Memories
ATTENTION! I DO NOT OWN D. GRAY MAN OR ANY OF IT'S CHARACTERS!
D. GRAY-MAN BELONGS TO HOSHINO KATSURA!
Chapter V
He couldn't stand, this was the first time that happened. No matter how much he was wounded before, he was always healed when he came here, but now he wasn't. His legs were paralysed.
'What is this? Why can't I move?' His voice sounded weird, like he just stopped crying, suffocated in tears. But he didn't cry. He did never cry.
Tsch.
There were blossoms everywhere. When he was a little child, there was only one, but he had grown and also the number of flowers did.
Within the distance of ten meters, a flower burst open and a sparkle was released.
'Goddammit! Stupid flower! I can't walk you now?' He started using bad language, and dragged his body towards it. While cursing, he remarked that he had a stupid desire to know more about his past.
And that desire gave him power to move.
When he touched the sparkle, full of self-confidence, there was a huge beam of light, raising up towards the sky.
The beam expanded and shaped a screen.
'Come on! Let me see what that Exorcist wanted to say the previous time just before that Moyashi woke me up and killed my childhood friend!'
Lenalee won't come back again. He was back, Link was back, but a dead person couldn't be revived. She died in the claws of that goddamned Noah, just as general Cross said.
"If you become the fourteenth, you'll have to kill someone you care about."
And now, Neah had taken him over for just a second and his prediction had already came true.
What if Allen was going to kill another person? Who was the next one? Was he? He didn't hope so.
He first wanted to discover everything about his past. Then, he would decide if he wanted to live further.
Suddenly his attention was cough by the screen. A fragment of his memories started playing.
'Finally, that took a long time.'
What he hoped to see (what the Exorcist wanted to say), stayed a dream. 'cause this time the four men had already arrived at the Black Order.
'Where the fuck are we?'
'We call it the Dark Order, the Black Order, Black or Dark Organization, and often even home.'
'Home?' The teen joked. 'A home is supposed to be warm and cosy, this building is just totally freaked out. Cold, dark, and so goddamned ugly I can't even look at it! It's horrible!'
'It's your new home.'
'I don't need a new home! My old one was good! But no, you guys had to take it from me! Bring me to this isolated place witch a dangerous train that can cost your life! I wish I could die!'
Our Kanda, the watching one, raised an eyebrow. Exactly seven years later, he would die from an Akuma-attack. Ironic?
Fate was testing him. In this life again. In his previous life, he had made faults, he had challenged fate and he had lost, he died. But now, he got a second chance, he won't make the same faults twice. He won't lose this game.
He focused back on the screen.
'Kanda, calm down.'
'Don't tell me what I've to do!'
One of the Exorcists grabbed the teen's arm. 'Hey, boy, calm down okay? Stay a month, if you then still want to end your life, then I'll do it for you.'
'Fine.' Barked Kanda.
They followed a path to the building in silence. The only they that could be heard was the sound of their footsteps on the rocks.
This department of the Black Order looked a lot like the Headquarters, in Europe. But this was Asia, Headquarters was almost a hundred meters higher and also a lot smaller.
"In this department were only five Exorcists."thought the grown up Kanda.
Now there were no. 'Cause of the proofs on Second Exorcists, Central had decided to bring all the compatible users to the Headquarters.
And he, Yu Kanda, was the only one who had survived the experiments. He was the only remaining Second Exorcist that was still alive. Almost a year ago, he had killed Alma Karma, also a Second Exorcist, but they (Central) had transplanted a piece of the Akuma Egg in him, in order to create Thirds. Exorcists who weren't compatible with Innocence, they were half Akuma and did cannibalism to kill other Akuma. But the Millennium Earl had made Alma Karma gone wild and Yu had to kill him. His only "nakama". The soul of the woman he loved.
A tear shined in the corner of his eye. He would never forgive the Order what they had done to Alma. And even now he had returned, he did still hate the way the Order treated innocent people.
A door opened in the giant building.
'Honey, we're home!' Called Edgar.
A woman that Kanda remembered to be Tui (Edgars wife and Bak Chan's mother) came out of a room and embraced her fiancé. They kissed long and full with passion. Like Ed had been on a journey for months. Not just two or three days.
The teen turned around, arms crossed. He didn't want to see that. It made him remember the way his parents were, when they were younger and they didn't lost three of their children. Brothers and sisters of him.
'Oh, sorry.' Edgar said, scratching his head and smiling.
'Just do if you want, this is your home.'
'Also yours Yu.'
'Do. Not. Call. Me. By. That. Name.'
'Why not? I think it's a nice name.' Tui said, kissing her almost-husband again.
'It's a Chinese name for a GIRL!'
'Wait, then, why do you have a girl's name?'
'Because my parent thought they were going to have a daughter when my mother was pregnant of me. But then, it turned out to be me, a boy. But I was their last child and they didn't want to change the name, 'cause they really liked it. So I was called Yu.' The teen explained.
'So you have that name just because your parents thought you would be a little girl?
'Yeah.'
'Then weren't that wrong in that way.' Edgar said.
Everyone started laughing at the same moment.
The teen smiled. 'You don't want to know how many times I heard that joke before.'