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After all these years of feeling alone, and feeling hated and feeling ugly and gross to myself, I sat here with someone that wanted me…

" I promise, next time I feel this way you will be the first person I contact," I said giving him a huge hug. We stayed in that position for what seemed like forever when he pulled back.

"I think if we don't clean up that blood soon, it's going to stain," he informed me with a smirk. "I think you might be right," I replied laughing with him.

"Phil, one of the things I like about you is that, after something so... serious you can make me laugh," i told him as we started cleaning out the tub together.

"I try," He replied with a cocky smile.

We continued cleanign until it was spotless. "I think we did a damn good job," Phil looked at me sitting on his knee's. "I think so too," I said.

"I have a tatoo appointment to touch up my chest peice," He got up and gave me his hand which i refused and stud up myself, I still wasnt comfortable in my own skin enough to allow myself to put my weight in anybody's hands...

"That sounds like fun," We walked into the bedroom and I started making the bed. "Would you like to come with me?" He asked helping me with the black sheets.

"I would love to, what time?"

"Well I would say we could leave in about an hour," He said grabbing a shirt from his drawr and pulling it over his head.

"Okay, I'll go get changed," I said walking down the hallway into the guest room where all my clothes were. "PHIL!" I screamed dropping to the floor.

"Whats wrong!" He ran into the room stopping before he could run into me.

"What the Hell!" He yelled , my suit case lay on my bed EMPTY.

"I thought- I thought you were awake all night? How did this happen?" I cried bowing my head to my chest.

"Mira, i didn't hear a thing, who the f**k would do this!" He walked around the room looking fro any other evidence. "That's it I'm calling the Police!" He walked out looking for his phone, as I just sat there, shock running through me.

I waited there for about 15 minutes and he came back and sat down beside me.

He put his arm around me. "Look, I think we should stay with Colt tonight, I let the police know that they can come look around when we come back, look's like you'll just have to borrow some clothes," He told me.

There was no way in hell, that was happening, nope , no, not even close, that would just make me feel even more self concious.

"I wear lots of my clothes bigger then I should, C'mon," He tried to pull me up.

"No, I'll just go buy somethign when you get your tatto's done," I said to him.

"Look, I'll call Scott to go to the store and bring you by some new clothes then we will go okay?" Phil rubed my arm. That made me more comfortable.

"I'll feel better about that," I said truthfully.

"Okay, and later we will go shopping for clothes that you can leave in my room when you stay here next time," He winked at me.

I laughed He always made me feel better.

I sat down stairs drinking coffee, when I heard a knock on the door. "I got it don't move," Phil ran down the stairs in boxers and wet hair. "Did you just get out of the shower?" I asked laughing at him. "Yes," He laughed with me, his laugh being music to my ears.

"Scott, Thank you so much!" Phil said, him and Scott walked through the door. They were carrying a Torrid and a hot topic bag. "Scott i want to apologize for last night," I said sheepishly. "No worrie's here you go darling," He handed me the bag.

"Thank you," I shook his hand, and before I could tell, He had pulled me into a quick hug.

"I'm going to finish changing now..." Phil walked back upstairs.

I took a t-shirt out of the hot topic bag, there was a cartoon girl and it said fight like a girl on it. "It's Emily the strange, I thought you would like it," He said grabbing himself a plate of whatever was in the fridge. "I've never heard of her but thank you none the less," I replied putting it back in the bag, there was some converse and a pair of skinny jeans also in the bag, something I've never worn before.

"Sorry fi you don't like the clothes, I dont really know your style," He shrugged sitting down to eat some left over cold pizza. "No its fine, some clothes are better then no clothes," I remarked. "What happened?" He asked pointing to my blood stained pants.

Before I could answer Phil came back down stairs. "You can go change now if you want," He said, he looked like he was helping me avoid the question. I gave him a grateful smile and headed upstairs.

I gingerly closed the door and changed into the shirt and pants, I put a quick brush through my hair, I had an elsatic around my wrist but I decided to keep my hair down. I tied up the new shoes and looked at myself in the mirror. This is a look i wasn't used to but I definetly liked it.

I walked down stairs to see Phil stealing an eggroll from Scott's plate. "Hey, I warmed this up," Scott swatted Phil's hand away. "I ordered it," Phil said staring him down. "So who paid for it?" I asked stopping at the bottom of the stairs, they both turned their heads to look at me. Scott immediatley noticed Phil was no longer arguing and licked the eggroll.

PHILS POV

Cabana and I were arguing over some damn eggroll, when mira came down the stairs, I had completley forgot about everything I was doing, she looked beautiful. He hair fell perfectly past her shoulders, and the clothes Scott bought her fit her perfectly. She was stunning.

"Mine now," Scott said licking the eggroll. "Ass Hole," I said grunting. Mira laughed her musical laugh and walked to stand beside me. "How are you feeling?" i asked her wrapping my arm around her shoulder and Cabana stuffed the rest of the eggroll in his mouth.

"I'm a little sore, but it's nothign I havent felt before," She motioned to her wrapped wrists, I saw a twinge of gilt in her eye's. "are you ready to leave soon?" I asked kissing her cheek. 'Where you headed?" Scott asked putting the plate in the dishwasher. "Going to get my pepsi Tattoo touched up, You comming?"

"Nah Man, making a podcast with Bryan today, I'll see you later though," he told me.

"where you doing the podcast?" I asked him, I had told him about the hotel where Mira and i were staying tonight.

"Not a clue," Cabana answered.

'Shocker, go do it at the Hotel where Mira and I are staying," I wrote down all the information.

"Oh and Cabana!" I yelled from the door.

'Yeah!" he asnwered.

"Don;t forget to lock up," I yelled closing the door smirking to myself.

MIRA POV

We got into the car and left to the parlour.

When we got there he opened my door for me and i stepped out. "Before we go in there is something I'd like to ask you," He said to me as we stood beside his car, "What's that?" I asked pushign my hair out of my face, it was friggen windy.

"Will you be my girlfriend?" he asked looking a bit shy.

"You'd be the one to ask me infront of a tattoo parlour," I joked.

"i mean I know you have had lots of guy trouble in the past, but I am different I might be hot headed but I would NEVER hit a woman," he told me sincerity flashed in his eyes.

"of course I will," i said smiling at him.

I was in complet shock fo course I mean, feeling alone for so long and feeling disgusted with myself and feeling jsut unwanted and ugly, and now... I felt truley wanted.