Sebastian looked over the things for dinner one more time, vegetables check, potatoes check, dessert in the freezer and the roast was in the oven, then he looked at his clock. 30 minutes until his parents arrived, which meant that any time now Kurt and Burt would show up. And just then the doorbell rang.

He took of his apron and headed out to open the door, Burt greeted him with a smile and a hi son, but Kurt didn't even look at him he just walked straight pass him and into Sebastian's bedroom closing the door.

"He's been like that since you left this morning, not sure why though. He won't say anything." Burt tried to explain and Sebastian nodded.

He knew why Kurt was angry or maybe even disappointed, but Sebastian's didn't know what to do that morning. Not after last night.

Burt's hand on his shoulder shook him out of it. "So, anything I can help with?"

30 minutes later the doorbell rang again and Sebastian took a deep breath, this what it. He stood up and glanced to his closed bedroom door, Kurt hadn't gotten out since he got there.

Sebastian got over and opened the door, smiling when he saw his parents there.

"Sebastian, my sweet boy." Maggie, his mom gushed and Sebastian was immediately embraced in a warm hug and kisses on his cheeks. Behind his mom was his dad, Chris.

"Hi mom, dad." Sebastian said and leaned down to hug his dad. His dad had gotten sick some years ago and even though he was feeling better, his muscles were still not what they used tone and the man had to depend on using a wheelchair to come around.

"Sebatian." His dad greeted and Sebastian closed the door.

Burt stepped out and stuck out his hand, introducing himself to both Maggie and Chris.

"Uhh, so you're the lucky boy's father." Maggie smiled and glanced over Burt's shoulder. "Where is he anyway?" She asked and turned to face his son.

Before Sebastian could answer, the bedroom door got up and Kurt emerged.

Sebastian breathed out, he knew he could count on Kurt, even though the boy may be pissed at him, he knew that Kurt wouldn't screw this up.

"Mom, Dad, this is Kurt, my soul mate." Sebastian introduced , Kurt gave him a soft smile and turned towards the Smythes.

"Nice to meet you." He said and held out his hand, but Maggie shook her head and stepped closer. "A handshake won't do, we're family." She said and indulged Kurt in a hug.

Kurt froze for a second, but caught how relieved Sebastian looked at the gesture and relaxed a little. He gave Maggie a smile as she released him and turned to Chris.

The man raised an eyebrow, before he spoke. "How old are you Kurt?".

Kurt scrunched his nose, the man already knew that, so he wasn't sure why he asked.

"I'm 12." He answered anyway, not sure what to expect.

Chris nodded and turned to Burt first "Well, you made quite a man there, Burt, you should be proud." He said and stuck out his hand for Kurt to shake. Giving the boy a warm smile.

Sebastian stepped into the living room announcing that dinner would be up soon, then he got into the kitchen.

Maggie asked Burt about his job, mentioned that back in Paris she had a old peugeot, who she loved taking for a ride on the warmer days.

Kurt stayed in the hallway for a minute, feeling a little outside, not really knowing what to talk with these people about, they where so much older than him, he wished Sam where here or Casper.

"So, is my son treating you right?" Chris asked and wheeled around to face Kurt.

The boy blinked at the man "Yeah, he ehm.. He's nice."

A short laugh escaped the older man's lips and he leaned forward a little. "I know my son Kurt and he seems to be very found of you."

Kurt nodded and looked down at his hands.

"But i know this age difference can be difficult, so that's why i'm asking if he is treating you well. I'm guessing it can't be easy for you neither of you, but Sebastian is an adult and have more experience about life in general, so for you it must be a lot harder."

Kurt was a little shocked that the man actually cared and also a bit touched. Until now the only adult he could talk about this with, where his own dad and then of course Travis and Sebastian, but something about Chris made him believe that he may have found a fourth, someone who wasn't his own dad or his soulmate. It felt nice

"You don't have to say anything, just know that if you want to talk you can call me." Chris offered, when Kurt just kept looking at him.

Kurt nodded and managed a small. "Thank you."

"So do you wanna give me a lift here?" Chris asked and gestured with a hand to his wheelchairs, Kurt laughed and walked the man into the livingroom.

