I hurt myself today
To see I still feel
I focused on the pain
The only thing that's real
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She was a failure - it was true. Everything she ever tried to do she failed at. Walking away was a necessity, she knew that, but she missed the status more than anything. She missed being a "plus one" when she was asked to functions, now she was back to her lonely self.
Her heart hurt, not because she was missing him, but because she was alone, the one thing she was scared of. Letting her true feelings out instead of being masked in the relationship status she carried around.
She hurt and was scared to call the one person who could fix it, the one she truly loved.