A/N: Sorry for such a long wait RL sucked for awhile and it wasn't for lack of trying to get these next few chapters out but my muse was lost as I found my joy again. This is dedicated to someone who gave me a slight tap to take the last step toward the finish line. Now that I am back I can promise that these updates will not be so far and few between anymore. Go and read Eat My Words For Me stories they are definitely enjoyable and have relit the fire under m/m stories in our dwindling fandom.

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Paul and Jake left this morning for some much needed time alone. Though I am happy for them, I am a little upset that they won't be here for when the kids return. I did overhear Sam talking about different ways for them to stop by the hotel without letting Jake catch on. Knowing their plans wouldn't work because Jake would never want to step away from Paul while they're away for their reconnecting weekend, I offered up the idea of me being a distraction on the phone with him while Paul contacted the kids to get them to stop over in Seattle first.

As I wait for Jake to answer the phone, I try to figure out what to discuss with him. Sam walks in the room to inform me he's stepping out to grab some last minute things for the kids. Drumming my fingers on the table, I realize that Jake and I haven't talked about how Sam asked me to move in together since the kids are leaving the nest. However, I've been feeling apprehensive about saying yes. For some reason I can't shake the nervousness about the finality of us moving in together. Then again it could have been a mid-orgasm offer.

"Seth?!"

"Oh how long since you picked up?"

"Long enough to know that something is on your mind. Seeing as the only reason you would call me today is to discuss something you couldn't with anyone else. So spill."

"Uh I hate you sometimes."

"Me too. Spill."

So with a snorting laugh, I clear my throat and tell Jake everything from Sam and me finally taking that next step and him asking me to move in. I stutter out everything not realizing that I'm crying.

"Okay, Seth, breathe. Then tell me what you're feeling right now about everything."

Taking a deep breathe. I wipe the tears that have streamed down my face.

"Scared, anxious, and nervous."

"Can you tell me why?"

"What if it doesn't work out? What if he leaves once he realizes that he doesn't really want all of me forever? What if things change for the worse?"

Taking a pause I mumble out: "What if I'm not good enough?"

"Never." a new voice breaks through my haze.

Turning to the voice I notice Sam has returned.

"I'm gonna let you two talk. Just be completely honest with him. Communication is key, Seth. I've got to go find Paul. He disappeared about 40 mins ago when I answered the phone."

Hanging up the phone for me Sam puts it down on the table and turns my face to him.

"I love you. Nothing will change that. But those moments when you feel unsure of my love come to me and I will always tell you and show you my infinite love."

Instead of words I throw my arms around his neck as I plant myself in his lap as I kiss him deeply. We look as if we are trying to swallow each other and absorb one another to become one. In this moment when I pull away to breathe and he nips at my neck I know.

"Yes."

A beautiful smile graces his entire face before he picks me up intending to show me his appreciation.

Sam grabs my chin and places a domineering kiss that sears my lips on contact. My legs become jelly which makes me feel grateful that I'm locked in a tight embrace safe in his strong arms. Seeing as I tend to lose all sense of thought and time while we continue to kiss uncontrollably, regaining use of my limbs is a fleeting thought before Sam nips at my bottom lip. Noticing that my legs are weak, Sam taps my ass and I lift my legs around his waist. Once my legs are secure and my arms have seated themselves nicely around his neck, I bring my lips back to his in a frenzy of teeth and tongues. As we fight for dominance in the kiss, I fall into a lust-addled haze.

Failing to realize that we have entered Sam's, no our, bedroom, Sam pulls away from the kiss and places me on the edge of his large bed. Taking a moment to catch our breaths, I scan his face and when I reach his eyes, I see a mix of devotion, love and lust. But its feeling of overwhelming love and unwavering devotion that allows me to finally realize that my doubts are unneeded and that the Spirits have given me Sam, my other half, by taking his rib and giving it to me so that we would always be connected as we travelled through life together. The overwhelming desire to be his entirely has me reigniting the lust that had waned while we gazed lovingly at one another.

"Mark me, Sam. Please make me yours forever." The moment calls for a low voice as the only person who needs to hear my words is slightly raised above me.

"What? Now? Don't you want more of a special moment?" His breathing is ragged as he quickly scans me for any doubt.

"No, in this moment it's special because everything has become crystal clear, Sam."

"What did you figure out?" Inquisitive as ever, Sam's left eye raises a little as he stares down at me.

"You're my forever, Sam Uley. There is no I without you and from now on you will have no worries about being you without me. We are…"

Before I can finish, Sam is kissing me with renewed vigor silently agreeing to become a completely mated pair. Pulling away, Sam begins to undress me but grabs my hands when I try to do the same with his clothes.

"Tonight is all about our love, Seth please will you allow me the privilege of discovering all that you are inside and out. This will be a slow, deliberate, and intense session of not only you and me but our wolves showing that we are ready to complete this step. So there will be no rushing tonight, instead we will soak in each touch and sensation and we become one soul."

