a/n this is a email that castle sends beckett after pretty dead

hi beckett do you rember when you said that alexius was heading in to her wild child faze. well you were right shes leaving to collage with Ashley and, to top that off will you Look at the two of them dancing that way, Lost in the moment and each other's face, So much in love, they're alone in this place, Like there's nobody else in the world, I was enough for her not long ago, I was her number one, she told me so, And she still means the world to me, just so he know, So be careful when he hold my girl, Time changes everything, life must go on, And I'm not gonna stand in his way, But I loved her first, I held her first, And a place in my heart will always be hers, From the first breath she breathed, When she first smiled at me, I knew the love of a father runs deep, And I prayed that she'd find him someday, But it's still hard to give her away, I loved her first, How could that beautiful woman with him, Be the same freckle face kid that I knew, The one that I read all those fairytales to, And tucked into bed all those nights, And I knew the first time I saw him with her, It was only a matter of time, I loved her first, I held her first, And a place in my heart will always be hers, From the first breath she breathed, When she first smiled at me, I knew the love of a father runs deep, And I prayed that she'd find him someday, But it's still hard to give her away, I loved her first, From the first breath she breathed, When she first smiled at me, I knew the love of a father runs deep, Someday he'll know what I'm going through, When a miracle smiles up at him, I loved her first. Will you please tell me what to do I need help.

the response was

let her go castle

a/n there you go chapter 4