Next Monday Aksana's POV
I still feel pretty guilty about breaking Brie's arm, but at the same time its weird. I'm still trying to figure out why she was so calm about me doing it in the first place. That and the fact that she said she couldn't wait to see which one of us will win at Wrestlemania... It isn't how our relationship works, Aj and I don't like the Bellas and the Bellas don't like Aj or myself. She can't just randomly decide to start being nice one day, and because of that it makes me think they are planning something mean. Or she could really honestly mean it and wants to be "friends" but I dunno it'd be weird if we did. It's kind of hard to forget someone who gave you hell for loving someone. Hey it's like they say keep your friends close and your enemies closer.
Anyway it's Monday now and I don't have a match tonight but Nikki does. And I have to be on commentary and try to get my title shot back. So really it should be smooth sailing through the night. It was the same routine as always arrive, check the match card, go to locker room change if necessary, catering. So that's where I'm headed now since I don't really have to change. I'm not really getting physical today, so I'm just going to stay in my black leggings, knee high boots, a red v-neck, and black leather jacket. Its simple but not over doing it, I'm only really going out there just for intimidation purposes that's all. People who wear all back sometimes seem to be up to no good and that's the vibe I want to give off.
Really I don't even want to do that because I don't even want to do this storyline anymore because it is going to be the death of me. I just can't find it in myself to "pretend" to be madly in love with Aj when I'm not. I love Aj but it isn't the same way as it was five months ago it's just a friend thing now. Yeah I care for her but it is only as an acquaintance maybe even a friend. She is doing her thing and I'm here doing my thing and it should stay that way. I absolutely hate the fact that they are exploiting our relationship like this just for the money. They couldn't give two shits about how we feel about it. I know for a fact that this could quite possibly drive Zack and I's relationship into the unknown as long as he is gone. He still doesn't even know about after Wrestlemania I haven't told him yet. There's no good way to explain to your boyfriend that you have to get back together because it's what the fans want to see. It's just going to make him worry about me even more than he does know. Hopefully he'll be back soon and not later.
Anyways when I got to catering it was some what full but not really that much. I didn't really have to wait in the line long because I'm not that hungry so really all I wanted was some fruit and a salad, and those are usually things that nobody really ever eats. Once I got my plate I scanned the room for somewhere to sit. There is one table that's empty but in order for me to get there I have to walk past Aj... I know what you're thinking okay so what just walk past. No because she is on her phone and by the looks of it she is either on the phone or on FaceTime with someone. I only know because she has her earbuds in and is talking, but judging by the goofy grin and the intense blush on her cheeks I guess she is on FaceTime. Now that I think about it I wonder who it is. There's only one way to find out and that's to walk past and take a peek. So with that in mind I started my way over towards the table making sure to pass behind her.
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Hmmm I can't quite tell, all I saw was a raven haired women. So that means it isn't her mother because her mom has brown hair not black. I dunno it doesn't matter it's really none of my business she can do whatever she wants. So I sat down and began to eat my food. It was okay but Aj is over there just smiling and giggling. She only does that when she is flirting with someone so it definitely can't be a family member she is talking too. Well I need some napkins because I forgot them I guess I gotta walk past her again. This time I got some what of a better look, and I know for sure it isn't her mother. I'm not sure who she is at all, maybe she is one of Aj's friends back home in Jersey or something. I do know that who ever it is they must be something special since Aj is blushing. Then again it's really none of my business as to who it is. I honestly could care less.
So I just continued to eat my food. I'm still trying to decide what I am going to say when I go out there, because I know they are going to want an explanation for my actions. I don't want to say much because less is more sometimes. Plus I don't feel like socializing that much today so I'm just gunna pull a classic intimidation move on commentary and say noth... Wait maybe that was Roni, I just remembered she had made a new "friend" a while back. I dunno it's just a guess it could be her cousin for all I know. Why do I even care it's none of my business. Anyway I'm not that hungry anymore so I'm gunna go find somewhere to rest before I have to go on stage. This time I walked in front of Aj instead of behind her.
"Oh Aksana wait!" I heard her say pulling out one of her earbuds as I stopped to look at her.
"Yeah?"
"Remember when you go out there make sure you don't break anybody's bones okay." She smiled getting me to smile in return.
"Nah I'm saving that funtime for tomorrow night."
"It's fun being bad."