Sebastian peeked his head inside and saw how Kurt was sitting across from his dad, it looked like Kurt was talking about something, with the way his hands gestured in the air and his dad nodded and smiled from time to time. A warm feeling bubbled in Sebastian's stomach seeing how his soulmate seemed to get along with his parents.

The next hour went with eating dinner, Kurt was sitting between Sebastian and Chris, but still ignoring Sebastian, even though the man tried to get his attention. When Sebastian asked for the potatoes, standing beside Kurt and Kurt's only response was to turn around take the bowl and hand it to Sebatian, without saying anything, Sebatian kind of had enough. So he did something, the only thing he could think maybe would get the boys attention.

Kurt's freezes in the middle of taking a bite from his fork, when he feels a hand on his thigh and his mind flies back to the last night when he crawled into Sebastian on the couch.

-Flashback-

Kurt wakes up, he is not quite sure what have woken him, he looks around he is definitely not in his own bed, then he feels something under him and looks to his side, seeing Sebastian laying there sleeping. Oh, that's right he walked into Sebastian and cuddled up to sleep there. He feels Sebastian's body shift a little and only then he takes in the way he is laying sprawled out almost on top of the man, he can feel his own body heats up at the thought, because holy hell, he is lying with his arms curled around Sebariansos chest - naked chest holy fuck he is so warm. One of Sebastian arms are around him settled on the lower part of his back and he feels a chill down his spine thinking about that. One of his legs are thrown over the man's hip and when he makes a move to lift the leg, his head snaps up when a whimper escapes Sebastian's lips and the arms around him tightens.

He suddenly remembers very clearly the phone conversations he had with Sebastian months ago, because the sound he just made sounded a lot like the noises he did when he … He looks down and feels his own cock harden, when he sees that yep, Sebastian is hard too. And with the leg thrown over the man's hip, that means if he just moves his leg one tiny bit upwards he would come in contact with….

"Mmmmm." A moan escapes Sebastian and he shifts a little.

Kurt bites his lips, he's not sure what to do, but he sure knows that he wants to. He knows that they agreed that nothing like that could happen anytime soon, but..

Before he can talk himself out of it, he let his hand slide up Sebastian's stomach, feeling his cock throb when Sebastian's muscles contracts under his fingers.

Sebastian shifts again and the arm there isn't around Kurt, grabs around his thigh and lifts it up a little, then he starts circling his hips.

And oh my god! Kurt's mind goes blank, because he can feel how hard Sebastian is by the way he is thrusting softly against his thigh.

He needs to do something, anything. He's meaning to try and sit up, but as he try to do so his hand slips and brushes over one of Sebastian's nippls and Sebastian's eyes snapped open, he turns his head and looks at Kurt.

"Kurt!"

Kurt blinks, he is not sure if Sebastian meant to say his name as a question or a statement. So he sucks in his bottom lip and wait for Sebastian to say or do something else.

"What are you doing?" Sebastian whispers, his hand is still on Kurt's lower back and his cock is still pressed against the boys things, but his motions has stopped.

"I just.. I.." Kurt blushes, and looks down, he doesn't know what he wants, he just wanted something. Sebastian's eyes must follow his sight down, because suddenly the man was showing him away and he sits up, looking confused at Kurt.

"You just what?

Kuut rolls on his back, immediately regrets that when the covers slides downs his body and his still hard cock is clearly visible in his pyjamas pants. "I' don't know." He whispers and closes his eyes, he hates this. He hates reacting like this, when they promised each other they cannot do anything about it. Because he wants to somthing about it, even though he knows it's not ideal because of the age difference. Fucing age thing. It always comes down to that.

"Kurt?" Sebastian's voice startles him out of his thoughts and he feels a hand on his thigh.

He opens his eyes and see Sebastian is looking at him, his eyes are warm but they hold questions, so many questions.

"Can you kiss, me?" Kurt asks and then look wide eyed at Sebastian, because those weren't the words he meant to say.

Sebastian moves the hand on his thigh and Kurt immediately misses the warm, but then he is leaning closer instead, his face hovering right over his. "We made a deal." Sebastian whispers and the warm breath sends sparks down Kurt's body.

"I know, but …" He whispers. Sebastian tilts his head, one hand comes up and away a lock of hair from his face. The way he is looking at Kurt, makes Kurt think that he is trying to figure something out, like he is looking for something.

"Sebastian." He whispers.