His breath tickles my ear as he whispers to me words that send shivers up my spine. Unable to form words, I simply nod in agreement. Slowly he removes my shirt as he grazes over my hardening nipples while blowing on them to draw them further out. Next he makes his way down my abs and to my shorts which he tugs down along with my boxers while slowly inhaling my scent and placing soft kisses on my inner thigh. The heady scent of our mixed arousal has my head spinning with desire and need. I don't think I can hold it in much longer this is torturous.

I continue to watch as he agonizingly explores my body but purposely avoids the obvious parts that would give me the release I so desperately crave right now. Finally, reaching my feet and rubs them in soothing circles that send bolts of shock through my body causing me to arch up and whine for some release.

"Ssssaaaammmm." I manage to stutter out a whine to draw his attention to the fact that my dick is pulsating so much it hurts that I might have to grab it and rub one out while he continues to worship me. Even though it sounds like a string of unintelligible, jumbled words.

"Yes!" I shout out as he begins to rub up and down my shaft while adjusting myself in his boxers. Taking his other hand he open the bottle of lube that I didn't even notice he had gotten and liberally applies them to my quivering hole as well as three of his fingers to gently prepare me for his long, gloriously delicious manhood. God, I sound like a porn star. Sam draws his head up from where he was watching my body engulf his fingers with a tilt of his head in question.

"What's got you snorting, right now?"

"My thoughts are completely porn worthy."

"Don't stop at your thoughts, babe. Be loud so that the whole res knows your MINE." He growls out the word.

Not giving me much time to recover from the effects of his growl, Sam licks a line from my balls to my tips. As he takes my length in his mouth using up and down motion and suction with the slightest hint of his canines, I mewl at the change in the atmosphere as his wolf begins his ascent to the surface.

"I want to taste your essence, Sam. Milk you dry before you slam into me all night."

Without any further words, Sam switches his body around placing his dick just above my mouth. I moan as I watch the precum glistening on his tip and lick my lip to catch the drops as they fall. Gliding his dick in and out of my mouth has me at his mercy, I fondle his balls while swirling my tongue at the tip. My canines begin to push through as my wolf asks to join so that she can be present and mark Sam as well.

Nearing my first peak of the night, I double my efforts to have his cum drip down my throat. I tighten around his fingers as they stroke my prostate. Seconds later I am cumming with a shout and spilling my seed in his mouth as he swallows it all. Hallowing my cheeks, I moan around him as his thrusts become a tad bit harder as he draws close to his release. Once more I graze my canines as he draws back to thrust again into my mouth causing him to combust in my mouth. Sam collapses on top me and we just lie and gaze at each other while our breathing and heartbeats return to normal. For what seems like forever we gaze at each other as Sam switches his body around, lays down on top of me and positions himself at my entrance.

"Ready?"

"Always!"

Sliding in, the slight stinging sensation causes me to wince a Slow and steady he penetrates me until he is fully seated against my prostate and allows me a few moments to adjust. Wiggling I give him the signal to move, Sam's moves are full of passion as he pistons his hips back and forth in powerful thrusts. As we draw close to our peak, Sam slows his pace and switches the way he's sliding into me which brings us down from the brink before he switches back to the powerful thrust and bringing closer and closer to my peak. Suddenly, my body begins to shake with the need to release since it's been awhile since my last and I know that no matter what I won't be able to stop this time. Sensing my release approaching, a darker voice speaks out.

"You said you wish to bear my mark and become a bonded pair. For this to happen, you must allow your wolf control to complete the bond. Come forth my mate and show me."

She seizes control from me in an instant saying that this is not just for Sam and me but for our wolves as well. She flips us over so that I am on all fours arching my back up and sticking out my ass so that my mate can roughly reenter my swollen hole.

"Who do you belong to?"

"MMMMHnhm"

"Use your words mate. Whose are you?" Sam asks after a particularly deep thrust.

"You! Oh Gods! YOURS! Don't stop! Fuck. Please, you feel amazing!"

"You're so tight, Seth. Squeezing me with MY ass. ALL MINE!" Growling out his response.

"Yours." I reply as I shiver while he possesses every inch of me.

As the slamming in and out becomes faster, wilder and more aggressive, my vision becomes spotty and I begin to shake as I cum with Sam's name erupting from my sore throat. Leaning up, Sam sinks his canines into my neck and when he releases and licks my mark, I move my head into position to slice into his neck to give him my mark which has Sam cumming deep within me and me releasing once again. Howls erupt from us as we complete the bond, which has the pack responding in kind with their own howls.

His hardening penis is a sign that this night is far from over and I can't help bask in the glow of our love that surrounds us. Sam lays me on my side as he saddles up behind me and pushes in once again.

"Nayeli, Seth Clearwater." Sam whispers as we slide into bed after our final round in the shower has us finally spent and in need of some rest.

"Nayeli, Sam Uley." I curl into his side as my eyes close and smile graces my face.