Kurt goes over to Sebastian and he have some questions for the man.
It's Friday and Kurt just got out of class, he can't wait to come home, because when he does he's gonna grab his bag and then his dad is going to drive him over to Sebastian's house, where he will spend the weekend. The whole weekend.
Someone taps him on his shoulder and he turns around and is greeted with a smile by the boy who just approached him.
"Hi Casper."
"Hi… So, are you on your way home?"
Kurt nods and Casper starts to walk beside him.
"Can we walk together?"
"Of course.. What are you gonna do this weekend" Kurt asks.
"Daisy and me are gonna go up and visit our grandma.. What about you?
Kurt smiles "That sounds great. I'm gonna spend the weekend with Sebastian."
"Really.. The whole weekend?"
"Yeah. We're gonna watch movies, and make dinner together and Saturday he's gonna teach me how to swim." Kurt says and Casper smiles.
"Was it lifeguard you said he did sometimes?"
"Yes.. "
"Then he must be very good at swimming.. It's awesome he wants to teach you." Casper says and bumps his shoulder against Kurt who stick out his tongue and begins to run a little, the red haired boy chasing after him.
They are about halfway home, when Casper tells that his class is having a new project this week.
"What is it about, anything fun?" Kurt asks.
Casper scratches his neck "It's about sex… We ehh.. we get to learn about sex."
Kurt stops and looks at the red haired boy.
"Sex." He squeaks out.
Casper laughs a little.
"Yeah.. just small things, like where babies come from and that you can feel attracted to all humans.."
"All humans." Kurt repeats.
"Yep." Casper says and tilts his head smiling at Kurt.
Then they walk a little further, before Kurt asks. "Like boys who likes boys?"
"Exactly. Like boys like boys." Casper confirms.
"That's… That's really great… "
"And exciting too… I'm already looking forward to next year when we're gonna learn more about it."
Kurt nods and they turn into the Hummel's parking lot, where they hug goodbye and Kurt runs upstairs to get his bag and only 20 minutes after he it sitting in the backseat, on his way over to Sebastian.
Sebastian greets both of them with a hug as they arrive, he ask if Burt want's to stay for dinner, but the man needs to complete some things at the garage, before he leaves so he declines and says goodbye to Sebastian and then hugs Kurt, telling him to behave and call if he needs anything.
When Sebastian closes the front door, Kurt is standing in the hallway looking up at him with a smile.
"Come on, let's watch a movie, before we eat." Sebastian suggest and Kurt nods.
"When are Travis coming over?" Kurt asks, when the movie have played for around 20 minutes.
Sebastian pouts a little "Why? Am i boring you?"
Kurt laughs a little and shakes his head "I just wanted to know."
"He should be here any minute actually." Sebastian explains and looks at his watch.
Kurt smiles and then he is silent for a little while, looking like he is watching the movie, so Sebastian relaxes against the couch. This is nice, just sitting here alone with Kurt watching a movie. Burt didn't have one thing to worry about…
"Can i ask you something?" Kurt asks and Sebastian looks over at the boy, reaching over and squeezes his knee.
"You know you can ask me anything."
Kurt nods and then swallows, Sebastian can see the movement in his throat and then suddenly the boy is blushing, but when he ask he is loking directly at Seasbtin.
"Can you teach me about sex?"
Sebastian blinks several times and it's only when Kurt looks away from him and begins to scoot away from him, like he is embarrassed that he springs into action.
"Eh.. " Sebastian coughs one time, because his voice his coming out a little hoarse and his throat feels a little dry. "What.. What do you want to know?"
Kurt chews on his bottom lip "Anything…" He says and the way he flutters his eyelashes, makes Sebastian wonder if this is a dream.
Then the front door slams up and Travis walks in "Hi Prepstar and Hi Kidstar, I'm just gonna grab something to eat, but then i needs to head back to work."
Sebastian stands up and walks over him "What do you mean you have to go back to work?"
"My boss called when I just stepped on the train and asked if i could come back and take the evening shift too, because someone called in sick."
Sebastian looks at him wide eyed and lowers his voice when he talks next.
"You can't go, Kurt is here. And Burt only agreed to let him stay for the weekend if you were here."
Travis offers him a smile and snickers when he talks again.
"Well, then it looks like you and Kurt have to lie to Burt, because i'm out of here in 20 minutes."
"I can't do that.. What if he figure out that we were here alone. " Sebastian begins.
