April's POV
Do you ever just be sitting down watching tv and the show you're watching is very boring and not really that entertaining anymore but you still watch it because it's just what you do at that specific time on that specific day, then suddenly something happens that you thought would never ever happen in a million years? And then in that said moment you see your favorite person on the show do something that you thought they would never do and it is just downright mean and evil almost making you question if you still like them after that? But then you realize that you are practically just as crazy and that is why you love them so much? Or is that just me, because I just had a major incident just like that watching my Zivile and Nikki brawl on Smackdown tonight.
All I know is what happened tonight had to have been all Zivile's idea. As far as I know Nikki was just supposed to attack Zi during her match no weapons included, then later in the night Zi was to attack and "injure Nikki" so she isn't able to compete for a while. But Nikki beat Zi with a kendo stick, and then Zi retaliated by kidnapping Brie and holding her hostage somewhere in the building. Only to end it with Nikki and Zivile fighting before Zi threw Nikki off a loading dock onto concrete and pushing a crate on top of her assumably crushing her underneath it. That smile Zivile gave the camera after Nikki jumped her sent chills down my spine and turned me on a bit. I love when she does that crazed psycho smile it's so sexy. And then Zi kidnapping Brie added another layer to the cake. Everybody probably think she's gone crazy but it is in her blood. She doesn't have to explain anything her cousin is the a women who did reckless shit just like it back in her days of wrestling. And all I saw was shades of Victoria in Aksana in front of the camera tonight and it was absolute gold. I know I shouldn't compare Zivile to Lisa but how can I not after the show she just put on!? I honestly didn't think that Zi had it in her to become such a cold hearted person for the cameras... Then again she has been surprising me a lot as of late.
But I also think it's pretty cool that she managed to get the Bella Twins to actually go along with the plan. So I guess they agree that us Divas are so underrated these days. Nobody likes watching our matches they see it as an intermission to go do stuff. Now that this whole Ex vs. Ex storyline is a go it has been absolute madness. People are loving the idea of two ex lovers going at it viciously in the ring. If all that to begin with didn't make us some what relevant then tonight's events made sure it was bolted and cemented down. Think about it when was the last time you saw a nasty violent one on one Diva beat down? Exactly a good while ago so of course the people are going to want to see what fucked up thing we'll do to each other next. And to be honest I'm not even sure of that yet, but I know next Monday is going to be a very interesting one for sure.
Next Monday
I've been thinking and preparing myself all week for tonight trying to figure out what is going to happen as far as the creation of Aksana vs. Aj Lee at Wrestlemania for the Divas title. I know that there is to be a tag match with me and Tamina against The Funkadactyls, then after the match I get an open mic. Unfortunately I have to talk about Wrestlemania and not what I think, then that is when Zivile is to come out and challenge me. Really there isn't much to it no violence involved really during the confrontation. I dunno but I want to talk to her about it first to see if she wants to change anything about it, which I doubt because she isn't 100% and I know she wants Sunday to be an even match between us.
So on that note I got dressed in my attire and went off to find her. Which means I most likely have to go to the Divas locker room. It wasn't that far of a walk until I got there, when I did I just walked in.
"Hey Aj!" Smiled Nattie.
"Your highness!" I smiled curtsying getting her to smile wider. Get it because she's the Queen of Harts and you call queens and kings your highness. I dunno I'm in a playful mood today.
"You're such a nerd." She giggled.
"They don't call me the Geek Goddess for nothing. Hey everybody! Anyway I need to speak to WWE's newest residential badass." I spoke scanning the room for Zivile.
"You just missed her she left for catering five minutes ago with Foxy." Spoke Lay.
"Oh extreme... Well I guess I'll just hang out here till they come back.. That is if you guys are okay with it." I spoke slowly. I'm still unsure if they like me or not, and I don't want to stay where I'm not wanted. All that happened was I got strange looks.
"Since when do you care what any of us want?" Questioned Rosa.
"It might have never showed but I've always cared about you all. Just had a funny way of showing it I guess." I shrugged walking over to Layla and sat next to her. "Sorry for that it's just fun being a bitch sometimes."
"That's understandable." Spoke Cameron getting everyone to nod in agreement before going back to what they were doing.
"So how's my niece?" I asked Lay as she was on her phone.
"She's doing good, her class is putting on a little spring play and she is the leading sunflower." She smiled brightly showing me a photo of Lealynn in a sunflower costume. My heart melted at that she is so adorable.
"Oh my goodness she is so adorable! See now I miss her even more." I pouted. "Are they still coming up for this weekend?"
"Yea I think so. I'm not sure because Chelle doesn't really want Lea to miss too much of school."
"Oh well that's reasonable school is more important than watching wrestling." I reasoned.
