It's quiet. So so quiet. Sebastian looks down at his sweaty hands clasped together in his lap, when he finally let his eyes drift up to look at the man sitting across from him he squirms a bit in his seat, because Burt is looking at him, his eyes stern and his lips are pleased together in a tight line. So he quickly looks down again, feeling like he is a 14 years old teenager - Burt have a way with making him feel like that - and he has been caught on doing something incredibly wrong. Only he is not 14, he is 26 and he is not a tennager, but an actual adult.
He can hear his own parents talking from inside the living room, he wonders if they talk about him or maybe Kurt, maybe both of them. Kurt, the name making him think about the boy and he cannot help if he is smiling.
"Keep the smile away, son. I don't really want to see that right now." Burt interrupts and Sebastian's eyes snaps up to the man in front of him yet again.
"Sorry." Sebastian says. Burt just crosses his arms over his chest and continues to stare Sebastian down.
Flashback to right after the kitchen scene
"Kurt" Burt's voice booms through the kitchen. "Get out and wait in the car."
Kurt blinks at his dad. "No, dad. It's not what.."
"Car, Kurt." Burt repeats and let his eyes shift from his son to Sebastian.
Kurt stomps his foot and turns to Sebastian, offering him a small smile and muttering 'I'm sorry'. Sebastian nods back at him and tries to give him a smile back. He wonders what goes through Burt's head right now.
When Kurt walks out the kitchen Maggie and Chris closes the kitchen door and follows him, Sebastian is almost sure that he hear his dad saying something when the door closes but he isn't sure.
"Why don't you take a seat, son." Burt says and Sebastian takes a deep breath and does as requested.
When the kitchen door closes, Kurt is already on his way to the front door, but is stopped when Chris managed to wheel his way in front of him.
"Kurt. I'm not going to snoop and ask what that was about, because my imagination is quite big so i can figure that out by myself."
Kurt nods and is about to step around Chris, when the man takes a hold on his arm.
"Remember what i told you earlier. If you need someone to talk to.." Chris trails off and then he hands Kurt some kind of business card. Seeing the confused look on the boy's face, he is quick to add. "My number is there. To my mobile and also to my office phone, home in Paris. So you can call me anytime." Chris ends and squeezes Kurt's arm.
"Thank you." Kurt whispers and sticks the card into his pocket, before he walks out of the apartment and into the backseat of the car.
Back into the kitchen with Burt and Sebastian.
"I'm not gonna ask about what the hell Kurt was talking about, because i'm sure my mind can't really handle that." Burt starts and Sebastian breathes out a little relieved about that, because he don't want to explain what Kurt meant by needing and wanting him mentally and physically. He is quite sure that Burt can figure that out by himself.
"What I want is for you to tell me, how exactly i am going to trust you to be alone with my son again, if things like that will be in the picture now?". Burt ends.
Sebastian swallows and he feels like he can't quite breath. He knows that the question is really fair to ask, but the problem is he doesn't even know the answer himself.
"I don't know." And he cringes when the words leaves his mouth, because they sound so weak.
"You don't know?" Burt repeats and his eyebrows shoots up.
Sebastian just shakes his head, he resist the need to hide his face in his hands and chooses to sit on them instead.
"I always been really direct with you Sebastian, so i'm gonna continue to be so." Burt says and he folds his hands on the table, leaning forward a little. "I'm not blind, i already noticed that the way Kurt looks at you have changed the past months, but as a father i think i choose to ignore it. Wait it out and secretly wished that it would go away and that I could wait a couple of years to have that talk with him. But apparently it can't wait." Burt moves again and this time he leans back in his chair, someway he looks even more intimidating doing that. "You two will continue seeing each other three times each week." Sebastian blinks his eyes, because that is so much better than he had thought, but Burt waves a hand at him and continues. "Don't think i wouldn't banish you for seeing each other for some time if I could, because I would, but i can't do that. So as i said you guys will continue seeing each other three times every week. Once every sunday, as we do now, when you will come over and eat dinner at our house, but there will not be any alone time for you two. Then you can come over when Kurt is having either Annabell and Sam over on mondays after glee practice, but again no alone time and it will be at our house. Then you guys can have a third day when you do what you want, but either Travis, Annebel or Sam will go with you, if none of those three can, I will do it myself."
