(A:N: Alright it took me forever just to get seven reviews so I really thought that my story sucked. Anyways a deal's a deal so here you go. I am giving my last five chapters. You'll see why it's the last five at the end of chapter twenty one. Thanks to those who reviewed.)

Songs: I never told you-Colbie Caillat

Shakira-don't bother

Taylor swift-sparks fly

Shakira-eyes like yours

Making my way over to the couch, with phone in hand I knew that this conversation was the one that will change my life one way or another. My mom was all I had. My dad, well I never net him because he left my mom when I was born. There were times when I wish that he was here but then again I didn't. I only saw two pictures of him. He never called and he didn't send any money for child support. Sad right? Well I believe in karma. Anyways, it was Sunday and I waited on my mom to pick up. It was a day off for her and it was now 8:59. When it went to her voicemail I hung up and tried again.

(A/N: I'm going to put this conversation in English b/c it would be faster.)

"Hello?"

"Hey ma, it's me. How are you doing?"

"Luna! I haven't heard from you for some time now. You had me worried!"

I doubted that because she would have called or something. Once again it proves of my relationship with my mom. I could have been kidnapped, raped, and then left on the side of the road for all she cared.

"I'm good, well as much as I can be, like I'm really happy here that I forget to call. I even forgot to call my friends, but they're probably as busy as I am right now. Just wanted to call in so you won't think I was dead." I fake laughed. Man, if I didn't call ever would she hunt me down? I just wanted to stay here.

"Good, good."

"Listen, ma…..I want to stay here in Forks…."

"What! No! Of course not! Are you crazy? You need to come back here in three weeks. What about your sisters?"

She says that because I'm her personal babysitter. I take care of his and her daughters. When I don't take care of them suddenly I am the most selfish person in the world who only thinks about herself. Come on, I am in high school with AP and honors classes, hoping to get into two sports next year as well as dual enrollment and I have a part time job but apparently she doesn't get that I'm exhausted by the end of the day.

I loved my first little sister but the second one was a drag, even though supposedly she was a second me. The first one was in her terrible twos and the second was three months old, in my opinion she needs a LOT of attention which I don't have time to give.

"But ma, I love it here. Maybe if you send my transcripts over here or something I go to school here and you can be happy knowing that I'm happy….." I crossed my fingers. Her next words would determine my future.

"NO! I'll see you in three weeks. BYE!"

And she hung up. I sighed and threw the phone to the wall. Who was she to do this? I wanted to stay here because it felt like I belonged. I played my iPod dock and pushed play.

Jayme Dee-Rules (from the hunger games soundtrack. I love the cd!)

I sang along to the song with tears streaming down my face. I know, I looked horrible but hey I wasn't waiting for anyone special. My knight in shining armor was probably just a retard in tin foil. Just then my doorbell rang and I wiped away the tears away as fast as I can.

I wasn't in the mood for any girl scout cookies right now, wait no! I lied. I could use some peanut butter and chocolate cookies right now. I turned the knob to reveal Jacob smiling down at me with the biggest smile in the world. That was until he fully saw me. His smile turned into a look of concern in no time and I was soon questioned by the FBI, aka Jake.

"Who hurt you? Why are you crying? How long have you been like this? You look horrible, not bad I mean you always look beautiful, what I mean to say is…..that you…."

"Jake shut up and sure whatever. What do you want?"

"I wanted to see how you were doing."

"Jake, look into my eyes and you'll see how I'm doing"

"You look great Luna…" he said with the most fakest smile ever! I laughed because I was always one for sarcasm; it was just funny to me. I looked up to Jake to see that he was smiling very brightly, like he just won the lottery just by hearing me laugh. I never thought I would say these words.

"Do…you want to come in Jake?" He didn't need to be told twice because he was already lounging on my couch. What if….no! No dirty thoughts. You can't be with him. You heard your mom! Damn my mental emotions. He looked over to me, I was still by the front door so I closed it and walked over to where he sat and sat on the far end of the sofa. He saw this and scooted closer to me.

"Come on Luna, I don't bite." He kept coming closer until we were both hip to hip. All of his jokiness faded away and he pulled my chin up with his index finger. He started to lean in and I was 99.99% sure he was going to kiss me so I closed my eyes, when I didn't feel anything I opened my eyes and saw that he was just staring at me, searching my eyes.

"Luna, what happened?"

"What do you mean?" I was good at playing dumb and I had the face for it. I've been described as cute many times. I wanted to see if it worked on Jake. I also knew how to change the subject completely.

"I mean why were you crying earlier?"

"I was having a mental breakdown….it happens to a lot of girls and it's completely random. No harm done."

"Luna, stop lying. I can tell whether a person lies or not and quite frankly I just see through these lies. Now tell me what happened."

What! Jake can see through me! Was I losing my talent in lying? Maybe I should change the subject.

"Would you like something to eat? Hey Jake I see you finally wore a shirt." It was true. I usually saw him in cutoffs and he was shirtless, not that I was complaining but the Jake that sat next to me now was wearing a forest green t-shirt and long blue jeans, an upgrade I must say.

"Nice try, as hungry and handsome as I look I still didn't get my question answered. I stood up from the couch and yelled, "What do you want me to say, Jake! The truth? I doubt you want to hear it but here it is: I'm going back to the hell-hole I call my home and there is nothing I can do about it!" I was crying so badly that it was downright embarrassing. He walked over to me and pulled me into his arms and he didn't say anything, we both didn't.

"As much as I don't want you to go back, it's best for you. You do live there and it is where you've been your whole life." I pulled away and looked into his eyes which held sadness and sorrow, like he just watched his best friend die in front of him or something.

"I don't want to go Jake, I feel like I belong here. Maybe it's the imprinting talking but I lo-…like you a lot." I wasn't going to admit that I loved him yet. I fall in love easily and I always know when it's right.

"You're 16; of course you're going back. I love you Luna, a lot but I wouldn't want to be the reason that your parents came hunting you down." Hold up, Jake just said he loved me! I didn't want to leave him like that bitch Bella did. I wanted to make him and everyone happy.

"I just need to convince my mom. She'll understand hopefully. I'll be back here one day again Jake, soon. I promise, just don't find another girl to replace me when I'm gone."

"Never, it'll be you, forever and always."