Hey guys another chapter :) total of 4 today. I am actually about to start on 17 because the muse is allowing me to get things out. So I will try to get it up tonight. If not? Always tomorrow. But I only own Jade, Jordana, Ava, and the unborn twins :P Read and Enjoy..Read and REVIEW PLZ

Jordana ran her hand through her hair as she stared at Ava who was in the back yard with her dad unaware of the events that had taken place. She stared through the window over the sink and touched her stomach.

"Those bullets were meant for me." Jade said causing her sister to jump. "I never let anybody drive my car and I shouldn't have let her that day."

Jordana put some of her hair behind her ear and looked at her.

"You don't know that Jade." Jordana said walking over to her sister. "You have no proof." She added.

"Let's see, my car is fucked up and full of bullet holes." Jade said looking at her. "Donna is dead because of me. Ellie and Kenny have no mother because of me."

Jordana took a deep breath and hugged her sister who was now crying. She went to say something but stopped as Ava let out a scream from the back yard and yelling was being heard between several men.

"Stay here." Jordana said looking at Jade.

Jade went to say something but stopped as her sister was already out the door. Jordana walked down the steps to see Juice, Opie, Tig, and Chibs all yelling.

"What the hell is going on?" Jordana asked as Ava remained sitting on her swing quiet only to be picked up by Tara who had slipped pasted Jordana and walked into the house.

"That bitch is responsible for Donna being dead!" shouted Opie as he pointed towards the house. "Your sister is the reason my wife is gone." He added.

Jordana looked at him with a raised eye brow.

"Do you have any proof of that Opie?" Jordana asked with a raised eye brow. "You can stand there all damn day and say that she is the reason. Nobody had a clue it was going to happen." She added.

"If that bitch would have been in that car that night my world would make damn since still and the world would be better off." shouted Opie.

Jordana let out a scream as Juice quickly charged after Opie. Jade quickly ran out the back door and over to the group of people that had gathered in her back yard.

"STOP IT!" shouted Jade as she got to where Jordana was. "MY GOD DAMNIT STOP IT!"

It appeared her yells had fallen on deaf ears so she let out a ear piecing scream that caused everybody to stop what they were doing and cover their ears.

"I know what the fuck happened you bloody damn biker bastard!" shouted Jade as she stared directly at Opie. "I know those bullets were meant for me my god you don't have to fucking tell me! I've had to deal with it since I damn found out that night."

Opie stared at her with eyes with mixtures of hate,anger, and sadness. Jade wiped tears away from her eyes as Jordana stood beside her sister.

"I had no dam fucking clue that anybody was after me other than those damn bitches who were after Jordana but they knew nothing of my car Opie." Jade said looking at him. "I wish I could go back to that damn day and do it over. I wish every minute I could be the one in Donna's place Opie. But I can't do that! I wish that I could help but I am the one who is hurting just like you."

"NO YOU AREN'T!" shouted Opie causing the set of twins to jump. "You have no damn clue what the fuck it's like to lose somebody you are in love with because of somebody's stupid mistake. You should have been the one who was murdered in cold blood not my wife."

Juice once more went to attack his brother but Tig and Chibs were able to get a hold of him and hold him back.

"That's enough." Jordana said looking at the of them. "This day isn't suppose to be able fighting and bitching about who should be alive and should be dead. Opie go home you kids need you today. We'll see you at the funeral."

Opie looked at Jade then at Jordana.

"I don't give a rats ass whose old lady you are Jordana." Opie said looking at her. "You defend your sister your just as much responsible for what happen to Donna."

Jordana took a deep breath then quickly slapped him across the face causing his head to turn sideway.

"Go the hell home." Jordana said looking at him. "I don't need my old man to defend me, I'm pregnant but I'm sure as hell capable of kicking your ass right now."

She pulled up her shirt to show she was hiding a gun beneath her shirt.

"Go home now before I end up using this." Jordana said putting her shirt back down. "I don't give a rats ass who sees." She added.

Opie stared at her then up at Tig who nodded at him. Opie quickly walked off leaving the other adults standing there at the back yard.

"Packing momma I like." Tig said wiggling his eye brows at Jordana.

"Eyes in your head you bloody horny dog." Chibs said as he let go of Juice.

Jordana shook her head as Jade quickly turned back around and walked into the house. Juice watched as she slammed the door.

"Go talk to her Juice, she won't listen to me." Jordana said looking at him. "I've tried for the last three days."

Juice nodded at her as he walked into the house with Tara and Ava walking out. Ava ran back to the swing set and Tara walked over to the adults but soon as Tara's back was turned Ava ran back into the house.

"Everything ok?" Tara asked as Chibs nodded his head.

"Things just need to smooth over and blow over," Jordana said nodding at her. "Come on Doc, we are going to go pay a visit to the man who was just here."

Chibs and Tig looked at the two of them raised eye brow.

"That damn will blow your head off." Tig said looking at her. "You seriously think for one second that man will think twice? If you do then your wrong sista."

Tara laughed a little bit and shook her head as Jordana grabbed her gun from up under her shirt. She turned it around and held it out in front of Chibs.

"We all know that he won't touch a unarmed pregnant woman and a doctor who can kill him with a needle." Jordana said with a deep breath. "We will be soon enough to get ready for the funeral." She added.

"You have stuff to kill?" Tig asked as Tara pulled a needle from her back pocket.

Jordana gave Tig a smile.

"You warn them any of them Tig I promise you no more unlimited trips to your lovely strip club." Jordana said with a bright smile.

He just nodded at her as the two women walked off leaving Chibs and Tig standing there.

"I can see why you like her." Tig said looking at Chibs. "She is a MILF, a bitch, and a go getter."

"Shut up." Chibs said hitting the man upside his head as they walked out of the back yard the same direction as the females.

Juice looked at his daughter who was sitting in the living room looking up at him.

"Daddy is momma ok?" Ava asked looking up at him with her eyes mirroring his.

"Yea darling, I'm going to go talk to her so stay in here ok?" Juice said looking at her.

Ava nodded at him as he turned on the TV handing her the remote. Juice walked into the bedroom and saw Jade laying on the bed curled up in a ball trying to control her breathing and tears.

"It's ok baby." Juice said as he kicked his boots off and crawled into the bed behind her.

Jade rolled over to face him as he started down at her and wiped some tears away off of her cheeks. He pulled her closer to him and put his head on top of hers.

"I don't want them to hate me." Jade said breathing heavy. "If I could change spots with Donna I would."

Juice looked a head as he kissed her head.

"I know you would." Juice said just above a whisper. "I know darling."

Jade held onto him as he held onto her tighter.