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EPOV

"Shall we get something to eat? I'm getting hungry" It was Seth who spoke up.

"You just ate breakfast two hours ago!" Sue replied.

"I'm hungry too. Shall we get something from the house?" Jacob's stomach rumbled.

"Oh well. I've got some things in the cupboard and some sausages in the fridge. Leah, you could may be help the boys get them." Sue gave in. She thought about how hungry the boys always seemed to be.

"Sure mom." Bella got up with Leah and I also got up to go and help. I was more than happy to escape Charlie's scrutiny even for a short time.

Leah's kitchen was full of human food. I could tell that they could even feed a small army at short notice. Walking into the kitchen brought a familiar nostalgic feeling and I couldn't for the life of me figure out what it was until I heard Leah speak.

"I guess we are going to get poor if you keep eating like this Seth." Leah was making a face at Seth who had quickly grabbed some cake as soon as we got to the kitchen.

"Look whose talking!" Seth replied back as Leah stuffed a huge piece of cake into her mouth. I smiled to myself. Suddenly a long ago memory flashed across my mind.

"Edward! I only told you that you can have one piece not the whole cake!"

I saw my mother's face as if it was yesterday staring at me affectionately but pretending to be angry at me for eating more than half the cake she had baked for tea time with her friend. I tried to remember more but the memory just faded away. I realised that I was getting some of my human memories back, ones I'd thought I'd lost forever. The familiar smell of cake and the setting must have triggered my memory. I should try to remember more. I could may be take Bella to the Chicago house and try to recreate some of the things about the house I remembered.

"What is so funny leech?" Jacob asked. He was carrying the clutches, he no longer needed them.

"I just remembered my mother. She used to scold me for eating too much." I was so happy with the return of my memory that I spoke without thinking.

I saw the werewolves staring at me in horror while Bella and Seth had puzzled looks on their faces. Everyone spoke at once.

"Your mother? You mean your real mother?" Bella was quick to catch on and I could see the wetness in her eyes.

"How many animals do you kill for one meal leech to get Esme worked up?" Jacob was feeling angry because he thought I was killing more than I needed to.

"Real mother?" Leah looked surprised.

"My real human mother who gave birth to me. She used to bake like you do Leah and I just remembered the way she scolded me for eating extra cake." I smiled again at the memory.

"You had a mother…where is she now?" Leah was curious and at the same time she found it difficult to believe that I might have once been human. She had of course heard that we became vampires after we were bitten but she had never really given much thought to how it might have happened.

"She died a long time ago during an influenza epidemic. My father died along with her. It was my mother's last request to Carlisle to some how save my life that made him change me to a vampire. I would have died if Carlisle hadn't changed me."

"I see…" Leah shuddered at the thought what that must have been like. I decided now was not the time to elaborate. If she wanted to know more she can ask Bella or me later.

"Do you miss your mother Edawrd?" Seth looked sad as he thought of how much he missed his father.

"Yes I do. But it was a long time ago. I'm lucky to have Esme who is just like a mother to me." I smiled to try to ease the tense atmosphere. Bella was holding my hand. Jacob also thought of his mother and how much he missed her. He looked at me realising I must be reading what he thought and thought 'I'm sorry' at me and walked out of the kitchen carrying a bag of bread loafs. I had to take a look at him before I left.

Bella and I carried two baskets of food and followed the others out of the kitchen. Bella's hips swayed rhythmically and I felt an urgent need to kiss her. It seemed like ages since I last got to kiss her. I grabbed Bella from behind and pressed her back to my front so she could feel my need. We had stopped and I heard the others walk on without us. No one seemed to pay attention to us with their thoughts all focused on the coming meal.

"Bella I need you…. I can't wait another moment without kissing you…"

I whispered into her ear as I kissed her softly at the nape of her neck. She shuddered and I smelt the unmistakable sweet smell of her arousal. I took our baskets from her hand and placed them on the ground and pushed her gently against a tree so that her back was to it and started kissing her.

She returned the kisses with urgency. The new intimacy we shared after seeing each other naked made everything that much more arousing. Images of my Bella flashed through my mind even as I kissed her. I wanted her desperately. I ran my hands under her blouse and cupped her warm breasts. Bella moaned and I could feel her nipples peaking in my hands.

"Oh Edward god…want you…" Bella murmured running her hand from my nipples towards my lower abdomen. She put her hand inside my shorts and my underwear. She left a blazing trail of fire from the hair on my chest to the arrow of hair reaching my unmentionables. She stroked me and with each stroke I shuddered uncontrollably at the pleasure she was giving me. There was no hesitation in her touch now. She knew I was alright with her touching me anytime she wanted. Her warm soft touch against that part of me sent an electric shock from my lower abdomen to my arousal I shuddered kissing her more roughly while Bella's other and curled in to my bare chest pulling at my hair there. She was also rough with me as a human could be and I knew she was very aroused. I put my hand inside Bella's jeans cupping her. Her soft flesh was burning. She was dripping wet. We were both very close to climaxing. I circled her bundle of nerves. I could hear me roaring but I didn't care I wanted her so much. I was just about to let go when I heard someone call my name.

"Edward… Edward… stop…oh god Edward they'll kill you…." I froze. Slowly my senses returned to me and all at once I felt the danger all around me surrounding us.

I scanned our surrounding. Seth was walking towards us slowly in human form, he was the one screaming my name in his head. Then I sensed the presence of Sam and the others in wolf form ready to attack me. All at once their thoughts bombarded me.

"What is he doing to her? Is he going to kill her in the reservation?" Sam couldn't believe what he was seeing.

"That leech I'll rip his head of if he hurts one hair on Bell's head" Jacob who had not changed into wolf form because of his injuries seemed to want to do just that so that he could attack me.