Sebastian eyes moves to his lips and then he is leaning down, a warm feeling rushes over Kurt's body when his lips meet his.

It only lasts a couple of seconds, then Kurt feels Sebastian moving away, but he won't allow that, he need this, even though he knows he shouldn't want it. So he let his body react and let instincts take over, his hand goes up to curl around Sebastian's neck and the other slides through the man's hair, he feels Sebastian's breath hitching and then they're kissing again. And not just a small kiss, like they did so far, no Sebastian's lips are soft against his, then he tilts his head a little and his arms sneaks around Kurt's smaller body and his lips presses deeper.

A whimper escapes Kurt's lips and he feels his cock bob, his fingers curls in Sebastian's hair and then Sebastian is flipping them, so Kurt is on top. Sebastian's warm body is under his and he can't help when he starts rutting against Sebastian's stomach, he needs this, his mind and body craves it. He want's more. More of Sebastian. He want's his soulmate.

Sebastian's fingers flickers on his lower back and Kurt feels a brush of something over his lips and then the warm wet feeling of Sebastian's tongue against his.

"Ohh!" He can feel his muscles tencing and he knows that feeling, known it for some months now. One of Sebastian's hands slides up along his spine and cradles arond his neck and his tongue does something that sends sparks through his body, his toes starts curling and his back arches, he closes his eyes and comes, his hips moving over Sebastian's stomach as he does.

Sebastian let go of his neck and breaks the kiss, he is panting, the hand on Kurt's back stays and he is looking at Kurt with the same expression as before, a mix of warm and so many quastions.

"Kurt." He says and he tucks Kurt's head against his shoulder, places a soft kiss in the boy's hair. Then the arm around Kurt, losses and he moves away. Kurt rolls onto his side and sees Sebastian's standing up. He let his eyes roam over the man's body, his cock standing almost right out, covered only by his boxers.

"Where are you going?"

Sebastian looks at him, he is smiling, but he shakes his head. "I didn't meant to let that happen." Then he walks out to the bathroom. Minutes after Kurt hears the sound of the shower being turned on. He sighs, he doesn't know what Sebatian means with 'He didn't meant to let that happened.' Because Kurt started it, not him. Was it the kiss? Wasn't it good? Or was it that Kurt came? Was he disgusted, because .. Because of the age thing?

Kurt closes his eyes, he should have seen that coming. It all come down to the age thing. He stays on the couch for some seconds, but then get up and goes into his own room again.

When he wakes up that morning, Sebastian already left.

-End of flashback-

The hand on his thigh squezzes and he turns his head to look at Sebastian.

"Could you help me in the kitchen, Kurt?" Sebastian asks.

Kurt glares briefly at him, that is such a cheap trick, because if he says no, it will looks suspicious, so instead he smiles. "Yeah, of course." He agrees and gets up to go out to the kitchen, Sebastian following right behind him.

"Why are you treating me, with this silence behavior?" Sebastian asks, a soon as the door into the the kitchen is closed. And Kurt is surprised to hear hurt in his voice.

"It was you who left me last night." Kurt says.

Sebasitan runs his hands through his hair. "Kurt, what happened last night shouldn't have happened. It was.."

"If you say it was a mistake, i'm going to kick you." Kurt interrupts.

Sebastian sighs and leans against the counter, his eyes are looking directly at Kurt, the same warm and questioning gaze from last night is back.

"Why did you leave last night?" Kurt tries again.

"Because i panicked. I..I didn't know what to do.. What happened was clearly not meant to happen." When Sebastian sees Kurt flinch a little, he quickly adds. "Not yet anyway. But i couldn't control it. You were there and i just couldn't help but kiss you."

"It was me who started it." Kurt tries, but Sebaains shakes his head.

"But I'm the adult here Kurt, You're just a kid. And last night I got caught up in the moment. But when i'm that close to you, my soulmate i can't help it my brain kind of vanish and these needs takes over. And I can't.."

"But I'm not just a kid, I'm a boy and I have needs too, both mentally and physically. I'm not just your soulmate Sebastian, you are my soulmate too and I want to be close to you, I need to be close to you."

Three loud gasps comes from the doorway and Sebastian and Kurt snaps around.

Maggie is standing looking shocked, Burt is glaring daggers at Sebastian and Chris is looking like he is trying to hide an amused smile.