Hey there what took you so long to get here? Lol its fine you're here now that's all that matters. Anyway you're probably thinking great what'd I do that is probably going to make you made right? Lets be honest the only time I leave notes at the top is when something you won't like is gonna happen. Well other than more Aj/Roni fluff nothing. Its just the last few paragraphs shit gets real and will make more sense once you get there... Race you to the bottom? KK Ready... Set... GO!
April's POV
Hehe it's just really good to know me and Roni are on the same page as far as our feelings for each other go. I know I want her to be my girlfriend and I know she wants me to be her girlfriend but neither of us have actually said it out loud. It's definitely there but at the same time it's not. I want to so bad but I feel like I have to be honest to her about the real reason why Zivile and I broke up. It's not so much I made something up its just I beat around the bush and never told her exactly why we aren't together. I only summed up the events that lead up to it and that wasn't really too in depth either. I'm sure by now she probably googled me and already knows what happens but I feel like she should hear it from my mouth and not off Wikipedia. I really like her and I'm determined not to fuck this up with her like I did Zivile. It's a new April who has grown up and matured no more lies, no more being disloyal, and no more keeping secrets. Secrets only damage relationships and I learnt that lesson the hard way. So if Roni and myself do become a thing I'm going to keep her in the loop, tell her everything that happens to me while on the road. So if I somehow fuck up and end up sleeping with Zi again I'm going to tell her, she deserves to know. She's already taking a gamble dating me when my job literally has me traveling the world three hundred days out of the year. And it's often pretty rare that long distance relationships last very long. Plus add to that my profession requires me to practically wear damn near close to nothing so us wrestlers have to deal with fans practically throwing themselves at us after shows, then there are creeps who stalk our lives. It's even worse for me being an out gay because guys are so convinced that they only need one night to turn me straight again… Like no why can't they just let me prance in my happy gay meadows in peace? Anyway that's besides the point I just need Roni to know what happened from me myself and nobody else.
So after our little conversation and make out session I couldn't stop thinking about how I would tell her. I'm just scared of what she'll say because let's be honest nobody wants to date a cheater. I'm sure I've proved to her that I changed but I know she'll always have that doubt in the back of her head that I might cheat on her. But so far I have absolutely no intention of cheating on her. They just better be some sort of five star chef in order for me to just forget about Roni. She cooks for me and that's all it took for her to gain my full loyalty. Never bite the hand that feeds you. Now that I think about it I'm stressing about telling her about my past but she never really ever told me about her past. Although after hearing her "explain" to me her family I'm a bit hesitant to ask in fear it might be something crazy. I'm sure if it's relevant she'll tell me she usually does. Anyway when we finished kissing she got off me and we just cuddled until we both fell asleep. It was pretty early when we fell asleep being we did a lot today.
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"Aj babe wake up for a sec." I heard softly in my ear. I just ignored it because I'm so cozy right now. "Babe real quick wake up!" I heard again followed by a sharp slap on the back of my thigh being I'm laying on my stomach.
"What?!" I groaned opening my eyes only to see Roni looking at me. She must have squatted down because we are eye to eye right now. "Why are you up?" She just giggled lightly.
"Aj hun I gotta go to work." Shit I forgot about that.
"What time is it?" I asked groggily.
"About four thirty in the morning." I just gave her a look like she is crazy earning me a kiss. "I'm a baker Aj someone's gotta prep the doughs and batters for today. I took the morning shift that way when I get home we can still hang out." She cooed running her hand through my hair in a soothing manner. All it did was get me to pout. "Stop with that you're making it ten times harder to leave." She frowned.
"Good then come cuddle me."
"Can't I'm already dressed. But I made you breakfast all you gotta do is make it when you wake up. The instructions are on the fridge. Anyway I gotta go I'll be back by noon, one the latest." She spoke quickly standing up.
"Okay have fun at work." I half smiled.
"I will bye." And with that she gave me another kiss before leaving the room closing the door halfway behind her. How in the hell is she just so willing to get up this early in the morning? I don't even have it in me to get up to use the bathroom some mornings. Then again I suppose it's the passion she has for what she does because it's the same thing with wrestling for me. I willingly travel the world all year long for the love of the sport. I dunno it's too early for me to think so I'm going back to sleep.
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When I woke up I was a little disappointed to see the other side of the bed was missing a body. Yeah Tator is cute and all but I'd rather wake up next to Roni, but she's off doing what she loves and I wouldn't dare take that from her. It's about nine now so I'm going to go and find something to eat. When I got up Tator followed so we both went downstairs. Once in the kitchen I saw a note taped to the fridge so I took it off and read it.
