Kurt sends of a message, confirming the invite from Casper. He is going to throw a big party when he turns 16 in April, thought his time he have only invited people he knows will behave. That including Annabel, Sam and of course Kurt. He is looking forward to celebrate the boy, mostly because he is the first of the four who is turning 16.. Sweet 16, people call it. Well it can only go better than when Casper turned 14.

His phone beeps with a message.

From Casper

Awesome ;) although I already knew you would come.

Kurt smiles and text back a smiley himself and looks out the window, it's late March and for the first time in a long time, things are going good for him. There's his dad, after talking with him about all this between Sebastian and him, things have been easier and he have learned that he can actually talk with him without being embarrassed about it.. Of course he still don't now that he literally dry humped Sebastian that might years ago, and hopeful he never will.. There are something father's shouldn't know!

Then there Chris, Sebastian's dad. He still talks with the man from time to time, and he still gives great advices. It's nice to have someone to talk to and that someone being one who knows Sebastian very well.

Then of course there's Sam and Annabel, the two are as great as ever. Always there for him and always supporting him. He always thought it would be great if those two ended up together, but with both of them still looking for their soulmate the odds for one them falling for him or her instead a quite big, so the odds aren't with him. But he is gratefully for their friendship.

Then Casper, who is back for good and he is so glad to have him back. He knows the the boy still have a crush on him and to be honest he can't help but think that He is definitely seeing Casper as a lot more attractive than before.. Maybe it's because of how he aged or maybe it's because the thought about Casper moving away again aren't an option anymore, this time he stays. So yeah maybe he likes Casper a bit more than he did some years ago, but who can blame him? As he talked about with Sebastian, he should be able to do things with boys his own age, just as Sebastian should with other men, without neither of them being weird about it.

So maybe that's what he's going to do, he's going to let himself feel as the 14 year old kid he is now and start to explore things.

Then of course there's Sebastian.. As always the things always leads back to him. He is still confused about all this soulmate thing.. And not the soulmate thing itself, it more like all the feeling there is connected to this. It likes he knows that he want Sebastian to be in his life, he wants him to be close and to be with the man.. But he isn't sure in what way he wants to be be with him.. Does that make sense? Because of course he is attracted to Sebastian, because hole fuck! The man is extremely breathtaking.. Sometimes He still thinks back to when Sebastian learned him to swim and how he couldn't help but look at the abs on his body or how warm his skin felt under his fingers.. Simply breathtaking.

Anyway back to the topic, the thing is, is that love? Or is it just because he feels this attraction because they are soulmates? Then of course there are these other things like, whenever he is sad the only thing he can think about is how much he wants to just cuddle up in Sebastian's arms, or bow his voice always makes him smile, even though he doesn't want too, his mouth seems to think something else because he often catches himself smiling just by listening to the man talking. So to simply say, He is still conflicted about this whole soulmate thing.

And then there is this new boy, Kevin, there is something about the boy who trigs something in him and he wants to know more. It's not something like the kinda thing he feels for Casper, but at the same time it's definitely not only friendly feelings like for Sam and Annabel. And lastly it's definitely not the bond he shares with Sebastian.. Instead it's dangerous and can't help but want to explore it.

"So what do you know about Kevin?" Kurt asks and pauses the game he and Casper is playing. They are seated in the Hummel's living room, playing tekken on playstation.

"Not much a guess." Casper shrugs and tries to lean over to press play on Kurt's controller, but the blue eyed boy moves his hand around his body and hides the controller.

"That's not fair."Casper whines and begins to tickle Kurt.

"Please… No..Please." Kurt giggles as Casper's fingers ducks into his stomach. "Okay.. Okay, i start the game again if you tell me about Kevin." Kurt agrees and hold up his hands.

Casper looks at him scrunching his eyes. "Fair enough, but as i said i don't know that much."

Kurt smiles and turns his body toward the red haired boy. "So?"

"Right.. Ehm.. Well i know he's from italy, but you probably figured that out by yourself, and ehm, he is 16, he smokes cigarettes, which is really irritating because the whole class room stink of it and.."

"I think it smells good." Kurt says and then clasps a hand over his mouth, when he think of what he just said.

Casper looks at him with wide eyes " What? Since when do you like smoking?"

"Ehm.." Kurt blushes and starts picking at the couch fabric, trying to avoid looking right at his friend.