"I know but I miss them so much I'm going mad. Those two ladies are my life and I hate being away from them for so long." She spoke looking at the picture of Michelle and Lealynn that was her lockscreen. I took that as an okay to give her a hug.
"I don't have kids and I'm not married, but I know how it feels not being able to hold the love of your life for long periods of time. But I can't even imagine how it feels not being able to see my lover and my daughter." I spoke honestly. "I know it's different for me because I get to see my girl almost every other day, but I don't get to see her as the last thing I see before I go to sleep or the first thing I see when I wake up anymore. I don't get cute little photos or even an 'I love you' text anymore. But you do and you get that pleasure probably everyday frequently, so I doubt you are as miserable as me right now."
"Yeah you're right. But maybe you and Zi weren't meant to be. She moved on so you deserve to too. I'm sure there is someone out there for you."
"If only it were that easy to just erase all your feelings for a person.. But you might be right because I did meet someone a while back." At that she instantly went from moppy to surprise.
"Omg! Really who? When? How?" She asked rapidly hitting my arm. "Why didn't you tell me? What does she look like? Do you have any pictures of her?"
"Jeez Lay chill out its nothing serious-"
"It is serious when it comes to you dating again."
"We aren't even dating we're just talking it's nothing serious. I'm not sure if I'm exactly ready to move on yet."
"Okay well what's her name? What does she look like? Will I ever get to meet her? Does she-"
"Lay will you stop asking questions and let me talk!"
"Sorry. I'm just really happy for you. Continue."
"Well her name is Veronica but she likes Roni for short. And I met her the night I found out about Zi and him."
"Please tell me you didn't attempt to kill her."
"No! What the hell?! Yeah I do dumb shit when I'm mad but I know better. I went out to a club and then she came up to me and we danced, but I blacked out after that. When I woke up I was in my hotel and she was coming out of the bathroom. And before you ask no we didn't sleep together she said I was far too gone for that, so she just put me to sleep and fell asleep with me."
"You know I gotta admit when you're drunk you do some dumb stuff but it always somehow works out for you."
"I know it's weird.. Anyways we talked a bit and then she left, but she gave me her number and we had an agreement so I had to see her again. I didn't mind it because I think she's cute and I found her attractive, so later that day I texted her. Then we had a date the next day, and the next two days after she spent the night with me."
"Awe well she sounds like a sweetheart, but I want to meet her if you two start dating." She spoke seriously.
"I wouldn't jump the gun so soon on that Lay. You know my situation so I dunno right now."
"Well you won't know until you try. But does she know about Zivile?"
"Yea I didn't want to lie to her about my past. I just never told her exactly why we broke up... I just don't want her to judge me based off my past actions." I shrugged. If me and Roni were to ever start dating I don't want her to feel like I might cheat on her too, because I won't. I made myself a promise never to do anything like that ever again. I don't want to go through anything like that again.
"Mhmm... Well you're going to have to eventually."
"I know but for now I'm just gonna be myself and hope for the best."
"And she's okay with you traveling the world all year long?"
"Yea she thinks its pretty cool. Besides if it ever got that serious I could just bring her on the road with me for a bit. She even said she'd be okay with it." I shrugged. Roni has never really said that word for word but she would imply that if the occasion ever arose that she would take it. Besides who would turn down a free trip somewhere?
"Then what are you waiting for? Obviously she is a keeper Aj. She could be your perfect match but you'd never know because you're too busy dwindling in the past. Zivile is happy and you deserve to be too." No it doesn't matter how many people I were to date, I don't think anybody will be able to even come close in comparison to my Lithuanian princess. Yea our relationship is all sorts of fucked up but I would rather sit and argue with her all day long only to be lovers again come bedtime, than to have to go and start with someone new. It's selfish but I don't care I don't like change, especially when it worked perfectly fine before. Then again it's hard to say that when I feel like I'm losing her to that, stupid jobber, Zack. I know there's always a special place in her heart for me that will never be replaced but I can't help but feel like she's hap... I just don't know anymore. "Aj I'm about to throw some hard truth at you right now." Whenever she says that to me it only brings me to realize the things I figured were fake are actually really real, and it never ends well for me.
"No I don't want to hear it. Whatever you're going to say is wrong and a big lie. I don't want to know what you think is the truth because I know the truth. Please don't do this in front of everybody right now." I spoke stubbornly. I don't even care I don't want to ruin my somewhat of a good mood. I know what she's going to say because I notice it too but it's not true.
"That's never stopped me before but I'm gonna tell you anyway. Think about it Aj since you found out about her and Zack doesn't she seem happier? She's nothing but smiles when it comes to him." She spoke quickly.
"No!" I then closed my eyes and covered my ears. "LALALALALA I CAN'T HEAR YOU! LALALALALA" I sang loud enough so I can't hear what she's saying to me. It's childish I know but I don't care. Lay then grabbed my right arm and pried it off my ear.