Good morning Starshine! If you're reading this I assume that means you finally got up. Lucky you I got you covered for breakfast already, all you gotta do is eat it. So in the fridge I made you a nice selection to choose from. I wasn't sure what you'd be in the mood for so take a look and eat what you want. Just make sure you don't eat me out of house and home because that won't be fair.
-Roni
Ps; If you don't mind could you keep an eye on Tator and make sure he doesn't chew on his stitches. He usually doesn't but you can never be sure. Kay thanks see you when I get home.
Hmm well that seems simple enough. I then opened the fridge and I couldn't help but smile at what I saw. She put a box of Cinnamon Toast Crunch, Cheerios, and ironically Fruity Pebbles on one shelf. Then underneath that was a box of oatmeal, some grits, and Quest bars. And then under that shelf there was an apple and an orange. She is so weird why she felt the need to put them all in the fridge is beyond me but I'm not going to complain, that's just Roni being Roni and I wouldn't change that about her. I'm feeling pretty good this morning so I chose the Fruity Pebbles mainly because I haven't had them in forever. I figured I'd leave all the other stuff in the fridge because maybe she put it there for a reason. Okay no that was a lie I just didn't feel like doing it. At this point I know my way around her kitchen so I had no trouble making myself a bowl of cereal.
Once I finished that I figured I'd watch tv on the screen. She showed me how to work the universal remote so I easily turned everything on. As I was flipping through the channels I came across the BBC and it reminded me of my favorite Brit and it's about time I called her. They are still in the states so I should be good. Layla and I agreed that we would FaceTime instead of phone calls because those are no fun.
"Hey I was just about to call you!" She smiled in the camera.
"Well I beat you to it!" I declared.
"So how are you it's been awhile since we last talked.
"Lay it's only Friday. We last talked on Tuesday." I said simply. But as soon as I finished I realized where I fucked up I agreed I would call her everyday. "Awe shoot Lay I'm so sorry. I guess I forgot." I pouted in an apologetic tone.
"Wow Aj you're with Roni for three days and you already forgot about me. Really feeling the love." That got me to smile I miss Layla so much right now.
"Well that's why I called I have lots to tell you." I spoke all giddy anxious to tell her about what me and Roni have been up to.
"Oh yeah how is it over there? I mean what's up? Where does she live? Is it nice or a shantytown? Does she live with her parents?" She asked in rapid fire.
"It's fucking awesome Lay you won't believe me unless I show you. Just let me show you what I'm watching tv on right now." I spoke before switching the camera to my back camera and showed her the projection system.
"Is that a projector screen!?" She asked incredulously.
"And it's only the living room Lay!" I then changed the camera back to the front camera. "Lay this place is huge it takes up two whole floors of an apartment building! I honestly am considering moving in with her."
"Well then it must be one hell of an apartment. Remember I was there with you when you first bought your house and you were so excited."
"I know I love my house but she made me reconsider. Allow me to take you on a grand tour." I grinned. Then from there I gave her a quick layout of the whole apartment.
"When she comes home ask her if she's looking for a roommate." All I could do was giggle at that.
"No way this is where I'm coming when I get time off. Besides at the rate we're going hopefully she'll be my girlfriend before I have to go back on the road." I half smiled just thinking about it.
"You really like her huh?"
"Yeah. I didn't think I could find someone who accepted me like Zivile did but then I met Roni. She is just in a whole class of her own and I'm loving hanging out with her. I wish you could meet her then you'll understand what I mean."
Mhmmm... Well as long as you're happy." She spoke oddly. I'm getting a weird vibe from her like she doesn't exactly like that idea.
"Why'd you say it like that?"
"I don't know what you're talking about."
"Oh my gosh Lay I told you I'm over her. She said it to me herself she doesn't want me anymore she's too busy fucking Zack to care about me. So if she gets to be happy I deserve to be happy too and Roni makes me happy. Leeana is just an on-screen thing now. I'm doing my thing and she's doing her's everyone is happy so I don't see the problem." I reasoned. We do this all the time I know she believes Zivile and myself should be together but for some reason she won't completely accept that fact.
"I know you can do whatever it is you want. I could care less all that matters is that you're happy. Are you happy?"
"More happy than I've been all year."
"Well then I am too." She spoke simply.
"Enough about me how have you been? Actually first where are you?"
"Right now I'm on my way to the airport I'm going home for a bit to see my girls before we go over seas." She lightly smiled.
"How are they anyway I haven't-" It was then that I realized that if she's headed to the airport who is driving the car. "Lay whose driving?"
"Oh Zigglypuff is driving see!" She grinned before panning the camera to the driver's seat and Dolph was driving.