"What has happened to Edward? Oh god please no… let him come to his senses and not kill Bella… I was looking forward to the wedding…" Leah was in wolf form and was feeling very scared for her friend and was ready to attack me any minute to save Bella.

"I'll tear him piece by piece it should be fun with all of us and only one of them." Paul was envisioning the coming fight and was waiting for his alpha's command to attack.

Embry and Quil were on their way to join the pack in wolf form.

I held still, not wanting to alarm the werewolves but holding on to Bella carefully planning on exit strategies if they attacked me. I knew one false move and they would attack. Bella still didn't seem to realise what was going on. She kept kissing me where ever she could reach rubbing her body against me trying to put her hand back in my shorts. She was still moaning my name.

"Bella stop… love… we've got company.." She looked up at me in a daze.

Seth was standing a few feet away from us now. He was scared but he still trusted me and also seemed to understand what was really happening.

"Edward… I think you'd better do that some place private. Remember I'm not supposed to see adult stuff."

A cheeky grin lit his face. At his words the others stilled. I relaxed and smiled shyly at him and then the embarrassment of getting caught like this hit me. I quickly hugged Bella who buried her head in my chest. She only now seemed to come to her senses. I hid my face in Bella's curls not wanting to face the others who were watching us.

"Good lord he was making love to her! It sounded more like he was trying to tear her to pieces." Sam couldn't believe what just happened.

"He had his hand inside her clothes… and she was touching him oh god.. they are intimate…" Jacob's heart was breaking.

"Oh… I thought they could only kiss…can a vampire make love to a human like that? Are they still human when it comes to that?" Leah felt embarrassed but still very curious.

"Oh my so hot! Much better than all the x rated movies…violent coupling… wow…do they always do that?" Paul who a moment ago wanted to shred me to pieces now wanted to see me star in an x rated movie. My embarrassment knew no bounds… I didn't know what to do. I only hoped and prayed they won't tell Charlie.

As if my thought of him conjured him I heard Charlie's thoughts and he was coming this way.

"The kids are taking too long. Might as well go and see what they are up to. Can't trust teenagers."

"Ah Edward, I can hear Charlie… shall we make a move? And I'm very hungry." Seth put on his sunny smile again and reached for an apple in one of our baskets.

"Oh no you don't. Not till we get to the campsite and share everything. And not a word about this to Charlie."

Bella slapped his arm and of course cursed when it hurt her more than him. I kissed Bella's hand to make it better smiling at her. I felt the tension leave my body as I quickly picked up the baskets along with Bella and we started walking towards the camp site again.

Sam and the others joined us in human form a short while later. All of them had mischievous smiles on their faces and their thoughts were… oh god… I shut them out. This was so embarrassing. And I heard them whisper things among themselves. They were no longer scared of me or even weary of me. They thought of me as a teenager with uncontrollable urges and made jokes at me and Bella. Some were very crude specially the ones that Paul made about me. I was never going to hear the end of this. Bella was blushing and was threatening to kill them but they kept on with their jokes. At least they seemed to accept me better now. Only Jacob seemed very subdued. I didn't go to invade his private thoughts.

Charlie was frowning when he met us half way along the path.

"Wonder what they have been upto. The kid and Bella seem embarrassed. I hope they are not harassing the youngsters." I couldn't believe how accurate Charlie seemed to read the situation.

"Is everything alright?" He asked me.

"Yes Charlie. We barely managed to get the food out of the house they were about to finish everything then and there before we even brought it to the campsite."

I couldn't help making my own joke at the expense of the wolves. No one dared to say anything out loud but I heard plenty of new more embarrassing jokes about me and Bella in their minds. To my surprise I was beginning to enjoy the easy going banter.

"I know what you mean. Sue complains all the time about Seth eating everything. May be I should tell Sue to stop feeding them to teach them some discipline." Charlie put on a serious face and frowned at the wolves but he when he looked at me he had a conspiratory grin. Poor Seth groaned.

As we got back to the campsite and started eating everyone seemed to relax a bit more and from time to time while the normal conversation flowed the wolves still kept giving me a hard time with their jokes. No one actually said anything to me but they thought plenty of things at me. Bella seemed to notice the way I was reacting to their jokes and she gave stern looks. But this only made the jokes more embarrassing. She seemed to realise this and started on her own counter challenge relating embarrassing stories about the others. Leah joined her adding fuel to the tales.

I was really enjoying this. Charlie was surprised that Bella would make such comments about the boys but didn't say anything remembering how Bella and I had looked earlier guessing correctly that Bella must be getting her own back at the boys. Billy joined in occasionally. I even dared to put my arm around Bella and she snuggled closer to me.

"Here Edward.. you are not going to get anything if you wait any longer to eat. I didn't see you eat anything yet."

Charlie handed me a hotdog. It smelled awful. I took a small bite and felt sick. Luckily Billy distracted Charlie by saying something and the hotdog vanished from my hand in a flash and when I turned around I saw a huge grin on Embry's face as he gobbled it up.

"Oh you finished it already.. would you like another?"

Charlie looked surprised that I'd eaten it so quickly but didn't say anything noticing that I was not the only one gobbling down food. The wolves made a game of giving me food knowing I hated it then someone would snatch it from me and eat it when Charlie was not looking. Charlie must have thought I ate a lot of things from the amount of things that I get handed and the rate they kept disappearing. I was laughing along with the wolves and I felt so much like a carefree teenager.

Life was perfect. I had made new friends with our mortal enemies and I realised that we always had a choice no matter what. If we do the right thing and treated others the way they deserved for their own merit rather than normal norms and made the correct choices life could be more enriching for us all.

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