This chapter does not contain Valerie it's a flashback.
Also a POV. Rating M.
Santana's POV
Like these last few weeks, today has also been hard. When ever I look at her I see her when ever I touch her I feel hurt, when she laughs I hear hurt.
Three weeks ago we lost our baby, she cried when smith doctors told us that she had to deliver a dead fetus, I couldn't stay in the room because I was to busy throwing up.
I watch her in the nursery adage packs all the things away, until she gets to the crib, she just stares at it, she doesnt hurt it, she just stares.
"We can leave it up if you want? I mean we don't have to take it down if your not ready." I say.
She turns and brushes past me on her way out of the room and to ours.
I go in and there she is holding a pillow to her stomach crying softly. I cried when they first told us but I never cried in front of her I had to be strong.
"Babe do you want to talk?" u see her head shake as if to say no.
I sit beside her an I wrap her in my arms. I roll her over so she is facing me. I need to show her that I care that I'm hurting just like she is and everything will be alright.
She kisses my lips softly like when we were little. So I kiss her back like a grown up. I open her mouth with my tongue and she grabs hold of my shoulders as I hit the roof o her mouth.
"Do you want to stop?" I ask only because I don't want her to feel rushed.
"No, I want to feel you. All of you." she say smiling.
I undressed her, then I let her undress me. When I laid on top of her, her skin was warm and smooth.
I kiss, squeeze, rub, lick, and touch all the places I know she likes. I wasn't surprised when I felt a gush of wetness hit my hand, I knew biting her neck always did the trick.
"I love you so much, do you know that?" I say.
Her head nods and her eyes snap shut as I enter her with two fingers. I go as deep as I can, until she tells me I've hit that spot.
Her perfectly manicured nails, rack across my back, her heavy breathing in my ear, her long legs wrapped around me, it feels so good.
There's nothing I love more in this world then being deep with my wife's soaked walls, bring her to heights no one have ever taken her to before.
When I feel her cum, it shatters my heart, it's a pleasured moan followed my a violent cry.
"Let it all out, tell me everything baby." I say to her.
End POV
They lay wrapped in each other. Brittany still violently shaking, her throat dry from drying, but her body completely relaxed.
"You can cry to me babe, you don't have to go off and hide. I'm your wife I need to be there when you cry, so I can make it all better. It's my duty to comfort and protect you." Santana said.
She brushed the brown hair out of her own face and leaned up to kiss her wife. She whipped tears from Santana's eyes and Santana whipped tears from her eyes.
"We have to protect each other." she said softly.
Brittany's POV
We sat in the living room watching a movie, I'm not to sure what movie it was but it was sad.
"Can we watch Finding Nemo?" I asked.
She looked at me funny. "You sure you wan to watch a movie about a fish losing his son?"
"It will help me cope." I lied I just wanted to watch the damn movie.
As she pops it in the DVD player I can't help but think about earlier.
The way she held me, how she moved with grace in and out of me how her perfect lips brushed against mine. How she helped me come down from my orgasm.
She's so perfect I wonder why she choose me. I lost our baby. Our baby died inside me, how could she want to be inside me know that our baby once lived there and now it was just as baron as a forest after a fire.
She loves me even after knowing I can't have kids, she live me after knowing our baby died inside me, after knowing that I once choose someone over her. She loves me just as much as she loves me the day she snuck into my room and took away my innocence.
Tonight that's how she made love to me, she made love to me as if I was once again that delicate fourteen year old. She held me the same way she held me after I had my first orgasm.
I chuckle at that and she turns to me. "Are you laughing at me ?" she asks me.
"I'm laughing because you love me, it's the happier feeling in the world." I blow her a kiss and she catches it and smacks it to her lips.
End POV
They had slept downstairs on the couch but when Santana woke up her wife was gone.
She saw the note on the table.
Babe,
Last night was amazing haven't felt good in a ling time. I'm at the studio so don't worry. Today I just want to dance. Last night we did our own dancing twice, well three times almost then you fell asleep. Santana I love you with all my heart and even the broken pieces, living our baby has brought me much pain. And after last night I realized your the only person who can heal my pain.
Love you wife Brittany
So I hope you all enjoyed the little filler. Im not to sure what the next chapter is going to be about. This had sex in it i guess you can say. But my frnd was killed in a car accident last night, so it's been really tough on everyone in schooland the commuinty.
I hope you all enjoyed.
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