"Hey Aj! It's good to know you're still alive." He smiled waving to me. Dolph and I are friends, there's no bad blood between us. Although we did share a thing for comic books other than that we never really clicked.
"Hola." Lay then moved it so it was back on herself. "Damn anyone else in the car I don't know about?"
"Umm Paige is in the back but she is out like a lamp. And that's it just the three of us."
"Did you draw a mustache on her?" I asked. It's this thing me and Lay do whenever someone rode with us and they fell asleep that person becomes a human canvas.
"Yup it's green!" She smiled moving the camera so it focused on Paige and she had a green handle bar mustache. "I think it's my best one yet."
"Yea that is a pretty good one. Make sure you tell me what happens when she finds out."
"You guys are so wrong she is going to be so mad." I heard from a distance.
"Shut up Ziggler!" I yelled loud enough so he could hear me.
"Yeah shut it Ziggles." Added Lay. Like I said she's my best friend for a reason. I then heard him muttering something to himself. "Anyway Aj I gotta go we're at the airport now and you know how it is in there."
"Yea TSA is no joke. I gotcha I'll talk to you tomorrow." I don't want her to go because now I'll be bored.
"Good and I'll be waiting!"
"I know I will try my best to remember. Besides I want to talk to Lae I miss her too." I grinned thinking of the little tyke.
"She was absolutely devastated when you lost your belt. Chelle said she cried herself to sleep about it."
"Awe well atleast I wasn't the only one who did that." I shrugged. But it's in the past and I moved on from it, it shouldn't be hard to get it back anyway.
"You know it's not fair my own daughter doesn't even cheer for me. All she talks about is Aj... Breaks my heart a little bit every time too." She slightly frowned. I couldn't help but laugh.
"Hey I'm so good even your daughter cheers for me!" I laughed. She's just glaring at me.
"Whatever I gotta go. Hold on." She then moved the camera so it was focused on Paige. "Paige get up we're here." Spoke Lay getting the younger Brit to wake up. I couldn't hold in my laughter as she sat up giving me a perfect view of her mustache.
"Hey Pai!" I chuckled. She had on a very lost confused look. "Love the make-up you did good this morning." I smiled. She then looked at the screen and I guess she noticed the mustache.
"I'm gonna kill both of you! I swear-" Growled Paige as she started to get up to attack them in the front seat.
"Haha! Kay gotta go Love you!" And with that I saw Paige lunge forward toward Layla's phone then the call ended. That's too funny being Pai is so pale the green sharpie is really visible. To be honest I kinda can't wait to get back on the road because I miss the hustle and bustle of it. Just so use to always moving there was always somewhere I had to be or do, but now I'm free to do whatever I want to do. So I guess it's back to watching tv.
That didn't last long because nothing is on during the day. Looks like I'll just take a nap. I turned off the projector and went upstairs and that's when it hit me. I noticed the computer so why don't I just watch some of Roni's videos she posted on her channel. I've never watched any of her videos besides the one we edited together so this ought to be fun. It's cute because she has over three hundred thousand subscribers. I guess she is a pretty big deal then, but I'll be the judge of that.
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"Hey I'm home!" I heard from downstairs crap how long have I been watching these videos? Damn I only just started watching this a little past ten and now it's almost one.. Well fuck.
"Me too!" I yelled back. She has a lot of videos on her channel right now I'm watching a video of her making I think a strawberry shortcake.
"Where are you?" She yelled back.
"Up here." I then heard footsteps and eventually she appeared in my vision. I thought it was cute because she was wearing a black wife beater that was covered in I assume flour and icing maybe. None to mention she is smiling from ear to ear. She then walked over to me and gave me a quick kiss. "How was work?"
"It was good unusually busy for a Friday morning as you can probably tell. It was stressful but I wouldn't trade it for the world. What'd you do all day?"
"Well I woke up around nine, ate breakfast, then I watched tv for a bit, then I called Lay, and I was gonna take a nap but then I saw the computer and decided to see what's so great about Chef Roni here on your channel." I spoke pointing to the computer screen. She just chuckled.
"Yea I heard that Chef Roni is super hot. You should probably try and get her number I think you are definitely her type." She spoke in a suggestive tone.
"Nah I'm already committed to this pretty little thing right here in front of me." I grinned grabbing the waistline of her pants. "Besides I don't want to have to try and woo someone new when I gots you." For that earned me a sweet kiss. This might sound weird but she looks a mess but oddly she smells kinda good, like something sweet mixed with a little bit of sweat.
"Good because that Roni is a cocky jerk. Anyway umm my friend is having a party later tonight do you want to go? It's nothing serious just to vibe and have a good time."