"Okay." Sebastian say and nods, he is just thrilled about he is going to see Kurt three times each week, so he won't say anything against that.
"Now." Burt says and he leans forward in his seat again. "I want to talk to you about something else. It doesn't really concern me, but seeing how my son just implied that something physical have been going on between you two, i'm going to make this my concern."
Sebastian's lifts an eyebrow, he doesn't know what Burt is going to say.
"I know you kind of waiting for my son to be older, but in the meantime you have to find another way to turn down your feelings." Burt says and Sebastian scrunches his nose.
"What ?"
"Sex, Sebastian. I'm talking about sex, you need to find that in another place, because Kurt is definitely not ready for that."
Sebastian swallows and he feels his hands sweaty from where he is sitting on them, he is squirming in his seat. He so doesn't want this conversation. But then he looks at Burt and he knows the man is right.
"I will try." He says and looks Burt directly in the eyes.
Burt nods once. "Good." Then he stands up and walks over standing right beside Sebastian. "That's all i'm asking." He says ,clasping a hand down on the younger man's shoulder. "You can relax now, Son."
Sebastian breathes out and a knot loosens in his stomach when Burt offers him a smile.
When Burt makes his way out to the car, Kurt immediately begins rambling about how unfair it was that he told him to leave. Burt let him ramble a little before he interrupts, telling him the same (new) rules he just told Sebastian. And as Sebastian did, Kurt feels a little relieved that they actually can continue to see each other three times each week, so instead of starting to argue he nods and leans back in he car seat, his hands finding the card hiding in his pocket and he chews on his bottom lip, before he takes out his cell phone and types in the number and presses safe.
The summer goes quickly after that, Sebastian comes over every sunday eating dinner and then monday Sam or Annabel is joining them in the living room watching a movie or belting out lyrics to some music. The best days though are when Sebastian and Kurt can go out and do something they want to, because even though they aren't alone, it still means that they can get small moments together. When they are in an amusement park with Sam and Annabel, they take rides in the rollercoaster together, where Sebastian will clutch Kurt's hand tight in his because he is still not a big fan of heights. When they are at the zoo with Burt and they both agree on seeing another animal and begin to walk away together, before Burt will even notice. Or when they go to the beach with Travis and just hang out, enjoying swimming together and play in the water. Of course they cannot do anything to risky like kiss or other things, but they hold hands and when the hug they linger a little longer than normal.
They keep giving each other glances whenever they do not think the other one is looking and Sebastian enjoys when Kurt blushes deep red, when Sebastian smiles back at him or even risks a wink. On nights they still talk and sometimes they even risks some not so innocent lines play out, saying things like.
Kurt - "It's really hot, so i think i will have to sleep without my pyjamas on tonight."
Or
Sebastian - "I was so wet when i came home from work today, the beach was just a mess. So i need to strip off and take a shower, before we settle in for the night."
Sometimes they are just directly mean towards each other, like when Kurt calls Sebastian deep in the night and then when Sebastian's picks up, all Kurt says is "Sebastian!" And Sebastian can only say one thing back "Kurt!".
So yes, the summer goes quite well and october comes. Sebastian is leaning towards his 27th birthday and Travis suggest that he holds a big party, to which Sebastian agrees. He asks Kurt if he wants to help putting the menu together and get the apartment ready, because he wants him to be a part of it. Burt have told them that he doesn't want Kurt to be part of the party itself. Of course both Sebastian and Kurt objected to that, but Burt had asked if there would be any other people there around Kurt's age, to which Sebastian much confess no there wouldn't, because the guests would all be around 25 and 30. So the man had a point.
It's around midnight and the music is pumping loud, the food have been fantastics and whenever someone asked who made it Sebastian proudly told them that Kurt helped him. Some of the people there know about Kurt and the age difference, so it wasn't weird telling them about him.
Sebastian is a bit drunk, he danced for almost an hour and he really needs another drink. As he finds his way to kitchen he cannot help but look over the people all over the place, some are dancing, others are doing something a bit more than dancing and he can't help when his mind flashes back to the night in june and he winces a little when his jeans tightens at the thought. He hears someone moan from beside him and he turns around to see a pretty blond man being ravished against the bedroom door by a handsome red head. He swallows and adjust his cock, it been way too long since he had that. Maybe Burt was right, maybe he should go out and have fun with guys his own age and then when Kurt is a couple of years older they can be together. If Kurt wants to when that time comes, because what he won't?