"He won't." Travis assures him and looks over at Kurt, the boy looks like he is watching tv, but Travis is sure that he must have heard what they have talked about.
"Hey Kidstar.." He says and Kurt immediately looks over.
"I have to work, so you and Sebastian have to be alone."
Kurt mouth forms a small O, but then it transfers over in a huge smile.
"That's okay… I can take care of him."
Travis laughs, the boy is so witty sometimes. "See, Kurt will take care of you." He says and pats Sebastian on the shoulder, before he walks over and sits down beide Kurt on the couch.
"So Kidstar, what are we watching?"
Sebastian stands still and takes in the small conversation Kurt and Travis have. Apparently he doesn't have a say in this. And maybe it's okay, maybe Burt doesn't have to know. They are just gonna watch some movies and listen to some music and then maybe talk… talk… Kurt's question from before pops into his mind. "Can you teach me about sex?" He turns around and walks into the bathroom where he splashes some cold water in his face, then he looks himself in the mirror.
Maybe Kurt doesn't mean it like that. Maybe he just want to know about how babies are made or something like that.. Or maybe.. Maybe he actually wants to learn about sex, about the mechanics or what positions are the best or how it feels.. Or… Shit … He splashes more water in his face.. Maybe Kurt already forgot the question and they can just cuddle up on the couch and watch disney movies and have a sing along when he shows Kurt that he bought Grease, because that is his favorite movie.
"Sebastian!" It is Travis, he is knocking on the bathroom door.
"In a minute.."
"Okay.. I'm gonna head out, Kurt is in the kitchen and started cutting the vegetables."
Sebastian opens the door and Travis looks him up and down.
"What happened?" He asks and takes a lock of Sebastian's wet hair and lift it up.
Sebastian swats his hand away. "I just needed something to wake m up a little.."
Travis doesn't look convinced, but turns around in the end.
"Okay, anyway i'm out. Have a great night."
"Thanks." Sebastian says and he sees Travis walk out and the front door closes behind him.
He finds Kurt in the kitchen where he is indeed cutting vegetables, so Sebastian figures he can start with the meat. They work together, Kurt have always been good in the kitchen and the make a great team.
After that they eat and then they watch a disney movie, Peter pan. Sebastain is starting to relax again, because turns out he was right Kurt haven't brought the topic up again and now they are cuddling up on the couch and watching a cartoon. It's wonderful, it's…
Kurt turns around and fiddles with his shirt biting his bottom lip "Can i ask about..about sex now?"
Sebastian swallows and nods, so Kurt haven't forgot. "Of course." He assures the boy, he don't want Kurt to pick up on the fact that he is nervous.
"Come on, let's sit up a little and then we can watch the rest of the movie tomorrow." Sebastian suggests and Kurt nods. It's really adorable how his cheeks blush and who knows how long that blush goes down, maybe it… No .. Don't go there.
Kurt sits up, he looks nervous but there's something on his eyes there tells Sebastian that he is curious and actually want t know about this.
"So.." Sebastian starts and waits for Kurt to ask something, but the boy doesn't, he just continues to sit and stare at Sebastian through his eyelashes, like this is just an everyday topic. Sebastian runs a hand through his hair "What do you want to know?"
"I don't know." Kurt finally says. "Casper talked about sex when we were walking home from school and…"
"Wait.. Wait… Casper talked with you about sex?"
Kurt looks at him and shrugs his shoulders. "Yeah, they started teaching him in his class, because his one year older than me, so he told me that they learned about that… And then i thought about how my dad didn't wanted me to sleep with you alone, because he said that you and me sleeping together where a whole different thing than when i'm sleeping over at Sam's or Casper's…"
Sebastian just stares at him, apparently Kurt had connected those things, maybe the boy wasn't so clueless after all.
"So if Caser already talked with you, why are you asking me about it?" Sebastian asks, his mind was running wild, he tried to avoid this conversation, but at the same time he couldn't help the small knot growing in his chest and stomach with the thoughts that he was actually talking about this with Kurt.. His soulmate…
"He didn't really say anything other than he had started getting those lessons.. So that's why i want to ask you.. So.. So you can teach me." Kurt says and sucks in his bottom lip.
He should really stop doing that, because it certainly didn't help ease the thoughts in Sebastian head. At all.
"Okay." Sebastian says "Ask away then."
"Did you ever tried to have sex?"
Sebastian swallows. "Yes. I tried having sex a couple of times."
"With boys?" Kurt scoots a little closer to Sebastian.
