Over the next week, Kurt continues to feel drawn to Kevin, he still doesn't quite know what it is, but there is something about the italian boy which make his cheeks blush whenever the boy is close. Maybe it's the accent? Or the italian words? Or maybe it's just the whole image that Kevin represent, the bad boy look, with his leather jacket, ripped jeans and a motorbike, mixed with the scent of cigarettes, leather and motor oil. Whatever it is, Kurt just wants to know more about him.
So when Casper's 16th birthday is coming close, he asks Casper if he's inviting Kevin.
"I haven't really thought about it." Casper says and looks up at Kurt. They're standing outside the school, waiting for the italien boy to come out, Casper knows that this little moment is one of the only chances these days that he can actually get to talk to Kurt alone, because any minute that italien boy will come out here and Kurt will take the helmet Kevin will hand him and then jump up behind the boy and they'll drive off. Just like the have done since Kurt got behind him the first time.
"But you could invite him you know." Kurt says and looks to the doors when they open and Kevin walks out, his leather jacket slung over his shoulder and a cigarette between his lips, while he tries to lit it with one hand. Nodding his head hello when he spots Kurt and Casper.
"Uhmm.. Yeah, I guess." Casper says and eyes the blue eyed boy as he takes the helmet Kevin hands him.
"Ready?" Kevin asks and turns to his motorcycle.
"Yeah." Kurt says and flashes him a smile.
"Wait." Casper says and takes a step forward, he looks at Kurt and then back to Kevin. "I'm having a party this saturday."
Kevin raises his eyebrows and takes a deep inhale of the cigarette, before he tosses it to the ground and stomp it out.
"I wondered if you wanted to come?" Casper explains further on when the Italian boy just keeps looking at him.
"Sure." Kevin agrees and throws one leg over the bike and puts on his helmet.
"He is turning 16." Casper hear Kurt explain and Kevin looks back at him. "Sweet. I'm sure it's going to be fun." Then he looks back at Kurt. "Ready, Occhi blu'?" He asks and starts the engine. Kurt looks back at Casper and flashes him a smile and waves, before he locks his arms around Kevin. "Yeah, i'm ready."
It's saturday and the first guests already arrived to Casper's house. It's not a big party, only around 20 people, including Sam, Annabell, Kevin and Kurt. Though the two last ones haven't arrived yet, so when they sounds of screeching tires and a roaring engine sounds from infront the house, Casper knows exactly who that would be. He quickly wonders what Kurt's dad is thinking about Kurt's new friend and what about Sebastian, does he know anything? And Kevin does he knows about Sebastian?
There is a knock on the front door and Casper walks over opening it and is indeed greeted by Kevin and Kurt, but it's the blue eyed boy who steals his attention, because holy fuck!
The boy is dressed in something there look a lot like bondage pants and a tight black dress shirt, with blue prints on it, which makes his eyes glow. His hair is styled, but in a way Casper hasn't ever seen, he looks amazing, sexy and he almost takes Casper's breath away.
"Hi." Kurt offers and takes a step forward to hug Casper and luckily that move helps the red haired boy out of his trance, he even manage to hug Kurt back and when he turns to Kevin to greet him too, the italien boy just smirks at him and throwing him a wink before he offers him a high five and walks into the house.
Inside Kurt is quick to find Sam or actually the blond boy is quick to find him. "Hole sweet mother earth, you look like sex." Sam says out loud and Kurt blushes and tries to hide his face in his hands. "Hey, no hiding. You know i always enjoyed your way of , but this.. this is.. Wow. just wow." Sam says and walks around him, laughing when Kurt hits him on the shoulder.
"He is right, you look quite sexy." Annabel agrees, as she walks over and hugs Kurt hello.
"Can we talk about something else other than how i look?" Kurt asks and accepts the glass of cola, Casper offers him as he comes over.
"Sure. how was the ride?" The red haired boy asks and takes a sip of his own glass.
"It was.. Okay." Kurt says and looks down at his feet.
"You smell different." Casper says and takes one step closer to Kurt. "Did you smoke?"
"Ehm.." Kurt says and turns away as Casper comes closer.
"That's not healthy." Annabel say with her hands placed at her hips.
"I know that, okay." Kurt hisses and walks away, but Casper is right behind him.