"Agreed." I grinned before resuming my original objective. After I left catering I found an empty hallway and wondered down it. I need to call Zack and let him know I'm okay, I haven't talked to him since this morning. He is very worrisome when it comes to me. Then again he has every right to be protective of me being here without him. I'd be protective of my girlfriend if she was a hotte too.
"Hey." I spoke softly.
"It's so nice to hear your voice after the long day I had today." He spoke in a somewhat weary voice.
"Awe babe what happened?"
"I was on the boardwalk and I saw a giant Minion that reminded me of our son. Then I thought of who his mother is and I miss her." He spoke in a pouty voice.
"I know I miss you too Zackie. It's not the same without you here, as of late it's been so hectic. And they changed the storyline again and I really need one of your hugs."
"I hate being away from you Sana. I just want to snuggle with you I miss you so much. I can't sleep without cuddling something, I've tried blankets, pillows, stuffed animals, but none of them are as good as you. I hate leaving you all alone you know I wish I could be there with my beautiful girlfriend. I feel like a shitty boyfriend since I'm not there to protect you." I don't know why but for some reason that made my eyes start to tear up a bit.
"Zack.."
"Being away from you has given me a lot of time to think. And I just can't stop thinking about you.. about me.. about us and I realized something." If he is about to say what I think he is.. I just don't want to hurt him especially since I don't know what's going to happen with the new storyline. I don't want to hear it right now it's too soon.
"Zack no.. Stop you're gunna make me cry.. Please don't." I pleaded. I don't want him to say those words yet. It's going to make doing that stupid on-screen couple a billion times harder than it already is.
"Sana I can't help it. You make me feel things inside I've never felt before. Everything about you just makes me weak-" No no no please don't right now. I really hate the thought of hurting him, he's so good to me and I don't want to break his heart. I know how he feels about Aj just being in the same building as me, so I don't even want to know what will happen when he finds out we have to share a room. I have to tell him before he finds out from someone else it's only right.
"Zack stop there's something you should know first." I blurted out. He then paused so I took that as my cue to keep talking. I then took a deep breath and proceeded to tell him. "The day after Aj's birthday I got a call from Steph and she said I had a meeting to last Sunday. And it was about a huge change in the storyline. I tried to get out of it but it'd cost me my job if I didn't do it..." I'm trying so hard to hold back these tears that I don't know why are about to fall. Why am I so emotional today? "They twisted the plan that was set for after Wrestlemania. So instead of Aj and I attacking each other back and forth they figured it'd be more realistic to reform Leeana as a couple. And so we are going to be stuck together until Summerslam as far as I know." And then it went silent besides his breathing. He can't really be mad at me because it isn't my fault this is happening.
"Do you still have feelings for her?" He asked dryly.
"I'm probably always going to feel something toward her, but they are small pretty close to gone. My feelings are mostly consumed with you now." I spoke honestly.
"Well then I trust you. I know that when you're stuck with her you'll be thinking of me, and that makes me feel better. At the end of the day your mine and nobody else can have you." He spoke simply.
"I just wanted you to know before everyone else. I just don't want to hurt you by doing any of it."
"Yea it's gunna hurt seeing you make mushy faces with someone who isn't me but then I have to remember that you carved your initials into my back. So I'm yours as long as your mark is on my body."
"Well I gotta let all those girls know you belong to someone. Besides I didn't hear you complaining when I gave it to you in the first place."
"Well that's because I was in heaven when you did it. But I'm not complaining I'm just letting you know my body heals pretty quickly so it's almost time for you to have to mark me up again." He said smugly. I can tell he has a stupid grin on his face right now.
"I bet." I smirked he is so stupid sometimes but it makes me smile.
"Yea I've been a good boy taking my vitamins every morning. So that means I heal fastly and that means your claw marks are almost gone and that you have to give me more." He is so adorable.
"I told you it's hard to resist me. Besides my birthday is on the horizon so we'll see." I purred.
"You're going to make me wait that long just to see you?"
"Maybe I make no promises. But hey maybe both our birthdays will come a bit early this year. I mean it gets a bit lonely especially late at night and everyone is sleeping leaving me in my lonesome.. Then I get to thinking of that time we took a shower together and how hot you looked soaking wet with the suds running down your abs..." I spoke seductively slowly zoning out thinking back to that night. I get a kick out of teasing him. He isn't saying anything but I can hear him growling.