"Yes.. Or well men. "
"How does that work? With men?" Kurt asks and looks like it's a completely normal thing he is asking.
Sebastian coughs. "Ehmm." He is not sure how many details he should actually tell the boy. "Well, you know how males have a penis?"
Kurt nods.
"Yeah, well.. There are different kinds of sex, but they all end up with a orgasm."
Sebastian nearly facepalm himself, because that sounded so lame.
"Orgasm.."" Kurt repeats and looks like he is thinking hard before he looks over at Sebastian again. "I like that word.. orgasm."
Fuck… Sebastian is not sure he can do this. Just hearing Kurt says such words makes his mind clutter a little.
"What kind of sex are there?" Kurt then asks.
"Ehm… There are handjobs.."
"What's that?"
Sebastian grunts and let his head fall back against the couch, then peeks back at Kurt. The boy is looking at him and he clearly expects am answer. And he promised him he could ask anything.
"A handjob is where you put your hand around your penis and then pump it up and down, so it gets hard."
Kurt looks down at his own lap before he speaks next.
"And if you do that, then you will have an orgasm?"
"Yes.. "
"What are those other kind of sex you can have?"
"There is a blowjob, that's when you do the same but just with your mouth.."
Kurt looks at him completely lost, so Sebastian's adds. "It's kind of like when you suck a lollipop or eats a banana, but without the biting."
"Hmmm… So if you want a blowjob you have to be with someone else right? And a handjob you can have by yourself?" Kurt asks.
Sebastian have to close his eyes for a moment, when very wrong images floats into his brain. "Yes." He breathes out.
There is silent for sometime and Sebastian wonders if that was it, if it was, then he survived it wasn't that bad…
"I want to try that someday." Kurt says and smile at Sebastian, then he climbs the short way over and cuddles his body into Sebastian, before the man can even react.
He shudders when Kurt's head leans against his chest and then almost stops breathing when he feels his cock stir a little.
Shit, this can't be happening, he cant get hard now, This is exactly why Burt said it wouldn't be a good idea for them to be alone..
"I'm tired.." Kurt mumbles and Sebastian almost laughs, because sleep is the last thing on his mind right now.
"You should go to bed then.. And ehm then im gonna wake you up tomorrow and we can make breakfast." Sebastian offers, trying to hold his voice as steady as possible.
Kurt bats his eyelashes up at the man. "I'm gonna put on my pyjamas and then i'm gonna come in and say good night."
Sebastian offers him a small smile and then finally relaxes a little, when the boy jumps from the couch and heads into his bedroom. Sebastian stays where he is, he can feel that certain places have reacted to their little talk and he is not sure what to do if Kurt sees that.
"Good night Sebastian." Kurt says and comes out from the bedroom, wearing the green pyjamas Sebastian gave him this christmas.
"Sweet dreams Kurt." They hug each other and Sebastian leave a small kiss on Kurt's cheek, before the boy smiles and turn to head back to the bed. They agreed that Kurt can sleep in Sebastian's bed and that Sebastian will sleep on a madras on the floor.
When Kurt is out of sight, Sebastian turns his head and looks towards the bathroom, he knows he shouldn't think what he is thinking, but… Before he have seconds thoughts he is closing the bathroom door and turn around so his standing with his back against it.
He slowly starts to palm himself through his sweatpants.
Fuck this is so so wrong, that talk shouldn't have affected him so much.
He strips out of his close and turns on the shower, maybe that can help. But as the water starts running down his body, so does his hands and it doesn't take long before he let his head fall against the back wall with a thump. His fist is loosely wrapped around his dick, but with the conversation fresh in mind it hardens with every stroke. Images of Kurt, as an adult from his dreams flashes before his eyes and he can't help the moan there esapes his lips. Fuck! He growls as he continues to pump himself, until the images shifts, this time to Kurt the age he is now, he tries to slow down, but it doesn't matter. His dick thickens in his fist anyway, spurred on by the images of Kurt bitting his bottom lip, licking his lips and swallowing around a breath. Shit! He know that the fantasy might be dangerous, egregiously stupid and problematic, but he couldn't care right now, he don't care. He let one hand wander over his lips and then let his mind float with the memory of Kurt's lips touching his and he can't hold back, his body begins to shake and he groans out loud and comes in heavy spurts over the shower wall, right as his knees buckles under him.
The last thought there goes trough Sebastian's head that night, when he have settled under the covers is.
How the fuck am I gonna survive swim practice tomorrow.