He closes the kitchen door and walks over and opens the fridge, seeing it's almost empty he picks of a couple of beers to put in.
When he bends down and puts the last four beers in, he hears the kitchen door open and a low whistle fills the room and a deep voice ask.
"Do you want to dance, pretty?"
Sebastian snaps his head up and turns around looking at the man. He's around his age, maybe a bit older, brown eyes and blonde half long hair, he's dressed in a tight black shirt and dark blue jeans.
"Yeah, I'm just gonna put these in." Sebastian replies and gives the man a smile.
"I'm Owen, by the way. And I'm pretty sure you're the birthday boy right?"
Sebastian closes the refrigerator door and turns around "Yes I am. Do you know Travis or?" He asks, and smiles a little when Owen holds the door for him. The beat from the music immediately filling his ears.
"Yeah, I was in one of his swimming classes last year." Owen answers and then walks up behind Sebastian.
Sebastian tenses for a breath moment, when he feels a couple of hands on his hips and Owen rests his chin on his shoulder, whispering "Still want to dance?"
Sebastian can't help but notice the warm from the other man's body and he leans back a little.
"Yeah, let's."
Owen's hands slides around his waist and pulls him closer until Sebastian can feel every move from the brown eyed man's body. The fabric from Owen's jeans rubbing against his ass and he closes his eyes, letting the music and alcohol fill his body.
He can feel Owen breathing against his ear, when he leans his head back against the man's shoulder and let his hands find their way around the man's neck. He's a bit surprised to find that he himself was quite turned on already and for a second he hears Kurt's voice in his mind "Sebastian"
But then Owen presses his crotch flush against his ass and he feels a hot breath ghosting down his neck and one hand snooks up under the fabric of his shirt settling against his stomach.
"Turn around." Owen whispers and Sebastian does, he sees Owen's tongue swipe over his lips and he can't help but follow the motion and wetting his own lips. Someone behind them bumps into him and then Owen's face is right there and before Sebastian can debate on anything there's a hand against his jar and Owen is looking at him with questionable eyes and Sebastian closes the gap. He starts nipping at his lower lip, which make Owen groan into the kiss and his other hand settle over Sebastian's ass.
Sebastian let one of his own hands rest against Owen's chest and oh god he missed the feeling of a real man. The kiss deepens and they let their tongues slide together and Sebastian's moans when his cock twitch in his jeans and then Owen is walking them backwards making Sebastian's back bump into a wall and they start grinding against each other.
Sebastian is woken by someone knocking at his bedroom door, so he tries to open his eyes but immediately regretting it when his head starts spinning.
"Prepstar, it's just me." Travis says and walks in, laughing a little when Sebastian just flips him the finger.
"I have two aspirins and a glass of water for you." He offers and put the things beside Sebastian's bed.
"You had fun last night." Travis states and Sebastian finally opens his eyes looking at the wicked smile his friend is giving him. He's about to ask what he is referring to exactly when images of a brown eyed blonde comes to him.
"Owen." He whispers and sits up a little.
"Yep." Travis grins. "You seemed to have fun."
Sebastian swallows the aspirins and half the glass of water.
"I can't remember much, but yeah." He replies and turns to get his phone, smiling when he sees a text from Kurt.
From Kurt
My dad asked if he could come over and get help with some bills from the garage, that he can't figure out. So of course I said I wanted to go with him ;) we will be there in an hour.
An hour, Sebastian looks at the time. They would be here in 20 minutes. "Kurt and his dad are coming over." He says and stands up, winching a little when the rooms spins.
"When?" Travis asks and stand up as well.
"20 minutes, something about some bills that Burt want help with." Sebastian answers and starts to go through his closet to find something to wear.
"Maybe I should help Burt with that." Travis suggests and Sebastian grunts. "Why aren't you hangover?"
Travis flashing him a smile. "Because I only drank two drinks. I already knew that one I us had to be sober enough to get people out in time, so the didn't crashed here. And then I slept on the couch and got up an hour ago."
"Thanks." Sebastian says and finds a shirt and a pair of sweatpants.
"You should take a shower, before you put that on."
Travis suggest and points to the clothes. "And open a window, you stink of sex."