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'Whatever you say," He said and we headed outside.

Here we go!

He took my hand with his. I actually felt comfortable being here with my family, they never made me feel self concious about myself, I had only started feeling that way in my second year with Jackson, he made me feel like a worthless ugly person. But I was happy here, with my family.

Phil wandered off to go get a drink, "I'll be right back," He whispered letting go of my hand making it feel empty.

"Lucas, Dylan come here," I saw my two cousins who were 12 and 9. Lucas was wearing his White Cm Punk shirt, too cute!

"Hey Mira," Lucas engulfed me in a hug, and Dylan gave a small wave. "You guy's want to meet my boyfriend?" I asked, Phil was still gone somewhere.

"Is he as weird as your last one, I didn't like him at all," Dyaln said, kids were good at speaking their minds.

"I think you will like him alot," I smiled.

"Hello," Phil came up behind me wrapping his arm around my waist.

"CM Punk!" Dylan said excitedly, Lucas looked shocked.

"Told you, you would like him lots," I giggled. "Call me Phil," He said shaking their hands.

"I'm Lucas, this is my brother Dylan," Lucas said politley.

"I like your shirt Lucas," He winked at them.

"I'll leave you guy's to bond," I said kissing him on the cheeck going to find my other cousin, Jessyka.

"Jess!" I said comming up beside her. "Oh my gosh Mira!" She pulled me into a hug.

"How have you been?" I asked her.

"I've been great, My little girl watches you on TV all the time! She loves seeing her big cousin," Jessyka told me.

"I'm glad, how have you been though seriously?" I asked I knew she had no man because she just got out of highschool and had baby Mindy at 15.

"I've been good, Edward is being a big Jerk, guess I pay the price eh?" She sighed.

"No of course not, you have a beautiful three year old and a loving family," I told her.

"So, do you have yourself a guy?" Jessyka asked me curiously.

"Yeah, Mindy jsut latched onto his leg," I told her pointing to where Phil stood, Mindy holding onto his leg and Lucas and Dylan laughing their butts off, as Phil tried tog et her off.

"That's hilarious," Jess said laughing, I laughed with her.

"C'mon lets go help him," I nudged her.

"Hi sweetie would you mind letting go?" I heard Phil say in a nice cute voice, lowered not to scare her.

"But Lucas said-" He cut her off.

"Come here squirt," He picked her up and held her on his hip.

"Ah!" She let out a two second squeak, Phil made a mimicking noise to her and they continued back and forth.

"I don't know which one has the higher maturity level," I laughed with Jessyka as we came up to them.

"Hi nice to meet you," Phil held out his hand to Jess, who shook it.

"You too, I'm Jessyka, and that's my daughter Mindy," She pointed to the little brown haired girl Phil was holding.

"Well here then," He handed Mindy off to Jessyka acting disgusted, but he let out a soft laugh, after she was back in her momma's care.

"I'm Phil," He said to her.

"I want one Momma!" Mindy said pointing to Phils arm.

"Not until your older," Jessyka said.

"Okay Momma," She sighed putting her head on her shoulder.

"Your on Raw right?" Jess asked him, "I've seen you before," She noted.

"yes, I'm-" Dylan cut him off. "CM PUNK!" He answered for him.

"Yeah, him," We all laughed.

"You don't say Hi to your grand parents anymore too cool for that since your on tv?" My Omma and Ompa came up to join our circle, Phil was making faces with Mindy.

"I haven't seen you in forever! I missed you so much!" I hugged them both. "We missed you too!" Omma said. "How's it going?" Ompa asked.

"I'm great, and you?" I asked him. "We are good," He replied.

"I'd introduce you to my boyfriend, but I seem to have lost him to a 3 year old," I laughed, we looked over to Phil who was still having, a light conversation, well the type of conversation you have witha three year old that is.

"That's quite okay dear, I'm sure we will be introduced later," Omma said.

"Okay how was your drive here?" I asked them.

"it was good long open road," Ompa said.

"Hi," Phil showed up beside me.

"nice to meet you," They introduced each other.

We continued talking when I went to go inside to pee, when Jackson stoped me in my tracks.

'What the hell are you doing here!" I hissed at him.

'I came to see my girl," He informed me touching my arm wich i shook off.

"Phil!" I heard Dad yell as he ran up to us.

"What did I say! You caused her enough trouble for one life time!" Phil stood between us.

"Don't push me!" Jackson hissed.

"That's enough, Leave!" Dad yelled getting closer.

There was a semi circle froming us.

"It was meant to be Mira," Jackson went to grab me again Phil pushed his hand, and Dad pulled me back a bit, I cried into his shoulder.

"I said stay away!" Phils nostrils were flarrign and if looks could Kill.

"No." Jackson challenged.

"I'll call the cops," Dad warned.

"We have a restraining order," Mom reminded him.