"You're an evil woman Aksana." He growled getting me to giggle.
"Yea but you love it. Besides I know you still think about me too sometimes."
"Damn." He murmured.
"See look now you got me all hot. That's probably my cue to let you go now. I'm on commentary tonight."
"Why do you always do this to me? Get me all excited then hang up." He grumbled. I just laughed.
"I'll call you later babe. Bye!" And with that I hung up. Perfect timing because I have less than ten minutes until I have to make an appearance on the TV screen of millions. So I headed to the gorilla.
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I waited a minute after the match started before I walked through the curtians. The crowd seemed to have mixed emotions when I came down the ramp. I made sure to keep my poker face on to make it difficult to know what my actions are tonight. As I walked Nikki quickly caught on to my presence and watched me as I sat at the announcers table and put on my headset.
"Hey Aksana! How are you doing tonight?" Said Jerry cheerily. I just ignored him and stared at Nikki as she moved about the ring.
"Aksana what do you think about what's going on in the ring?" Asked Cole. I ignored him too silence is dangerous all on its own. "Is her headset on? Can you hear us Aksana?" I just kept my eyes on the ring. He is probably the most annoying person out here right now.
"Look what you did Michael you made her mad with your stupid voice. Here let me try ladies never ignore me." Spoke JBL. "Aksana was what you did to Brie last week necessary? I mean did you have to injure her over a title shot?" Nikki just hit Summer with a hard ddt.
"Aksana? Young lady are you ignoring us? Why are you out here if you aren't going to talk?" Demanded King. I payed them all no mind.
"What was up with you carrying Aj to the back last week?" Asked Bradshaw. It was then that Summer kicked Nikki in the face. She is a very leggy blonde it reminds me of Maryse to some degree.. Just saying. But she will never be as good as her.
"So you're just gunna sit and ignore us over there?" Asked King.
"Whatever we can barely understand what she says most of the time anyways. That accent makes it barely audible." Murmured Cole. He is an asshole no wonder nobody likes him. But I continued to intently watch the match as they talked among themselves. Then Nikki set Summer up for her finisher and gets the three second pin. She then walked to the ropes and stared me down, so I slowly got to my feet taking off the headset in the process.
"I'm going to get you for hurting my sister!" She yelled pointing at me, I just smiled and stared at her.
"Give me back my title shot." I spoke simply.
"You're going to have to beat it out of me." She smiled backing up so I could get in the ring. Today isn't that day so I just shrugged my shoulders and walked up to the ring. I then searched under it for the water bottles they keep underneath it. Once I got one I stood back up and opened it. "Come on Aksana get in here if you want your title shot so bad come get it!" Yelled Nikki. I ignored her because I have a new agenda. With that being said I turned toward the announcers table and squeezed out all the water in Cole's face.
"Ahh what the hell!" He yelled standing up shaking off the water. "What's your prob-" I then reached over the table and grabbed him by the shirt pulling him in so we were face to face.
"Mano English yra puikiai suprantama. Jei jūs kada nors pasakyti kažką panasaus, kad vėl as jums pažadu, as pertrauka ranką per daug!" I growled before pushing him down into his chair. I yelled at him in my native tongue because he tried to disrespect me, and I don't take to kind to people making fun of my accent. I then started my way back up the ramp. I didn't bother looking back gotta leave them wondering what just happened. When I got to the top I turned around to look at Nikki in the ring and she's still babbling on about whatever, so I just smiled and blew her a kiss. There's nothing better than making people think you've gone mad. With that I backed up and went through the curtian.
Now to find Alicia and get out of here. I'm craving a cheeseburger for some reason. So after talking to a few people I began to head to the locker room. I was going my on marry way until I was approached by Steph and Hunter. I'm not sure if I should be scared or mad. But I do know I have to watch my mouth and bottle my opinions because I don't want to get fired.
"See babe I told you she is an almost perfect copy of Victoria. Look at her she is in all black just like Vic would wear, a somewhat horrible bitchy attitude, and the commentary she just gave out there was a stellar performance." Spoke Hunter gesturing to me. All it did was make me even more mad than I already am. First Cole and now they are comparing me to that awful person. I am nothing like that back stabbing bitch.
