Valerie and Ruby had went to the store to get dinner for tonight. Levi was taking a nap and Brittany and Santana were in their bedroom watching tv.

"San, I've been thinking about Valerie. I'm really worried about what could happen to her and the baby. What if they don't make it?"

Santana didn't want to think about this so she had sat that thought in the back if her head for the last past two weeks.

"You know B, everybody keeps thinking about the negative 'what ifs' what if Valerie dies or the baby dies or if they both die. What if Valerie lives and so does the baby. What if they're both perfectly fine? What if - what if - what if my baby dies - what if my baby dies on that table. What if - I never see her again?"

she finally had broke down after holding it all in for two weeks. She finally let it out. What if she never got to meet her granddaughter or ever see her daughter again? What if God decided to take Valerie with him and leave Santana with a hole in her heart? What if she never got to touch or feel, or even yell at Valerie again? What if everything went perfect? Everything was just a matter of what ifs.

Brittany held her wife as she sobbed, she knew her wife had a tendency to hold in her feelings for long and then let them pour out, which she had always told her was unhealthy.

"I don't want to imagine life without her, or you or Ruby or even Levi. It would hurt to much to go on." she sniffled

Brittany rocked her wife just how she rocks their kids.

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Ruby's POV

Me and Anna sat under the large tree in her back yard and listened to songs on my phone, while her mom made us lunch. School would be over in a few weeks and theres nothing like sending summer with someone your absolutely in love with.

"I love you." she whispered softly in my ear.

I leaned forward and whispered it back in her ear. I loved how it made her blush.

"So when do you think we can do it again?" she asked me smirking

"Well if your talking about sex I think I can squeeze you in this Saturday at say maybe 4." we both laughed sex was amazing now I understand why Valerie got pregnant orgasms are addictive. I'm not sure if Anna has done this before - she say she hasn't but she's so good at it.

"Well my mom is leaving for work in a bit maybe you can squeeze me in then? Or we can wait till Saturday. No rush." she winked

She said her mom would be leaving soon and tonight was Friday so I could stay out an hour longer. Once we ate Anna's mom left for work which left us alone and unsupervised.

I leaned over and kissed Anna's lips and Anna returned the kiss, I pulled my hair out of it's ponytail so it could hang over my shoulders. Anna undid the button on my skinny jeans and rubbed me threw the thin fabric of my panties. My lips parted so I could release some air I was bound to choke on.

"That feels so good." I whispered in Anna's ear giving her chills.

"Your so wet. Like wetter than before." Anna's eyes were like baseballs nearly falling out her head. "Can I - you know?"

I nodded my head and she got on her knees between my legs. Neither of is had a certain roll in our relationship, it's just Anna was willing to do anything to please.

"Wait let's go to my room." I pulled my pants up quickly then sprinted up the stairs.

Anna waisted no time getting back to where we had left off. She had both my legs over her shoulders and her head buried between my thighs. Her tongue kept going deeper and deeper till I finally couldn't handle anymore till I couldn't control myself.

"Anna I'm gonna cum if you don't stop." I tried to warn her but all I got was a hard suck to my clit.

"I want you to cum in my mouth." that was all I needed to hear and my legs wrapped around her neck and held her in place for what felt like hours which in reality it was only a few seconds.

"Do you want me to do you, now?" she shook her head no.

"I'm waiting till Saturday afternoon. It's only a few hours away, and I'll be filled with hormones." she kissed me and I whipped her face "Besides you've only got a few minutes to get home."

I looked at the clock and groaned. "I'll see you tomorrow, right?"

She nodded and shut the door behind me.

As I walked I could hear foot steps then someone grab my waist.

"You forgot something." it was Anna she scared the shit out of me.

"What?"

"This." she kissed my lips and held me tightly "I love you." she said before she let go a little bit.

"I love you too."

End POV

Valerie woke up in the middle of the night because he was having trouble sleeping. The baby had been kicking all night going crazy, using her kidneys as punching bags. If she wasn't peeing she was in the downward facing dog position.

"Momma can I sleep with you?" Brittany pulled back the covers so her daughter could climb in beside her.

Santana already had Levi laying next her blowing his terrible toddler breath in her face, then her soon to be 19 year old had to come snore in her ear.

"Babe? Babe, roll Valerie on her side. She's snoring." Santana told her wife who easily titled their daughter on her side and the snoring stopped.

Brittany felt like she had only been sleep for five seconds when she felt a hand on her shoulder and her second name being called.

"Momma, mom? Mom, can I sleep with you?"

