For some reason I was having trouble with this Chapter. I had an idea in my head of how I wanted to start it off originally but somehow the idea went away. Oh well, I think this chapter is not my best but I promise it will get better. I know this chapter is a little shorter than the last but promise the next one will be longer! As stated in the first chapter, I don't own the show.

Olivia rolled over in bed and looked at her alarm clock, it was 6:45 am. She had fourty five minutes before Noah would be awake and she rolled on her back and thought for a moment. She thought to herself 'how was I blessed with this little miracle?' Her thoughts were interrupted by the cry of the little miracle in the next room. She threw off the covers and made her way to Noah's room. He was the only thing, besides solving a case, that truly brightened her day. No matter how difficult a case was, he was the one thing that could make her day better.

"Shh little one, mommy's here. Mommy's her." She cooed. She picked him up from his crib and brought him to the changing table and she lightly tickled his tummy. His giggle was one of the best sounds she's ever heard in her life. She changed his diaper and put on a clean outfit. 'God he is adorable' she thought.

After getting him dressed she put him in his bouncer and she heard her sitter, Lucy come in. "Morning Lucy."

"Morning Olivia. How is the little one this morning"

"Good, I'm going to jump in the shower and get ready. I'll be out shortly to make breakfast." Lucy nodded her head and continued to play with Noah.

Thirty minutes later she emerged from her bedroom, dressed and ready for work. When she went to the kitchen she found Lucy with Noah on her hip making breakfast for the three of them.

"Lucy you didn't have to."

"Olivia, don't even worry about it. It's not a problem" Lucy said while handing Olivia a plate. Olivia was impressed. There was perfectly crisp bacon, three pieces of sausage, two pieces of toast and three eggs.

"Wow Lucy, maybe I should have you make me breakfast every morning. What did you put in the eggs, they're delicious!"

"Ah ah, a magician never reveals her secret." Lucy winked at Olivia.

"Alright, fine. I have to head to work." She walked over to Noah and kissed his forehead and waved to Lucy.

16TH PRECINCT- MANHATTAN SPECIAL VICTIMS UNIT 10:15 am

Amaro and Fin both looked over at Rollins' desk with worry. Sometimes she was late but not this late. It was very unusual for her. They both got up just as Olivia walked out of her office. She was the one who spoke first. "Hey guys, where's Rollins at?"

"We were coming to ask you that same question." Fin said.

"I haven't seen her and she hasn't called in to tell me that she wasn't coming it." Olivia saw the worry on Fin's face, "I'll drop by her apartment."

"Thanks Liv" She nodded her head and walked out of the precinct.

The drive to Amanda's apartment was longer than she anticipated. There was a three car pile up and she took a detour.

Amanda was leaned up against her tub, knees pulled to her chest and her chin rested on her hands. She heard a knock at her front door. She hesitated at first but she got up and held her head. It felt so heavy. She heard more knocking this time it was more aggressive and she heard a voice call out to her "Amanda open up" It was Olivia. She mentally kicked herself, 'I forgot to call into work' "Give me a minute!" She shouted. Amanda walked to her front door and forgot that she had barricaded herself in.

Olivia heard loud shuffling and was growing concerned, "Amanda is everything okay in there?"

"Fine!" Amanda shouted back. After a few minutes, the front door opened. Amanda turned away and told her to come in. "Can I get you anything Sergeant?"

"No thank you. Amanda is everything okay?" Amanda hugged herself, she wanted to tell her everything but she couldn't bring herself to it.

"Yes" No.

"You know, we've worked together long enough for me to know when you're lying. Now spill" Amanda knew that she couldn't hide the truth forever but for some reason she got really agitated.

"Fuck you, Olivia. You have no right to come over here and accuse me of lying." Olivia was taken aback. Amanda had never sworn at her, ever.

"Amanda," she said softly "what's going on? You can tell me."

"I.. I can't" Yes you can.

"Why can't you tell me? Did somebody hurt you?" Amanda's eyes went wide at her last question.

"I.. I.." She felt tears rising. Olivia walked over to Amanda and lifted her chin. She saw the bruises on her face.

"Amanda whatever it is, you can tell me. I'm not here to judge you, you know that right? I can help you but you need to tell me what happened."

"I.. I was raped." She couldn't hold back the tears anymore. Olivia pulled her into a hug, Amanda fought the hug but she accepted. It was nice to know that someone was there for her this time. She sobbed into Olivia's shirt, she couldn't hold back anymore. Olivia rubbed soft circles on her back, "Shh, shh, shh. Everything is going to be okay sweetie"

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