"I know and you were so doubtful about hiring her in the first place. I told you she would make us proud one day." Wooow that's great to hear, Hunter didn't even have faith in me when I first started. This has been one awkwardly awful night why is everyone so ugh today? "Good work out there Aksana you really know how to sell a bad attitude. I thought last week was as bitchy as you could get but what you did to Cole took the cake!" She smiled.
"That was hilarious! His face was like-" Hunter then made some weird surprised frightened face. "Oh jeez it was gold!" Chuckled Hunter.
"What I did to Cole wasn't planned I did it because he disrespected me. Nobody disrespects me and gets away with it." I spoke seriously getting them both to stare at me. They then looked at each other in questioningly.
"It's just like I said there's no doubt she and Victoria are related. They share the same screw you bitchy attitude. Always standing up for yourselves in the most bold way." Spoke Hunter getting Steph to nod her head in agreement.
"Yeah only she isn't as psychopathic as Vic was at times. And thank goodness she isn't dead set on annihilating every pretty face around here."
"Haha good times! I'm gunna ruin Trish's pretty little face. I'm going to give her pretty little bruises, and pretty little scars all over her pretty little body." Mimicked Hunter in a crazed feminine voice. He must be referring to one of the promos before Trish and Victoria were set to compete in a hardcore match. I remember watching that Vic plays a very good psychopath. It was so horrible what she did to those Divas during matches, but it is so entertaining. You could never tell what she was going to do next. It's funny because everyone just thinks it was an act but she was really like that sometimes. She used it on me all the time when I didn't do something she wanted me to do. Of course it doesn't work on me anymore because I just use my foreign charm to get what I want from her.. Too bad she and I aren't family anymore because we have had some good times together and I'm sure there could have been many more to come. They then started to keep walking past me.
"Keep up the good work. Lord knows the Divas division could use some real entertainment these days." Steph whispered in my ear before patting me on the shoulder and then followed her husband. Okay now I am confused and upset. First she threatens to fire me, then she compares me to a very despicable person, and basically gives me an okay to do what I think is fit for entertainment... Seriously what the actual fuck is going on around here? My emotions are all over the place right now between Zack, this storyline, Steph, and Aj. I can't even right now I need a day off because my confusion levels have reached a new high. Fuck it I just need a nice relaxing shower to clear my head. Maybe then I'll be more calm and not so damn flustered like right now. So I continued my way back to the locker room.
I was making good progress getting to my destination until I coincidentally ran into Aj.
"Where was that attitude when we were tag partners? That could have won us a lot more matches." She asked jokingly. I just shrugged.
"Well some things in life change you. Besides he disrespected me so he deserved it. All that was nothing you haven't seen before it was just full of more annoyance and anger than usual." I spoke simply.
"Mmhmm well whatever it was it was so damn sexy. I fucking loved it! Even I'm confused on what you're going to do next and I already know what's supposed to happen... Make sure you save some of that attitude for me come Wrestlemania. I wonder what's going to happen when your attitude and my psychotic nature clash it's going to be insane. I don't know about you but I'm very eger to get my hands on you now. Damn I'm super excited for our match!" She then winked at me and walked away. What? I want to question it but that's just a typical conversation between Aj and I these days sometimes. Except it's hard to tell if she is genuinely talking about the match or is it a double meaning. But this time I'm pretty sure it was a double meaning sentence. This is why I need a day to get my head together. Now to find Alicia and get out of here I've had enough of today.
Well this was an interesting chapter not that exciting but still interesting. Aksana spying on who Aj was on FaceTime with, it's obvious to us who it probably is but Aksana doesn't know that. I wonder what were to happen if the two will ever meet... Then Aksana being paranoid as to what Zack was going to say to her, was her paranoia even right? The she did an excellent job on commentary. Just like Victoria in '02 or '03 nothing but silence And staring. I actually really love the psycho Victoria she was so entertaining but scary at the same time. I miss watching her grace my tv :( But it's okay dicks still stiffen and life moves on... I hope you're having a good day if not I wish you a giant warm hug. Hugs are sometimes all you need to feel better.. Or pizza everybody is different.
Anyway next chapter we go to Smackdown and then the Monday following, maybe the Smackdown after it. Then that should lead us right into Wrestlemania 30! There are big things coming that have yet to happen 8| I dunno. i wonder what will happen if I hit the CRAY button... (Foreshadow) ~Joz #FuckItUp