looks and probably put in a padded room."
"Yea but weither you're dancing or not people still give you funny looks and want to place you in a padded room." She giggled. I just gave her a sarcastic grin.
"Whatever. But it got you to smile so I'll take it!" I declared. She is the only person who I well let call me the "C" word or imply that I am.
"Yea but its the truth." She smiled. She looks so pretty smiling through those tears. I think that is when she is the prettiest, don't take that wrong. I dunno its just something about her puffy red eyes, red nose, and rosey pink cheeks that sparks something in me and I just want to make love to her until she feels better. But at the same time it makes me so sad to see such a beautiful goddess like her crying. And I get even more upset knowing the fact that the only way I can see her this way is if she were crying, and I hate seeing her cry.
"I don't think so." I defended cockily. They might look at me like that now, but I know a few months ago I'd get weird looks because I had an absolutly stunning woman on my arm. Plus I got to kiss her, touch her, taste her, and love her whenever I wanted. Who wouldn't want to watch two hot chicks tongue eachother down in the middle of a grocery store?
"Yea okay keep telling yourself that hon."
"Anyways we should probably get going its almost midnight and I don't want to have to spend the night locked inside here." I'm hoping that all the Divas are gone so nobody can offer to take her. "So do you want to get your stuff and then come back or do you want me to get my stuff packed up and then from there we can get your stuff or..."
"I'll just get my stuff and then I'll come back. That way it will be a lot faster." She spoke getting up off the couch so I got up with her. We then both walked over to the door and I helped her put her heels back on. I'll do anything to get her back.
"Are you sure you don't want me to come with you? Not in a weird way its just I know you won't want to explain what happened." I asked. I gotta show her that I still really care about her.
"Thanks. No its okay I can manage it myself, besides I'm pretty sure everybody is mostly gone by now so I think I'll be okay." She murmered as I opened the door for her.
"Okay well I'll be right here when you finish." I grinned as she stepped through the door. She just looked at me and gave me a half smile.
"Thank you."
"I'm just doing the right thing." And with that she began to head back to the locker room. I'm ok with her leaving this time because I know she is coming back this time.. hopefully. But I sure do enjoy the view of her walking away in that little black dress she has on, and those red bottoms she has on are going to be the death of me. She looks so sexy in heels it makes her legs look amazing and I long to have permission to explore between them again. If it isn't in between her legs then I am dying to be in her arms again, her arms were like home to me and I'm so fucking home sick. I'm usually never such a horn dog but I can't help it Aksana is the only one I have a burning sexual desire for, and nobody has touched me since the last time me and her were intamate. I'm going mad and I don't know if I will be able to control my hormones with her wearing that dress.. That is unless she doesn't want me to. That's probably wishful thinking too.
After she walked out of my view I closed my door back and began to change out of my ring gear and into a pair of sweatpants and a casual v-neck t-shirt. After that I packed up my stuff and sat on the couch. I figured I'd check my phone since I haven't looked at it since ten. I had a message from Roni from about an hour ago and its a little past midnight now. it wasn't anything special just her wondering how the show went, so I told her how it went and asked her about her day or whatever. Then there was a knock on the door, it must be Aksana so I answered it.
"You ready to go?" She asked.
"Yup let me just grab my bag and we can go." I then put my bag over my shoulder and scanned the room for any missed items before both of us headed to my rental. then from there we headed to the Superstar hotel well that was until I decided I was hungry. So I decided to go to one of the late night diners nearby.
"Where are we going?" She asked as we pulled up to a stop light. I just ignored it because I was in the middle of sending a message to Roni. "And who are you texting? You aren't suspose to text and drive." After I sent the message I put my phone back in the cup holder.
"Relax we aren't even moving. I know better than to text and drive my fans would be devastated if I were to crash because of something so stupid. And I'm going to get something to eat." I spoke as the light turned green and I turned into the parking lot of a diner. "You're welcome to join if you like." I smiled at her. She just looked at me. I always hated when she did this because I can't tell what she is thinking. "Its on me if you like. I'll be inside if you change your mind." So I turned off the car and grabbed my phone and headed inside. I know she will eventually follow me inside especially since they seated me at the table right infront of the car and I can clearly see her sitting in the car. I then smiled and waved at her, jokingly I decided to lock the doors and arm the alarm from inside. I then began to look at the menu.. Is it too late to have a stack of pancakes? No everybody loves pancakes at any time of the day. As I was scanning the menu I noticed someone sit down across from me.
"Did you lock the doors after you got out?" I asked not looking up. She just huffed in responce. "Anyways I got you a water I wasn't sure what you wanted to eat." I spoke simply.
"Thanks." She spoke as she picked up the menu. After about five minutes the waiter came back and took our orders. I decided to get the five stack of pancakes anyways because I can, she got the same thing. I then by mistake I left my phone on the table and I got another message from Roni. "Tabletop!" She spoke quickly before I could open my phone to read the message.
"Its fine I'll pay the tip." I shrugged. I don't really want her to know about Roni. And its going to be hard to convince her that a friend doesn't send you a message saying
"Ik. I miss you too. I have a big empty bed and I miss cuddling with you :("
"Nope. Not today because if I did it you'd have a fit. So phone screen up middle of the table." She declared. I don't really have an option because it is my own game. So I placed it on the table.
"If I gotta do it you have to do it too." I smirked. She smiled and placed hers screen side up next to mine. One of the down sides to getting a message with IPhones is that it shows who its from and what it says before you even open it. But the worst is if you don't open it after two minutes it rings again. So it was only natural that Aksana leaned over and read the message from Roni.
"Who's Roni?" And that's the beauty of Roni's name because it makes it hard to decide if its a boy or a girl. But I can't lie about the message.
"A friend." I spoke simply trying to avoid further questions. But she has that look in her eye and she knows I'm hiding something.