"Is there going to be a lot of people there?" I can't afford to have photos of me and Roni at a party popping up on the internet.
"No I doubt it.. Well I'd probably say less than thirty so it should be fine. It's not a rave or anything like that." As much as I don't want to go I also have to keep in mind if me and Roni become official then I'll eventually have to meet her friends so why not?
"Eh sure I have nothing better to do." That got her to smile and peck me on the lips.
"Kay good. Well I'm going to change my clothes and probably take a nap." She yawed walking towards her bedroom. "You can do whatever I don't care just don't set my place on fire, or blow anything up."
"I won't.. promise, just gunna sit here and watch." I murmured turning back to the screen and pressing the play button.
"Okay that's fine have fun." And with that she went all the way in the room. So I'm going to watch her videos till I get bored. Watching her videos only reminded me of why I like her so much. She is such a happy giggly girl not scared to make a fool of herself to make others laugh, but at the same time she is so sensitive and caring. And I think that is what draws me in to her she doesn't seem like it but I watched a few of her more serious videos about like how she came out and LGBT news stories that aren't fair. She is such a down to earth girl and I love that about her. Also because she isn't using me because of who I work for, it's hard to come by people like that. "Oh and I forgot to tell you I brought you home something from work today. It's on the counter, I made it especially for you." She spoke simply as she stood in the door frame. Anything after that I didn't catch because she is in her bra and panties right now and my eyes instantly traveled the curves of her body. But mostly my eyes were mainly glued to her boobs. What I can't help myself I love boobies! "Kay?"
"Hmmm?" I have no clue what the hell she just said to me.
"You weren't listening were you?" She sighed. I just shook my head no.
"You body was speaking louder." She gave me a disappointed look. "What did you expect to happen when you're wearing that?"
"You're a hot mess. Good bye I'm talking a nap." And with that she went back in the room closing the door behind her. All I could do was laugh. Hey I promised myself I wasn't going to lie to her.
Later that night
"Okay when we go in there be careful of what you drink my friends will mix alcohol in anything and everything. And if they offer you a purple drink don't take it." Roni warned as she let me out the car. We are parked in front of a house probably twenty minutes away from her's.
"Okay, but what's wrong with the purple drink?" I asked as she interlaced our hands and headed towards the front door. I can already hear the music blasting from here.
"Well let's just say one cup of that and you won't remember a single damn thing after you finish the cup. You might even start seeing unicorns I dunno it's different for everyone."
"Jeez what kind of friends do you have?" I questioned jokingly
"Hoodlums who how to turn up starting with almost nothing." She spoke bluntly. "Yea if you've ever seen those house parties in rap videos it's almost like that... Only there aren't a lot of sweaty people dancing everywhere everyone is more chill. And not a ton of ass hanging out." Oh my shit what the fuck did I get myself into?! "It's not as bad as you think I promise, because if it was I wouldn't drag you here." She shrugged looking at me as we got to the door before opening it. When she opened the door it wasn't as packed as I thought it would be but I could see straight into the family room I guess and there were people there. "Just relax and act... Normal I guess."
"I'll try." She then kissed me before walking me down the hall and into the kitchen.
"AYE RONI'S HERE!" Yelled a dark skinned guy holding his arms up. Getting everyone else who was in the kitchen to yell too.
"Yeah and the party just started!" Roni gloated letting go of my hand to dab up the people in the kitchen.
"Finally your ass decided to crawl your rich ass out of the damn crib." Spoke a different guy as she hugged him.
"Shut the hell up unlike you I actually have a real job." She retorted.
"True that true that." He spoke in a calmer voice.
"Well hello there beautiful my name is Craig, this here is my crib..." Spoke the same guy who shouted out that Roni was here. It was awkward because he is really close to me and visually checking me out. "I've seen every girl here and I've never seen you before. How about we go-"
"Whoa there Craiggie back off she's mine." Spoke Roni pushing him away from me. "This is Aj my girlfriend and she's off limits to you. In fact that goes to all of you this woman right here is mine no touching!" Yelled Roni pointing to me. Wait did she just call me her girlfriend?
"Damn it why do all the cute ones go for you!?" Complained the other guy who Roni was talking to.
"Well that's easy. Roni, cute and charming." She smiled pointing to herself. "You, hood rat and stupid." She spoke pointing to him.
"Oh fuck off!"
"Haha love you too Dee." She giggled before turning back to me. "That was my friend Deeon. He doesn't get any girls no matter how hard he tries. And this ugly bastard here is Craig my best friend since like forever." She said pointing to him.