"I'll leave, but I'll be back again soon," jackson laughed evily, drivign away.

"Are you oaky?" Phil asked me, taking me into his grasp.

"No!" I cried, why couldnt my life jsut be normal!

Our night finished and I had a great time.

"I'm exhausted!" I sighed flopping onto the bed.

"I am too!" He flopped beside me.

"But you don't sleep," I informed him.

"I think my brain should let me start," He said.

"Well, I'm going to bed," I gave him a quick kiss before we headed off to sleep.

Finally it was time for Monday night Raw we had rehearsed our skits multiple times and we were ready to go on.

Punk and I entered both of us to his music, and Bryan and AJ did the same to his msuic.

We had our tag team match ending in us winning, I had 'Hurt' AJ badly as planned, she was fien though.

"Listen here Punk!" Bryan got right in his face.

"Mess with us again and you wont be so lucky!" He spat.

"What're you going to do? 'Yes' Me to death?" Punk laughed.

"I have friends, you and your girly friend better watch out," Bryan warned and I punched him in the face. Punk and I raised our arms, as everyone cheered, we shared a kiss in the ring, shocking the crowed, who soon cheered us on.

We exited the camera's still following us back stage then it happened as planned.

Kane came out from his hiding place, knocked out Punk and 'Kidnapped' Me. I tried to fight him off, but nothign worked. I screamed for help and we anded up in someones dressing room.

Filming ended, and everyone had to find out next week what happens.

"Ugh," Kane said leaving me alone, I went to find Punk.

"Hey did he hit you too hard?" I asked him touching his fore head.

"I'm fine," he said.

"You whore! It was supposed to be a fake punch!" bryan screamed at me holding his bleeding nose.

"Call her whore again, I dare you," Phil got up in his face.

"What is she paying you to go out with her? Because there is no way anybody would touch her on purpose!" Bryan spat at me, tears filled my eye's.

"Get out of my face!" Phil yelled at him.

"Why? Did she pay you to kiss her too, or jsut to be seen with her?" Bryan said.

"Eff sakes!" Phil punched him in the face.

"Talk about my girlfriend like that again, you and me are goign to have a problem!" Phil informed him.

I ran away to my locker room where Phil couldn't find me, I jsut wanted to cry alone.

I walked into the locker room my face stained with tears that were still flowing.

I felt so self concious, I knew he hated me!

"Mira?" Kelly asked me I grabbed my purse and went into the bathroom.

"Mira open the door!" Kelly banged on it.

"just leave me alone! Everybody jsut leave me alone!" i screamed, i was lucky all the Diva's had already left for the night.

"NO! Open teh door Mirabelle Jones!" Kelly yelled at me.

I found the razor I was looking for. Screw him, screw everybody, I didn't deserve this.

"Mira!" Kelly banged more on the door, I unwrapped my wrists, most of my cuts have healed up, there was about to be some new ones.

I put the razor on my skin 'Mira if you ever feel this way tell me,' Phils words echoed in my mind.

I made a small cut, jsut enough to draw blood, all my thoughts left my head liek I wanted and focused on the pain in my wrist. It felt nice not to think about Bryan or AJ or anybody. I was brought out of it when Kelly yelled at me again.

"Mira if you don't open this door Punk will!" She banged one last time. She was bluffing.

Everythign started to go blurry I was passing out.

"Mira," I heard Phil sigh as he unlocked the door with somethign and opened it, my eye's closed.

"No, no no!" He said pulling me into him, he wrapped my wrist up tight with bandages.

"Mira wake up!" I heard him say.

I coughed. "I'm, just..." i sighed to him, I didnt know what I was I knew for a fact tho that I wasn't good.

I passed out.

"Miss Jones," I heard the doctor say. I sat up rubbing my eye's.

"Are you okay?" Phil asked me holding my hand.

"Miss Jones you came close to hitting a major vein that could have killed you, do you understand the severity of this situation?" The doctor told me seriosuly.

"Yes sir," I said.

"I am demanding you get time off, and I will be prescribing you anti anxiety pills," The doctor told me.

"How much time off!" I cried.

"Two months," The doctor informed me.

"I'm dissapointed in you, I told you to call me if you ever felt like hurting yourself again!" Phil told me.

"I'm so sorry, I just- I hope these pills will help," I sighed.

"Look on the bright side," i said after a few minutes.

He just looked at me with his eye brows raised.

"We get two months for the WWE universe to wait to see what happened to me, with Kane," I smiled.

"Yes, Perfect timmming for you to almost kill yourself," Phil said sarcastically.

"Shh, here come lay in the bed with me," I lifted up the covers.

He snuggled with me, wel alyed there for what seemed liek forever until the doctor brought me dis charge papers and I was ready to go.

I changde out of my hospital gown and we left. I got into Phil's car.

"Don't ever scare me liek that again," He informed me.

"I wont, ever," I promised him.