"She's happy with him."
"AHHHHHHH!" And with that I bolted for the door and left. No no no no it's a lie it's just a facade, an illusion of great heights, nothing but a masquerade of fake feelings. She's just using him to try and fill the void in her heart where I am. I refuse to believe she is actually genuinely happy with him. She belongs to me not him, he doesn't know how to please her like I do. Mine not his. She's Aj's girl not Zack's. I don't know where I'm going but I just need some fresh air I guess. So I picked up my speed in search of the nearest exit.
*Smack! Thud!*
I was doing good until I turned the corner and collided with who else than Zivile. The impact so great that she fell backwards and I went too landing on top of her.
"Ow Aj damn!" She groaned. I gotta say even though my knee slammed onto the floor it feels nice to be laying on top of her again. "Why are you running indoors?"
"Whoa babe are you okay? What happened?" Asked a voice. And that's when I noticed she was talking to someone on the phone. So I looked at the screen of her phone which was laying on the floor face side up, I guess she dropped it on impact. And the caller I.D. read Zackie with a lot of happy face emojis. Oh shit! All that did was make me freak out even more.
"Nooo!" And with that I quickly got up and ran even faster than I was before toward an exit. When I got there I busted through the door and the cool air hit me with a strong slap. I made sure to put a rock in the door to stop it from closing all the way before I leaned up against the side of the building. Lay is usually always right but not this time I know it. Zivile might be "happy" with him for now but she isn't genuinely happy she is just satisfied with him. I mean come on look at him compared to me, I am as sexy as sexy can get and he is just an uh. She can do way better than him and she knows it hell I'm sure he knows it too, she lowered her standard to be with him.
See now it makes sense to me as why she is "dating" Zack. She is only with him so she won't get hurt. I know because every girl has or will do it in there life, date someone who is not up to their standards so they can't hurt them. It's sad but true because that said downgrade will put us on a pedestal because they know at any moment we can drop them because they aren't in our league. Hell they even fucking made a movie based around that concept called She's out of my league. At the end of the day if she has said it to me once she has told me a million times; Nobody could ever replace me in her heart guy or girl. She's probably just using him to make me jealous and try even harder to win her back. Ha then why am I even freaking out about them? Hahaha he's a scrub, a noob, a downgrade, and most importantly he isn't me. Oddly enough that makes me feel a lot better now. I swear Layla is always trying to get a rise out of me but it always makes me realize something. I will never understand how she does it but she does it. But I'm going to need another minute before I go back inside.
After I got myself together I walked back inside and headed to catering. I need some water that was a lot to take in.
"Aj what are you doing!? Our match is up next let's go." Spoke Tamina as she dragged me out of catering and towards the gorilla. Damn how long was I outside.
"Wait where's my baby?" I can't go out there without my baby around my waist.
"It's already by the curtain. We've been looking for you for ten minutes now. We found the belt but not you. You have five minutes to stretch and get ready." She said quickly as we arrived at the gorilla.
"Oh sorry bout that. Had some issues that needed to be sorted out." I spoke simply as I began to stretch. Now to refocus on getting through this match and the promo. I just hope Zi doesn't decide to change the plan on the spot.
After the match
Surprisingly the match went rather well being I didn't go through my normal pre-match routine. I got the win via the Blackwidow on Cam. And now for this promo, so I walked over to the ropes and grabbed the microphone. Here goes nothing.
"Haha I swear these competitors just get easier and easier every time. Mina and I are starting to get bored kicking the same butt over and over again." I spoke cockily. The crowd just booed and very little cheered. "It's true I swear it. Have a look for yourselves." I then pointed to the Titiantron and it began to play clips of me beating up different Divas, ending with the time I put Zi through the vending machine. "After a while it gets boring. But then two weeks ago this happens." The Titiantron then began to play a clip from the match where Nikki became number one contender. "Now you are all probably wondering Aj I thought the Bellas were no match for you? Well they aren't, but I was excited to face Nikki and the goat lover. I really felt that maybe this time they would maybe actually make me break a sweat. I love a good old one on two handicap match and I even went to the higher power to see if I could make it happen at Wrestlemania 30." I smiled getting the crowd to cheer. "But then this happened." With that I pointed to the Titiantron again and it showed both clips where Zi took out one of the Bellas. The crowd booed at that too. "I know I know I was just as pissed off as you guys were. I really really really wanted to defend my precious baby here on the grandest stage of them all." I spoke looking down at my reflection on my championship. "Haha well folks yes you heard it here first there is going to be no Divas match featuring your Divas Champion me on Sunday. My opponent is out injured and there's only one person to blame.. Aksana." The crowd then booed even louder. "Yes let it out I'm sad about it too. Trust me if she were here tonight I'd challenge her to a match on Sunday, but she knew I was looking for her and didn't show up here tonight. So rude of her to deprive you all of an ass kicking she deserves. It's okay though I don't want to mess her up any more than-" It was at this point that the signature Jazz saxophone began to ring through the speakers causing the fans to cheer.