"We only wants what's best for you." Casper explains and places his hand on Kurt's shoulder, which make Kurt sigh. "I know that. It's just.."
"Just what Kurt? You have acted different since Kevin started, you don't want to hang out with any of us anymore and you always drives with him after school, on his stupid bike and now you smell like him too.. I mean cigarettes Kurt? Come on, don't do that." Casper continues.
"Kevin is a good guy." Kurt tries to defend.
"I know that. But don't forget us, just because you're fascinated by his badboy image." Casper says and Kurt turns around to look at him. "I don't know why i feel attracted to him." He admits.
"Well we already agreed days ago that he is hot. So that's probably why.. But other than that just look out okay."
"Thanks." Kurt answers and opens his arms and hug Casper.
"What about Sebastian ?" Caper asks as they part and one look into Kurt's blue eyes, makes him regret he asked that question. "He doesn't know about him, does he?"
Kurt shakes his head. "No." He leans forward and rest his head against Casper's shoulder. "I don't know how to tell him honestly. I mean things between me and him is finally going great, we're back to talking and having fun when we're hanging out."
"But you aren't really talking with him, if you keep secrets from him." Casper says, but Kurt doesn't say anything back, so he let the topic be. For now.
It's around midnight, when one of the girls turns down the music and suggest that they should play a game. There is a lot of suggestions for what to play, spin the bottle, 7 minutes in heaven, but in the end they agree to play a version of five by five. They call the game three by three, the ones who wants to be part of the game will put their names in a bowl and then one name will be picked and that person has to go into a room and wait. Then three other names will be chosen from the bowl and one by one they will go into the room where the person is seated, waiting. Whatever they do in there is completly up to them, but they will have 15 minutes alone, before someone will tap the door and the next person will enter.
Kurt looks to his left and see Sam eagerly scribbling down his name, as he winks to one of the girls there and throws his name into the bowl.
"Are you gonna join?" Annabel asks from beside him and Kurt looks at her, seeing how she is holding two pieces of paper and a pen in her hand.
"I don't know." Kurt says and looks at how Kevin puts a paper in the bowl too.
"You told me you and Sebastian agreed that you should enjoy your teenage years right?" She asks and hands Kurt one of the papers as she starts to write her own name on the other paper. "We did yes." Kurt agrees and takes the pen from her when she hands it to him.
"Well, maybe this is one of those things you have to enjoy." She says and turns her whole body around and looks directly in his eyes. "Beu do this for you Kurt. Not for Sebastian or anybody else. Just you."
Kurt smiles and leans forward to hug her. "Thank you." He whispers and quickly scribbles his name down on the paper and walks over to put it in the bowl.
"Okay. So all of you who wants to join this game have now put your names in here. So let the fun begin." The same girl who suggested the game in the first place annonces and all hold their breaths as she picks the first name. "Tish." She reads and Kurt recognize the girl who raises her hand, from one of Casper's classes. She walks into to one of the guestrooms and closes the door.
"Okay and now we will get to see who will join her." Someone makes a catcall and another one makes a kissing noise. "Robert." The girl being in charge of the bowl reads and a blonde haired tall guy steps forward and smiles before he turns to the room where Tich entered only 1 minute ago. "15 minutes." The bowl girl says and Robert gives her the thumbs up.
"Isn't there some other room we can use too?" Sam asks, after what must have been only 5 minutes. All looks back at Casper for an answer.
"Ehm, we can use my room a guess."
"Cool." Sam says and mentions for the bowl girl to continue, she grins and pulls out another name. "Kurt!"
"What?" Kurt squicks. Because that can't be right, there is so many names in that bowl, so his name can't be the second one to be picked.
"The room awaits." The bowl girl says and smiles at him and Kurt starts to walk slowly towards where he knows Casper's room is.
When he enters the room, he quickly closes the door and turns around to rest up against it. He is sure he is having a minor panic attack, because clearly he hadn't thought this trough. Is he actually going to kiss someone? And who will it be? Kevin? Casper? Someone else? What if it is another boy who will knock on the door in a minute and he only likes girls, will they just talk then? And what if it's someone who expects Kurt to make out with him, but he doesn't want to? It's not like he have a lot of experience, he only ever kissed Sebastian and not really like that… There is a knock on the door and Kurt scrambles away to open it and swallows as he does.