"Since before kindergarten. But it's nice to finally meet you Aj." He smiled hugging me.
"Nice to meet you too." I politely smiled.
"At first I didn't believe her when she said you guys had a thing going on, but here you are in the flesh." He smiled looking at me. "Yeah Ron I can't promise you I won't try and steal her from you."
"Nope I'm like a hundred percent into Roni. Sorry Craiggie you better go find one of those other girls you recognize, because you have no chance here with me." I grinned wrapping my arms around Roni. To that he put on a shocked face and placed his hand on his heart.
"Haha I told you she's mine!" Laughed Roni.
"Well damn! I gotta go find a towel she just drenched my thirsty ass."
"Sorry not sorry." I shrugged.
"Roni she passed I like her already. Now if you excuse me I need to go heal the burn you just gave me." He then patted Roni of the shoulder and walked out the kitchen.
"I don't know whether I should laugh or kiss you after that curve." She smirked looking at me.
"I'll accept both!" So she did kiss me. "Anyway what's there to drink I'm thirsty." I spoke pulling away. We then walked up to the island that had a ton of different alcohol bottles.
"Umm well I'm not really in the mood to get shitfaced so how about Hpnotiq?" She asked pulling up a bottle full of a light blue liquid.
"Sure it looks good to me." I honestly don't care I'll drink anything if it will gets me buzzed. She then grabbed two red solo cups and poured some into the cups. She didn't pour a lot only halfway.
"Cheers." When I took a sip it actually wasn't that bad, it tastes pretty good. After that Roni walked me around and introduced me to everyone there she knew.. Which was pretty much almost everyone. Once we were done she left me to go do something I don't remember what she was going to do because I was talking to one of her friends. I think her name was Angel I dunno the music was too loud for me to hear clearly and I was too busy eating a brownie. For a random house party these brownies are like super good. Although they have a really weird after taste I'm on my second one now...
I'm not sure how long we've been here but I feel really good right now. Whatever the hell is in that drink has me feeling like I'm almost dreaming but I'm still awake. At the same time I feel like I'm so full of energy like I just want to workout and go H.A.M! I feel like I can legit do anything right now.
"Kay I'm back. Here." She then handed me another cup of Hpnotiq.. I think I dunno alcohol is alcohol, plus I'm really thirsty so I chugged it down. "Ha you good babe?"
"Yea I'm fine! I'm great! Great! Greatity! Great! Great! Great! I'm super duper fine! I feel like at any moment I will just start flying! Awesome right!?" I spoke quickly. I feel really really good right now. I don't know what's happening because I've never felt like this before but I feel so relaxed. Roni just gave me a weird look before taking one of the brownies herself. So I took another also. "Ahhh fuck me! These are some bomb ass brownies!" I declared biting into my brownie. "Shit this party is fucking awesome. I feel like dancing let's dance Roni!" I smiled tugging on her arm.
"Oh fuck!" Sheroaned. "Stay still for a sec." She then grabbed me by the arms to hold me still, which I had a very hard time doing because I just feel the need to move they are playing a song that has a sick beat and I need to dance to it. "How many of those brownies did you eat?" She asked seriously looking me in the eyes and to be honest it's starting to scare me how she's acting. Shit I honestly don't know I can't remember.
"I don't know? I can't remember maybe like three? Four?" I teared up a little bit. I'm so scared right now. Why is she asking so many questions I'm so confused. They're just brownies I don't understand what's so wrong here.
"Damn it! Okay umm Aj I need you to try your best to focus on me right now." She spoke looking me in the eyes. "Aj those aren't regular brownies. They're weed brownies... and you are high right now."
Ha I WIN! Nah Nana Boo Boo Stick Your Head In Doo-doo! Lolz nah jk don't do that... Or do whatever I'm not your dad. Anywhore yes that did just happen I did get Aj accidentally high... It seems crazy now but I promise you its gonna be worth it in the end. I know what I'm doing and talking about from experience. Hey I might as well put my high school days to some use so next chapter will be very interesting for you if you've never been high before. Or if you have then maybe you will be able to relate. If not then its gonna get awkward. -_- But that doesn't mean I'm saying to go do drugs. DRUGS ARE BAD DON'T FUCK UP AND DO IT LIKE I DID. And no I'm not a pothead its only a thing I do when my friend comes back home from Canada and when we hangout. She's a pothead tho. So I'm 100% sober as I write these chapters I'm not playing shenanigans here. In other news I graduate high school in two weeks so I'm hype, with prom next Friday. Yeah I'm somewhat satisfied with my life right now. I hope you're feeling okay today too. Its okay to just feel okay sometimes. ~Joz #FuckItUp