She arrived to his quarters, she was angry, she wanted to fight him but she stopped herself. Instead, she focused completely on her escape plan. That was it she wasn't staying a day more in that place ruled by crazies.

The door opened and she came in. His voice was deep and husky

- Rey, come here.

Rey entered hesitating, slowly; she felt a weird tension and her mood changed completely

- Yes?

She asked as she entered his bedroom, lights were dim; he was wearing black pants, no shirt and he was approaching her slowly like a predator until he was dangerously near. Rey suddenly became aware of his pale skin, toned muscles intense dark brown eyes and full lips but shook her head to erase her thoughts; she was still angry and sad about Matt.

She couldn't understand what was different tonight, she had seen him topless a million times before and felt nothing, she didn't know how to explain it but suddenly all she wanted was to kiss him, feel him. And he could sense it, even without the help of the force, it was notorious in her shaky movements, the way she was acting shy all of a sudden around him instead of arrogant as usual.

- You know, he said as he reached dangerously close to her face I was thinking about you the whole day...

She could sense his fresh breath too near it was driving her crazy. He started getting his face closer to hers their lips were almost touching he still had a calm expression in his face while she was falling apart, eyes strongly shut, trembling knees and an expression in her face.

- Did you think about me too? I missed you Rey…

He stopped to contemplate her for a moment and he couldn't help but think she was so cute, he felt powerful by making her so nervous and vulnerable, he couldn't stand it anymore so he kissed her softly; she suddenly opened her eyes and tried to back off but he hold her face firmly

- Don't fight me Rey, you are adorable, his voice was almost a whisper

She gave up, his voice was hypnotic and she realized that, in fact, she liked Kylo Ren. Rey closed her eyes and shyly kissed him back she was starting to enjoy their kiss; she tasted like honey and he tasted like mint, his tongue asking for access. Their once innocent soft kiss was now a passionate French kiss, their breaths were beginning to agitate when suddenly, Rey broke the kiss

- Kylo… I… her voice breathy, I don't think we should be doing this…

- Why not? He leaned for another kiss. You don't like it?

- I do, she tried to answer in between the kisses it's just that, I don't know how…

This time it was Kylo who broke their kiss

- Are you trying to tell me this was your first kiss?

Rey nodded ashamed

- Don't worry, I understand…

He stared at her for a little while which made her nervous

- What is it?

- Nothing, it's just that… you are so innocent, so sweet. I want you Rey…

He approached her for another kiss this time Rey didn't fight him, she let him kiss her and actually kissed him back

- I don't want to make you do anything you don't want to, he said while breaking their kiss again and staring directly into her eyes

- But… I want to do this, Kylo she said kissing him again

They French kissed for a while, then he started to go down with his lips through her neck, she let out a sweet short moan that was enough to drive Kylo Ren crazy. He wanted her, he needed her and he didn't know for how long he would be able to have her, he was so afraid to lose her... He ran his hand through her chest cupping her breast while looking straight at her eyes; he saw panic so he kissed her to calm her down

- Trust me

She let him touch her; she was feeling aroused and noticed wetness between her legs

- Allow me to make you feel good

She nodded, he removed her coat and tossed it somewhere on the floor then started to lower the zipper of her dress and it pooled around her feet.

- You are so beautiful Rey…

She blushed and lowered her gaze while slightly smiling

- May I?

She wasn't sure about anything but she loved what she was feeling so she nodded not sure about what she had just agreed to.

Kylo unclasped her bra and let it fall, then he took his lips to her nipple and started licking slowly at first she moaned softly then he started sucking and slightly biting, this was sending sensations through Rey's whole body she couldn't help it but moan louder, her moans echoed in Kylo's quarters and somewhere deep in his heart.

Kylo then kissed her lips again and carried her to his bed, he positioned himself on top

- It's not fair, Rey said in a breathy voice

- What?