"I heard you were looking for Aksana.. Well here I am! What were you saying about giving me an ass kicking I deserve?" She asked slowly walking down the ramp.
"Why are you here? I thought I cancelled your plane tick- Err I mean you aren't supposed to be here." I asked in a surprised scared voice.
"Aj honey you've known me for six plus years now. You know I can easily seduce anyone into doing what I want especially being I've done it to you numerous times before." She smiled as she got to the steps and slowly began her way up them. It was then that I slowly moved behind Tamina so that I was halfway behind her. "You see Aj you were right I didn't intend to come out here tonight, but you said something that caught my attention."
"Go away nobody likes you!" I whined as she got in the ring.
"You weren't saying that when you put me through the machine a few weeks back. Which by the way really hurt. But that's not why I'm out here right now."
"Kay then go backstage then nobody cares about what you have to say." I said pushing Tamina forward at her.
"Okay seriously I know I'm not the only one here who wonders what kind of champion are you if you are hiding behind a bodyguard." She spoke with attitude motioning to Tamina.
"Hey I'm the longest reigning Divas champion in history you take that back right now!" I demanded
"If you were a true champ you wouldn't be-" She then threw a right fist at Tamina causing her to go down. "Hiding behind someone else when threatened." Damn! But that isn't important right now. So I stepped over here and got in her face.
"You are the last person I'd ever be scared of. I can take you out just like I did all the other Divas." I spat angrily she just laughed.
"Well you can say it but let's see if you can back it up. Aksana vs Aj for the Divas championship this Sunday at Wrestlemania 30. You claimed to have beaten all the Divas but you've never beaten me." She smirked getting the crowd to cheer.
"No way you aren't number one contender so I don't have to defend anything against you. I have the night off on Sunday and it's going to stay that way. Why would I want to give you something you don't deserve. It's out of my hands on this one babe, sorry." I shrugged before walking past her and began to exit the ring.
"How about I make it worth your while." That got me to stop and turn to her. "Yea I knew that'd get you to stop. Anything you want you this Sunday, you name the game and we'll play." I then stood and stared at her with a evil grin. A crew member then handed me a microphone being I dropped my other in the ring.
"Anything I want?" I asked.
"Anything."
"Hmmmm... Well Aksana I guess I accept your challenge. Me vs you for my baby." With that the crowd went crazy I guess they like this idea.
"Great I'll see you Sunday." Spoke Aksana with a grin.
"Woah woah woah! Slow your roll sexy, you didn't even let me finish. But that's good because now you can't back out of this, but I want you baby! I want you all to myself princess just like old times." She gave me a questioning look. "That's right it's going to be me and you one on one inside the ring. And the loser has to do whatever the winner says until I get tired of bossing you around. When I win you are going to become my personal assistant." I then stuck my hand out for her to shake. You can see she's thinking about her answer.
"I accept!" She growled shaking my hand.
"Great now I gotta go get a custom shirt made for new personal employee." I smirked before dropping the mic and going up the ramp. No but I really do wonder how hard she clocked Tamina because I heard her fist make contact with her face. I guess I will find out later I'm hungry and tired. Now to prepare for my second favorite part of this storyline our match at Wrestlemania 30. But first I gotta make it through access weekend.
Hey there! How goes it? I'm doing alright myself you know just hanging in there. I like to hope you understood Aj and Layla's altercation in this chapter. If it confused you read it again slowly and just let it sink in and think about the past chapters that featured Zakana and the things Aksana does. If you already did and you still don't get it just wait. It should all come together in due time, all the dominos are in position now to wait for something to knock them down. Next chapter we are probably going to Wrestlemania for sure so that should be fun. Then we are all going to turn up because that should make us 30 chapters deep in this story, and you are still on this crazy roller coaster of mine so we should celebrate... Or not whatever. We still got quite a while to go before we even get close to the end of this story, I just hope you are willing to keep surfing and turfing with me.
I just wanted to let you all know that I really honestly do love you guys. You mean the world to me, there's a special place iny heart where you belong. And it applies to anybody who reads my stories. You said you are addicted to me well I'm addicted you you too. Remember one of my many mottos, I'll keep writing stories as long as you keep reading them. :) But seriously it brings a smile to my face whenever you guys claim my cheesy stories are so awesome. Okay enough of this mushy stuff, remember always swallow never spit, you can throw it up later. Spitters are quitters. ~Joz #fUCKiTuP