"Are you sure? Because you two must be pretty close."
"I guess you could say that but it doesn't mean anything." I shrugged. It isn't a lie.
"How'd you guys meet?"
"Under awkward circumstances a while ago." I drunkenly brought her back to my hotel room almost in revenge for you being with Zack. I bet you didn't know that I knew about him. Who do you think made sure he dissapeared so I can really start to win your heart back? Nothing happened as far as I know, but now she is my-go-to girl incase you don't want me back ever. "Everything is okay now. She took me paintballing hence why I'm covered in mini bruises." I spoke thinking of my date with Roni. Even though its been a week I kind of miss her. Maybe its because I need someone to talk to.
"Oh she seems nice.." She trailed off looking down at her drink. I think I'm sensing a little bit of jealousy. That's weird because she was the one who suggested we 'move on' so why is... She probably thinks thats a bad idea too. I guess I'll just have to see.
"Yeah and she is so sweet and cute. And the best part about her is she's a pastry chef!" I grinned. "Yea its so awesome she can make me cookies, cupcakes, pies, cakes, crème brûlées, chocolate mousse, fruit tarts, anything sugary sweet she can make it. That's what she told me any sugary confection I can think of she can probably make." I dreamily smiled thinking of the Oreo cupcake she made me.
"Hmm."
"Yea when she told me that I was excited too. I know she and I will be good friends." I smiled making it seem like I totally forgot she was sitting in front of me.
"Well that's good I guess." She spoke. Yea I have her hooked judging by the look in her eye she wants to know what Roni looks like. I only know because I was in her shoes a week ago when she said she 'moved on' but that didn't last long after I found out.
"Yup. But don't you worry your pretty little head off she's pretty, just not as pretty as you." I reassured her. But I don't think it worked that much, she knows how much I love sweets. And now I have somebody who knows how to make them when ever I want. But she can't know I know that. She blushed a little but it quickly went away soon after. And we fell into a comfortable silence until our food came a minute later. Then we ate or food with small talk, mostly about work and stuff. Once we finished I paid and then we headed to the Superstar hotel. "Alright come on I gotta take you to Alicia's room I promised her I'd take you there when we finished." I spoke parking the car.
"Sounds like something she'd say. Kay well lets go I'm tired." She murmered. So we both got out the car and walked to the trunk.
"Here let me get these. I don't want you to hurt your back anymore than it already is." I spoke quickly grabbing her duffle bag and the basket of candy I got her, so all she has to carry is her purse. "Come on let's go." I lightly smiled. She didn't say anything but she followed me inside, to the elevator and to Alicia's room.
"Hey thanks for everything today it was very nice of you." She spoke as we walked down the hall.
"It was nothing I was only doing what came naturally. Besides if it makes you happy then I'm happy." We then stopped in front of her door. I don't know why but something told me to check the time. So I did and it was a little past one. "Umm do you want me to just walk you to your room instead? Its a little past one and she is probably sleep anyways." I suggested.
"Okay." She shrugged and walked about three doors down the hall. "Here we are."
"Why doesn't it surprise me your rooms are this close?" She just giggled a little bit.
"You know how Alicia is. She's just looking out for me." She spoke opening the door and walking in. I really don't want to go in there because I will be very tempted to ravage her. And it isn't helping the fact its after dark which is the perfect time to get her moaning and yelling my name, waking the neighbors. But I gotta resist the urges and keep my hands to myself. So reluctantly I followed her inside. "You can just set those on the ground here." She spoke pointing right in front of the bed. So I placed it where she told me. She has a single bed room. Its late and I can't keep my eyes off her curves, or her hips as she moved about the room. I hope she isn't talking to me right now because the only thing I hear talking is my head yelling at me to take her. To run my hands all over her, to show her how much love I have for her. Trust me I have tons of stored love I'm dying to let explode all over her in more ways then one. I wonder who would be first to complain about how loud we are? I think the only thing that is keeping me from destroying her body to oblivion is the fact that absence makes the heart grow fonder. So when I finally get my hands on her again it is going to be the most loving, lustful, and wanting sexual encounter between Aksana and I. All those times I've made her cum are going to be nothing compared to the way I'm gunna fuck her when the time is right. Damn I really gotta stop before I cum in my pants. "Aj you okay?"
"Huh whut? Oh no I'm good just tired. Anyways I should get going its late." I spoke really just looking for a way to get out of here before I lovingly rape her... Yea its time to go. So I headed to the door.
"Yea thats understandable. Thanks again, and be careful driving ok?" She spoke holding the door.
"You're welcome. I know I'll try my best."
"Okay... well see you later." She smiled softly.
"Bye." I smiled before I hurriedly took off for the elevator. If I let her kiss my cheek it'd push me over the edge. So I got in my rental and drove to my hotel. My ovaries feel like they are going to explode. I'm too tired to do anything about it so I'm just gunna take a cold shower and go to bed. But I can't promise I won't go to bed with 'happy thoughts' of her in my head.
This was a pretty cute chapter. Aj and Aksana bonding just like old times. You gotta love Aj and her crazy thoughts. I know its been a while since I last updated this but its not easy being a Senior. All this college prep and stuff like that takes a toll on you and its very stressful. But I will always try and make time for my stories I have nothing better to do with my life. Anywhore I hope you are having a better week than I am right now, because mine is not so good. My friend broke my only pair of slides and I'm really bummed out about it. But life moves on and boobs grow bigger. I dunno.. I recently wrote a Paige/Emma pairing one-shot. Its mostly just fluff and a little bit of smut. So you should probably go check it out... Or don't whatever I'm not your dad.
I'll catch you on the flip side my damie. (Lolz if you know what movie thats from I love your face) I love you Pootie! -Joz wa-da-tah