- I'm almost naked but you are still wearing pants

Kylo smirked while taking of his pants

- Now we are even

Rey rolled over so that she was on top, she wasn't sure about what she was doing but she wanted to touch him so badly. She started kissing his lips while her hands explored his firm torso; she enjoyed the feeling of his strong muscles, his arms and his chest. She started kissing his neck while her hands were going lower and lower when suddenly, his strong hands caught her wrists

- Rey stop

- Did I did something wrong? She panicked

- No, but if you continue I don't know if I'll be able to control myself, I want to make you mine, completely… But I need to know if you agree

- I want to be yours Kylo she told him with a sweet look in her eyes

Kylo freed her hands and she continued with her path full of curiosity, she felt his hardness though his black tight boxer and suddenly removed her hand as if she had touched something that burnt

- Don't be afraid

Kylo took her hand and guided her to his harden member

- Do it like this

He started stroking himself with her hand to show her how to do it, her eyes were sparkling

- It's so big and hard…

He laughed he couldn't help but find her extremely cute but his laughter was quickly replaced with a moan, He didn't wanted to finish so soon so he stopped her

- My turn

He sat up to face her then he softly pushed her so that she would be lying on her back with her legs folded and open; he slowly removed her panties and started rubbing her clit, after a little while she was almost screaming

- You are so wet

- Kylo! she cried

He couldn't help but smile he felt proud that he was able to make her feel this good

- You like it?

- Yes, her voice was breathy

- Good he said seductively

He removed his moist finger and took it to his mouth

- You taste delicious

Rey didn't know what to answer; she still felt the waves of pleasure through her whole body. Kylo then inserted his index finger inside her and she let out a yelp

- Sorry, did I hurt you?

- A little…

- Ok we'll do it slower, just try to relax

He kissed her while slowly inserting his finger deeper into her

- You are so tight, he muttered against her lips

Rey moan in pleasure and not anymore from pain

- How do this feels?

- So good she moaned

Kylo started massaging her clit with his thumb this drove Rey crazy who started moaning loudly, Kylo then inserted another finger but it didn't hurt her any more

When he was sure she was enough dilated he was ready to penetrate her… to take her virginity, to make her his.

- Turn around

She obeyed and Kylo pushed her on her knees so that he was positioned at her back while she was leaning in all fours, he started rubbing his member against her entrance

- Uhm, so good she moaned

- Tell me if it hurts

Those words made Rey panic

- Shh, relax

He kissed her back and position himself to finally enter her, he pushed himself in and Rey cried from pain

- Relax, he said in a Husky voice

He pushed a little more and then stopped to allow her to adjust to his size, once he was sure she was comfortable he pushed more until he was fully inside her, he gave her another moment to adjust and when he was sure her pain was gone he started thrusting; at first at a slow pace but then more violently, full of passion causing Rey to scream from pleasure

- Kylo, Oh my god

- Yes say my name Rey

- Kylo… Kylo Ren!

He felt her orgasm, her strong contractions stroking his member; he couldn't hold his own back any longer and he finished, inside her.

They lay together for a moment, trying to catch their breaths when suddenly Rey sat up and separated her body from his as she began to cry, she felt terrible with herself, she had Matt in her mind and either way she gave herself to his murdered…

- Rey, what happens? What's wrong?

He tried to hug her but she pushed him back, sobbing

- Don't touch me, monster

Kylo had no idea of what was happening; he was genuinely surprised and confused by her behavior

- My friend… Matt, you killed him…

Damn it, so that was it… again with that ridiculous Matt thing, he thought as he rolled his eyes, luckily Rey didn't see him

- Rey, I didn't killed Matt, he said in a soothing voice

- But, but you said he was dead and his glasses…

- It's ok baby trust me

He hugged her and this time she didn't flinched, actually she loved the way he was calling her baby and her sobbing was beginning to stop

- I… know this might sound weird; he started speaking while she was lying against his chest, but… I was forced to work as a radar technician as a punishment for, breaking equipment, he sounded ashamed, so I wore those glasses, blonde wig and called myself Matt so that no one would recognize me

- You got to be kidding, Rey separated herself from his chest and arched an eyebrow as she looked at him, do you really think I would believe that story?

- It's not a story, it's the truth! If it wasn't, then how can you explain the bed makeover, the rose and the card?

Rey said nothing while she thought of an answer

- Matt told me that he talked to you about me… I mean Zazil and that you said…

- That you deserved those gifts for your excellent work… Rey I lied, Matt lied because Matt was/is me

Rey was still hesitating whether to believe him or not when he spoke again

- Do you seriously think that Starkiller Base would hire such a mediocre technician as Matt? Rey, I didn't even know where to find a damn calcinator…

This time Rey laugh at the logic of his words and he was happy to see her smile again, she hugged him tightly, leaning back to his chest

- We should go to the arcade room again someday, she said, her voice was sleepy

- Promise I'll take you soon, he kissed her forehead and they both fell asleep together in his huge and soft bed