Emily disappeared and i kept on walking on, I needed to cleared my mind, I couldn't believe any of this... Emily there for me, Emily's kiss, Emily...
I started crying, I really couldn't help it, I felt such a mess.
I was really in love with Karma; for such a long time I hoped she felt the same, but was just hiding, now she was with Liam, that fucking awesome boy of her.
I was nothing compared to him.
I just felt nothing compared to anyone.
Suddenly my phone rang, I replied in tears*
"Hello, it's me"
"Amy, I'm so sorry. Please, get back home"
"Can't, I'll be hanging around for a bit"
"Where are you? I'm reachin for ya"
"Don't mind, please, need to stay alone, I'll get by myself, really" I begged her.
"Don't act like this, you need help"
"Maybe, but not yours. Karma, you know I love you and you pretend I'm not. Can't you understand that I can't stand it?" I almost yelled.
"Fuck, Amy. If you insist, be happy spending time all alone wherever you are"
I hung up, I was so fed up!
"let it go and come with me at the supermarket" a voice said, I immediately recognized it and I was so relieved to see him there.
"Sure"
"Great. Wait, I text Duke and ditch him"
I felt guilty: "Shane, don't have to"
"I know, right?" he laughed, "well, actually I have to, can't stand him anymore, he's so oppressive, so egocentric...whenever I'm with him, he always complain 'bout something, and I am never involved. He only use me as a priest, a person who talk to without expecting a word back"
"Chill out, please. Need a beer"
"It's just morning"
"It's five o'clock somewhere, I guess" and I smiled.
"Good point"
"Come on..."
"Uhm, yes, but first I have to tell you something"
"Oh my god, not even you. I'm sick of all these secrets... what now?"

"Reagan phoned me last night"
"Jesus Christ, what the fuck?!"
"I know! Just told me to give you this" he passed me a little folded sheet of paper, which I immediately opened.

If you eveeeeeeer decide to forgive me, I still owe you that pizza!
WHAT ABOUT TONIGHT?
:D

"How you...?"
"Don't ask, please. Do you sill have her number?"
"Of course not, since she left town I haven't heard of hear anymore, and erased it"
"Why? You never stayed together, I don't understand this jealousy..."
"Nope, not jealousy, just silliness" I smirked.
"What are you up to tonight, then?"
"Ow, I think I'll go and get that pizza: I missed her"
"Did you feel something before she went away?"
"No, I liked her as friend, and I think this is the reason why she left, she couldn't stand me always complaining about Karma. How stupid was I?"
"A lot, every teen is"
"Thanks for your support" I mocked Shane.
"You're welcome" he bowed me and we burst into laughter.
"Don't let her down, she loves you"
"I know. Don't wanna hurt her anymore. I learned the lesson on my skin with Karma..."

"Uhm, are you still into that beer?"
"Sure"
"Let's go"
Shane took my hand and smiled.
I wasn't crying anymore, Reagan wanted to see me once again.
Thanks God