Chapter Four

"Jasmine, don't cry." Dean said reaching out for my shoulder I moved back I thought he was going to stop hurting me he said he would stop.

"I'm sorry you know I love you Jasmine you need to start doing what I say it's your fault." He reached out for my hand and grabbed it I didn't remove my hand because I didn't want him to get mad at me he put his hand on my chest I winced and moved back away from him.

"Jasmine let me see where it's hurting." He begged I shook my head in fear of what else he would do to me.

"Jasmine I know you don't want me to get angry but your really starting to." He said and walked closer to me I started to cry why do I always do this to myself.

"I'm sorry I won't do it again just don't do this Dean you said you love me if you love me you won't do it." I pleaded he shook his head and moved closer to to me all I did after that was Scream.

I shot up from bed I felt sweat all over my body and tears in my eyes and I was breathing rapidly I took deep breaths really slowly and counted to ten I looked at the time and saw that it was two am at least this time I didn't scream.

I would usually wake up at this time to crying babies God I miss them I miss the way Hannah would scrunch her nose when she was sleeping and the way Luke would do this little cute gurgle when I fed him at night.

I stood up from bed and opened my door I looked if there was anyone was there no one seemed to be there they must be all sleeping I stepped down stairs walking towards the kitchen I opened the door and said a small scream and fell over.

"Sorry are you Ok?"Johnny asked rapidly he helped my up I nodded and dusted myself off he gave me a warm smile and led me to a seat.

"What are you doing up this late?" He asked me I shrugged not really wanting to answer the question.

"I could ask you the same question." I said he nodded and got two cups from the cupboard and filled them with milk I raised my eyebrow to him.

"I figured you wanted one your throat sounded dry." He said I thanked him and took a sip of milk.

"I think I know where May-Li keeps the Oreos if your hungry." Johnny said the exact same time my stomach grumbled he smiled and went to the cupboard and grabbed a packet of Oreos and a plate.

"Do you like Oreos I could-" He started to say but I cut him off.

"It's alright Oreos are my favourite." I cut in I took one from the plate and twisted it then licked the inside Johnny looked at me then a smirk was plastered on his face.

"What?" I asked he shook his head no saying anything I carried on eating my Oreo but he was still smirking.

"Really tell me I wanna know." I said he shook his head smirking before he could tell me.

"That isn't how you eat an Oreo well isn't the right way." He said as a matter of fact kind of way.

"Wait don't tell me your a-" He cut me off.

He took an Oreo then he said "Yes I'm a dunker." and dunked in into his milk then took a bite out of it.

"How can you dunk twisting is way better." I said snobby he looked at me with total shock at what I said.

"Dunking is so much better then twisting and way more easier."

"Twisting is more fun."

"It's all about the Dunk."

"It's all about the Twist."

He grabbed another Oreo and dunked it into his milk then ate it I narrowed my eyes at him he smiled and for a second I did too but quickly replaced it with a neutral expression.

"You should smile more It looks good on you." He nodded I felt my cheeks heat up I put my hands on my face to try and cover up but I couldn't stop smiling Johnny started chuckling.

"Stop it."

"I like getting you worked up you look cute."

"I'm gonna go to bed." I embarrassedly said and stood up and walked out of the Kitchen I walked back in and put my head around the door.

"By the way thanks for the Oreo's and milk and don't forget to Twist." I said He rolled his eyes I giggled and went back upstairs to my room I crawled into bed and drifted of to sleep thinking about Dunking and Twisting Oreo's but mostly Twisting.

Later That Day

"Jasmine we were wondering if you would like to go into town with us?" Tee asked I looked at her with a confused expression why would she or anyone else want to go into town with me I don't look like the let's go shopping type I'm not even the let's go shopping type I would rather read a book then go shopping.

"She would love to go just wait downstairs." May-Li said appearing out of nowhere Tee went downstairs.

"I don't think I wanna go shopping with Tee or whoever is going too." I shrugged May-Li looked at me then sat down beside me on my bed.

"Why not it would be a good bonding experience and you could see what this place has to offer." May-Li urged.

I sighed "I guess I could -" I started.

"Splendid let's go tell the girls." May-Li cut me off and speeded off out of the room.

"Jasmine aren't you coming." May-Li called out I sighed and jogged down the stairs when I got there I saw Tyler, Bailey and Johnny watching television Johnny introduced me to everyone this morning.

Johnny eyes landed on me he motioned me over with his hand I gave him a confused look he motioned me over again and patted on the seat next to him as if to ask me to sit next to him I shook my head he motioned my over again with his hand then patted on the seat then he imitated with his hands me and him talking I smiled then he smiled.

He stood up and walked over to me with his arms crossed and stood in front of me then he motioned the seat where he was sitting and made a face as if telling me why didn't I come over.

"Sorry I didn't understand a word you were saying as if nothing at all was coming out of your mouth." I said and gasped jokingly he rolled his eyes I crossed my arms and raised my eyebrow.

"And anyway I can't come and sit down I'm going to town." I explained.

"By yourself ? do you even know the way to town I'll come with you let me just-" Johnny rushed and was about to go upstairs I cut him off.

"No I'm not going by myself I'm going with Tee and someone else when she invited me she said would you like to go to town with us." I said stopping him from doing anything then he looked at me with relief almost like he cared about me and where I was going.

Why would he care about me it's not like I mean anything to him no one ever did anyway maybe my life would have been better if someone did but I can't change the way people feel about me all I can say to the people who do care is that your wasting your time.

And anyway I'm only focused on Hannah and Luke and won't let anyone get in the way of that.