She pulled the covers back once again and her baby slipped in closest to her. Ruby was the best one to sleep with she didn't move, snore, drool or make any noises what so ever. Santana got to deal with drool and snoring, while Brittany got to lay with her baby.

In the morning Brittany woke to big brown eyes staring at her. He flashed a toothy grin then let some drool fall from his mouth onto his moms chin.

"Pancakes momma." Levi asked sticking his finger up Brittany's nose.

"Good morning Levi Michael. And yes you can have pancakes." she rolled out of bed then grabbed her son with her.

They met Ducky at the bottom of the steps. They knew he was getting old and his time would soon be up, it hurt Brittany everyday. Valerie was in denial and believed Ducky would live forever.

"Good morning handsome. Do you want pancakes too? Yeah I'm sure you do."

They headed to the kitchen Ducky following them.

With in the next half hour her family started to slowly appear in the kitchen. Valerie and Santana came down together but sat opposite one another.

Brittany handed out plates and Valerie shoveled eggs and six pieces of bacon onto her plate along with five pancakes and six sausage links. Ruby nearly threw up when she saw her sister aggressively eat her breakfast, Levi even mumbled somethings to her.

"Mommy Val nasty." he told Santana

She laughed because all her children ate the same way Valerie was just a little more grotesque than the others.

She looked down at her daughters belly which was no longer unnoticeable, it had shape, a form a reason to it. It was a very attractive belly, she had the sane kind of shape Brittany had when she was pregnant. She got disrupted from her thoughts when Ducky barked and she handed him a piece of bacon. Grandma she thought to herself, it had a funny ring to it but soon enough her granddaughter would be here, but still in the back of her mind was that what if.

31 weeks

"Do you think I'll be a good momma? I mean I was a good momma to you right?" his ears shot straight into the air. "Well I think I'll be a good - momma." she cringed grabbing for the sink to hold herself up. She tried to take another step but the pain shot between her legs again. She held her breath to ease the pain but that didn't work. "Oh my god - ugh!" she screamed knuckles turning white from gripping the sink. "Ugh!" she screamed doubling over in the floor.

She screamed louder when she felt wetness between her legs. Ducky barked and barked. he nudged Valerie's head with his own whining and barking so she would respond. Ducky whimpered at the girls side, she cried and so did he Ducky had been her best friend since the beginning of their existence, who better to die on the kitchen floor with.

"Ms. Lopez-Pierce, can you hear me?" the white light shinned in her eyes but she couldn't respond.

Valerie's POV

All morning I've been feeling good like really good. My family went out for the day and I thought I'd spend sometime with Ducky. We ate cold pizza, left over pasta, cereal, just about anything in this house we could find. Ducky was my best friend so being with him was like being with an actual person.

We were headed back downstairs when I got the first sharp pain, I thought maybe the baby was kicking; no biggie. Venturing through the living room I got the second; that's definitely not the baby kicking. It slowed me down a bit. Thirty-one weeks I've carried my baby for seven months and three weeks. I'm scheduled for my c-section in a month.

The most crushing pain hit me in the kitchen I grabbed the sink for balance but the pain brought me to my knees. I held on tightly to the counter and screamed. Ducky kept barking and whining I just didn't have the strength to make it to the phone. My knees give out on me an I fall to the ground.

"Can - you - hear - miss?" is what I heard. An EMT lady was flashing one of those lights in my eyes. My mind goes straight to my baby, then to Ducky. I can hear blaring noises then a deep voice then everything goes blank. Am I dead? Of course I'm not dead.

"She's gotta get to an O.R stat!" a voice yells out.

Then everything is bright, it's all just lights, and sounds, sounds there's sound. That sound is a cry, but it's soon gone. She gone, there's no more sounds.

End POV

Quinn called Santana who called Brittany who called Rachel who called Andy.

Santana arrived at the hospital first the staff told her Valerie was in surgery. They said the same thing when Brittany arrived, everything was moving in slow motion. Quinn and Rachel were just as devastated as Brittany and Santana. Andy arrived with Ruby both looked like they had ran all the way there.

"Is - she - is she okay - how the baby?" he asked.

Nobody knew what to say because nobody knew the answer to his question. He sat over in the corner just thinking to himself, what if they both died.

"Mrs. Lopez-Pierce..." he pulled the scrub cap from his head.

Okay you guys never get a cliffhanger so your getting one now. My day has been so amazing. I got one of the greatest Dj's ever to tweet to me! And I found $20. Life is just to go right now it's a little scary. :)

Thank you to everybody that inboard me about the college things, and the other problems I was having. You all were so helpful it meant a lot to me. You all can come to me with your problem and I'll listen with both ears.

Your all so amazing.

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