"You!" He says and let the boy enter.
"Yeah, sorry to disappoint."
"You never disappoint, i just think a had a minor panic attack." Kurt says and walks over to sit down on the bed.
The boy who just entered, sits down beside him and leans in close. "So what should we do?" He asks and wiggles his eyebrows, which make Kurt laugh and shows him away.
"You're ridiculous."
"Yep, but i'm your best friend so you must like me anyway."
Kurt smiles "You know i do Sam."
Sam stand up and does a little victory dance, but stops and holds out his hand. "Dance with me?"
"Okay" Kurt agrees and gets up, he expects Sam to continue his little silly victory dance from before, but the blond boy surprises him as he settles his arms around Kurt's waist instead.
"You want to dance like this?" Kurt asks and settles his own hands around Sam's neck.
"Sure i do. It's not everyday i get to dance like this with you."
"What do you mean?" Kurt asks ans looks up into Sam's eyes.
Sam grins and swirls him around one time, before he answers. "We don't get to hang out just the two of us and i miss it. There is always someone with us, Casper or Sebastian and these last weeks Kevin have been there too. So, what I say is, yes I want to dance like this with you, because then i know you won't run away."
"I would never run away from you, Sam." Kurt whispers.
"I know. I just miss my friend." Sam whispers back and hugs Kurt against his chest.
Kurt breathes out, because he have missed this too. "I missed my best friend too." He says and looks up at Sam.
"Good. Then dance with me." Sam says and flashing his eyelashes.
"I actually never had the thought, that you would enter this room." Kurt confesses and continues when Sam just smiles at him. "I had a minor panic attack about who would enter, but the scenarios in my head was more like, what if that person wanted me to kiss him and what I would do then, because i haven't exactly had that much experience in that topic."
"You never kissed someone?" Sam asks, surprise taking over his voice and Kurt looks up at him. "Not like that.. I only ever kissed Sebastian and that is sometime ago and i'm not really sure if that counts, because i wasn't that old and it wasn't like we made out or anything.. So i actually ever only kissed one person and i'm not sure if I even did it right." Kurt rambles and laughs a little when he continues. "I'm actually feeling a little nervous, because I only kissed one person and what if the second person i kiss is someone who think i'm bad at it? Or someone who can feel that i'm nervous? Or think that i don't have much experience, because what i'm doing is clearly telling her or him that i haven't kissed another person like that? And what if.." Kurt is silenced when i pair of lips touches his and for a small second he frezzes, but then he feels himself relax and he can feel how Sam smiles into the kiss, so he kisses back. It's not making out, far from it. It's not passionate or hot, It's just two friend sharing a kiss.
"I'm sorry." Sam whispers and rest his head against Kurt's. "You just freaked out and I didn't know what to do, so i thought about what i could do and only one thing came to my mind."
"To kiss me?" Kurt laughs and leans up to leave a kiss on Sam's cheek.
"Yeah" The blond boy confesses and blushes. "I mean, i don't like it when you freak out, because i don't like seeing you stress like that. And i thought if I kissed you, then you would have double the experience you had before i kissed you and it's not like i'm some creep who just wants to get my tongue down your throat or something like that.. I mean i think you're hot, but i'm not into guys like that.. But."
"Sam, stop talking." Kurt says and the blonde boy ducks his head and scratehces his hair. "Sorry."
"Don't say that. It was perfect." Kurt says and gives him a smile.
Sam grins and waggles his eyebrows. "Perfect?" He repeats and ducks his head when Kurt tries to smack him.
"You're impossible." Kurt says and squeals when Sam just lifts him up and twirls him around. "Yep, but I'm your best friend, so you like me anyway." Sam answers and both of them laughs.
Only seconds after there is a knock on the dor. "Kurt? The second person is here, so send Sam out."
"Shit i almost forgot." Kurt whispers and looks back at the door.
"Don't worry." Sam soothes him as he walks over to the door "It's gonna be okay."
"I hope so." Kurt agrees. "Thank you, Sam."
Sam turns around and flashes him a smile, when he turns the doorknob. "That what friends are for." Then he opens the door and walks out.