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Constance POV
I woke up the next morning and Phil was still asleep beside me. I sighed as I looked around; everything was still dark outside. I glanced at the clock at it was only 6 am. I had only been asleep for maybe two hours. I looked over as Phil made a soft sound. He looked peaceful in his sleep.
I got up after a minute and made my way downstairs to the kitchen. I grabbed some water and slipped outside. The air was a little cold, but it felt nice. I sighed as I saw the sun peaking over the horizon.
"Why are you up?" a groggy voice said and I turned to see Scott standing there.
"Can't sleep." I said and he pulled me to him. I smiled as he wrapped his arm around me.
"What's wrong?" he asked me and I sighed.
"I don't know." I said and he sighed.
"Yes, you do." He said and squeezed me on the shoulder.
"I know." I said and he smiled down at me.
"Why are you hung on him?" he asked me after a minute.
Scott POV
I had asked Constance a very important question and I was interested to know her answer. She let out a long breath and looked at me.
"Because he was so many of my first… he was the first guy that actually took notice of me even after everything I have been through, he was my first love, he was the first guy that I slept with, and he was the first guy that walked away from me." She said and I was surprised that Phil was the first one she had slept with, because she was beautiful.
"So, what's that problem?" I asked her and she bit her lip.
"Phil has a different personality…. He's intense, real, and no holds barred. I will never find anyone like him, but I also don't want to be second best." she said and I looked at her confused.
"Second to what?" I asked her.
"What he really loves… wrestling. I am tired of giving 70% and getting 30% back. I am ready to move on with my life, but I know that Phil doesn't want to get married, doesn't want kids, and is happy to just go on wrestling until he can't move. I know that I love him, but I also know that I am not willing to wait that long." I said and he nodded.
"Maybe he's changed." I said and she sighed.
"He got mad at me after my encounter with Brian because I didn't want to go to Matt's." she said and I nodded. I knew that Phil had been stupid for that one.
"Just go back and get some sleep." I said and she shook her head no.
"No, I can't anymore, plus it's too hard to lay beside him and pretend that I won't fall in love with him again." She said and I nodded.
"Go back to my house and I will be there later." I said and she nodded.
Phil POV
I woke up later and Constance wasn't in the bed with me. I went downstairs and Scott was asleep in the recliner.
"Hey." I said and woke him up.
"What?" he said as he sat up.
"Where's Constance?" I asked him and he stretched.
"She went back to my house." He said and I didn't know why.
"Why?" I asked him and he sighed.
"She doesn't know how to deal with you." He said and I was confused.
"I thought that we were fine." I said and he shook his head no.
"She knows that she will always come in second and she doesn't want to do that this time with you. She wants all of you, not just what's left after you get done wrestling." He said and I played with my lip ring. Constance had always supported me. I didn't understand why it was a problem now.
"I don't get it." I admitted.
"Phil, you walked away from her once… she expects you to do it again. You two are also at different places in life. She knows that this is your dream, but her dreams are things that involve family, kids, and her life." He said and I sighed. I knew that she wanted kids and a family one day, but I didn't know if I did.
"Yeah, but…" I saw saying.
"No, Phil, it's hard on her… she loved you. You left her for your career and that redheaded skank. She has every right to dislike you. I mean… I'm surprised that she talked to you." He said and I rubbed the back of my neck.
"I just don't know." I mumbled.
"Well, you might want to make up your mind before someone gets hurt." I said as he stood up.
"What are you doing?" I asked him.
"I'm going home… I'm borrowing your car." He said.
"So, you're leaving me for her?" I asked him.
"I was friends with her first, I introduced you to her, and I was the one who lost my best friend when you two broke up… so yeah. I finally got her back and I want to hang out with her." He said.
"You're jealous." I mumbled and he looked at me like I was the biggest idiot in the world.
"No… I'm just tired of watching you make mistakes." He said and slammed the door. I sighed and picked up the phone. I knew that someone was in town, so I called and invited them over. I probably shouldn't have, but I didn't care right then.
Constance POV
I was asleep on Scott's couch when the door slammed shut. I shot straight up and Scott looked at me embarrassed.
"Sorry." He said and I sighed as I put my hand over my heart. I felt like it was going to leap out of my chest.
"You ok?" he asked me and I nodded.
"I'm waiting for my heart to go back into my chest." I said and he smirked at me as he sat next to me.
"You know you could have stayed with Phil." I said and put my hand on his knee.
"Yeah… we sorta got into it since you left this morning." He said and I sighed.
"I left when I broke up with Phil so I wouldn't come between you two… I never wanted to do that." I said and he sighed.
"Sta… you wouldn't have." He admitted and I looked at him.
"Banana… I didn't want to be the reason that he stopped talking to you, or you…" I was saying when Scott's lips crushed over mine. I was surprised…
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