"Kurt? You always tell people how smoke ruins the fabric on your clothes.. So, what am i missing?"

"I may think that he is quite hot.." Kurt says and chances a glance at Casper.

"What?.. You don't normally goes after the bad boy look."

"I know, i know.." Kurt sighs. "But there's just something about him, his clothes, the way he smells like a mix of leather, smoke and something.. Something dangerous."

"Are you telling me that if i had put on a leather jacket and started smoking years ago, then i would have had a chance?" Casper asks with a huge smirk and waggles his eyebrows.

"You're an ass." Kurt says and crosses his arms over his chest and closes his eyes.

"Hey!" Casper say and lean over "It's totally hot if you have a thing for the new bad boy in town.. I think he is quite hot too." .

Kurt peeks one eye open. "You think?"

"Totally. Especially if it get you all hot and flustered, then i'm all for it." Caspers laughs and he only manage to duck his head to avoid the pillow Kurt is throwing at him because he catches the boys wrist in his.

"Be nice." Casper warns, but smiles.

Kurt is about to agree and just get on with the game, but the think of something else, so he takes the controller and stand up, but only to lean down close in front of Casper.

"But didn't you just admit you liked bad boys too." He whispers and hands Caser the controller before he runs out in the kitchen, laughing when he hears Casper yelling the words tease after him.

"Ciao, Kurt!"

Kurt turns around when he hear the voice, and looks into a pair of dark green eyes.

"Hi" he says and clutches his books a little too hard.

"Can I drive you home?" Kevin offers and leans against the locker, almost invading Kurt's personal space.

"Ehmm. Yeah, sure"Kurt agrees and Kevin flashes him a smile, before he gestures for Kurt to walk with him.

Kurt takes a step forward and this doesn't seem as hard as he thought, he talked a bit with Kevin over the week, but not much, mostly it have been hello or as Kevin say ciao, when the passes each other in the hallways, but now… now he is actually on his way to let him drive him home.. And oh, does that mean that he have to go on his bike? Because wow that would be so fun.. He turns around to ask if Kevin will be driving him home on his bike, but instead blurts out.

"I like it when you talk.." and then he is blushing, like tomatoes have nothing on the color his cheeks have right now, but luckily Kevin doesn't seem to mind and flashes him another smile.

"Ti piace il mio accento?"

"Ehmm?" Kurt just says, because he doesn't know italien, that well.

"You like my accent? Ti piace il mio accento?" Kevin repeats and then holds the door for Kurt to step out first.

"Yeah." Kurt and thanks him.

"Mi piace quando arrossisci." Is all Kevin answers and then walks over to his bike.

When Kurt is about to ask, what that meant, Kevin holds one finger up over his lips and whispers "You have to look that up by yourself." The he hands Kurt the helmet and picks out another one from under the seat to put on himself.

Kurt can feel his fingers shake a little when he is trying to tighten the helmet, so Kevin walks closer and helps him. "Don't worry, Sei sexy." He says and then straddles the bike, instructing Kurt to take a seat behind him.

It feels weird when Kevin starts the engine and the vibration between Kurt's legs send a shiver up his spine, suddenly he feels nervous. Somehow Kevin must sense this, because he leans back just a bit and moves one arm behind him to move Kurt close to his body.

"You okay, Occhi blu'?"

"Yeah.." Kurt swallows, "I'm just a little nervous".

Kevin glances at him one more time, before he turns his attention back to the bike and then he starts driving out of the parking lot in front of the school.

Kurt clutches the fabric on Kevin's shoulders, because he doesn't know where he should put his hands and he can't help but think that if he keeps them there his fingers are going to freeze off.

When they reach the main way, Kevin stops and turns his head sligtly "You seem a little tense, you sure you alright?"

"Yeah.. I'm just.. I'm a little cold." Kurt says and tries to keep his voice from wavering, but Kevin just flashes him a smirk and and a wink as he removes his hands from the bike and covers Kurt's own.

"Posso tenere le tue mani calde,Prendi le mie e tienile strette." Kevin says and then Kurt's arms are around Kevin's waist and the engine in roaring between his legs as they drive towards the Hummel's house.

TTranslations

Ti piace il mio accento - You like my accent?

Mi piace quando arrossisci - I like it when you blush.

Occhi blu' - Blue eyes

Posso tenere le tue mani calde, prendi le mie e tienile strette - I can keep your hands warm, just put them around me and hold on tight