Hello everybody! I am not sure if this is going to be last chapter before on go on vaca but I think I might be able to do either one or two more. Depends on how things go Sunday. But instead of listing all the people I own, I'll say this from now on. I own the people who do NOT appear on SOA at all. The Ocs belong to me. So I hope you guys like it! Read and Review Read and Enjoy because this story is about to heat up :)

"Excuse me?" Jade said as she turned around once she reached the porch.

Juice got closer to her and stared up at her.

"Marry me."

Jade just stared at him with a small smirk on her face.

"Are you retarded?" Jade asked as he stared at her. "Did you fall and bump your head?"

"No." replied Juice shaking his head.

Jade leaned her crutches against the the railing as she held onto it as she stared down at him.

"You just confessed to me that you cheated on me while I was in a coma with some two bit slut who will take any cock that is willing to get her closer to Jax." Jade replied with no emotion. "You aren't ready for marriage Juice by any means."

"I am too, if I didn't think I was ready I wouldn't be asking you."

Jade just shook her head as she looked away from him.

"You need to grow up first." Jade said looking at him. "You've got to realize that there is another person in our lives who is more important than either of us Juice. That's Ava. You can't keep fucking up and run back saying your sorry thinking it will fix it. I will NOT put my daughter through that. "

"I've changed! I needed time to think." Juice said as he walked up onto the porch. "I really didn't have time process everything. I come back from prison to find the woman I love with our daughter. I had to quickly fall into line! I didn't know what to do. When you were in coma and they wanted me to pull the plug. I couldn't be alone with Ava Jade. She looks too much like you."

Jade shook her head as she stared at him.

"Your missing the point," Jade said shaking her head as she leaned against the railing. "It does not matter if Ava looks like me or you. She still needed her father. It wasn't like I had a choice to fall in role as her mom. When her adopted parents died I was the one in the will who was to get her. I didn't know a damn thing about being a parent. I learned as I went. She didn't ask for any of this Juice. She didn't ask to be here. She was brought into the world by us. You need to realize that you ARE a father now. You can't fuck up and expect for you to say sorry and it's better. It don't work that way."

He went to say something else but Jade held her hand up to stop him.

"You are the love of my life you idiot." Jade said as she put a piece of her hair behind her ear. "You are the father of my daughter and I give you credit and hope because of those things. But I don't think I can bare another disappointment from you. You need to show me and Ava that we can depend on you. I don't want you to leave the club because I know it's what you wanted but I want you to prove to us that you won't let us down. And if and when you do make us realize that? I'll marry you. Til then? No."

Juice watched as she looked at him. She grabbed her crutches once more and walked into the house leaving him standing alone on the back porch. Jordana watched as her twin entered and Chibs walked out of the house.

"You really are a idiot." Chibs said walking past Juice and slapping him in the back of his head. "You knew that she wouldn't marry you."

"I had to try didn't I?" replied Juice with a shrug.

Chibs shook his head at him as Jordana walked outside holding Brandon on her hip. Juice looked up to see her as she walked closer to the two men.

"Don't say it." Juice said looking at her.

"I wasn't going to say anything." replied Jordana looking at him. "Minus I was going to ask if you are out of your damn mind."

Chibs quickly put his hand over Jordana's mouth causing her to look up at him with a upset look in her eyes.

"Leave it alone." Chibs said as he stared at her. "You can't protect her forever."

Jordana pushed her self away from the man she was in love with and stared at him.

"It's my job to protect her from people like him." Jordana said pointing at Juice who stared at her. "I thought he was the best person for her. But seeing what I've seen I couldn't agree more with Jade at this point. He is a no good bastard. He thinks he can do what he wants and say hes sorry and it's fine. I should have left her in Vegas."

"You are her sister not her body guard." Juice said looking at her. "You are one of those women who focus on protecting others you fail to see what is going on in your own life. You'd rather face facts for others then to deal with your own bullshit."

Jordana looked at him then at Chibs who had a blank expression on his face.

"I've my shit together unlike you," replied Jordana with a hiss. "I realized the time I found out I was pregnant that it wasn't about me anymore. No more me. It was them. As far as my life and the issues I've got, I wasn't aware that my life was any of your concern."

"Just like our life isn't your concern." Juice said staring at her. "This is between Jade and myself not Jade, me, and you. Stay out of Jordana."

Jordana stared at him as Juice stared at her.

"Why don't you ask your old man what he does when he is away and gets the need to have some pussy." Juice said before he could stop himself. "Because I'm damn sure if you do Jordana, your realize that your perfect world isn't so damn perfect."

Jordana turned quickly to look at Chibs who was now looking pissed off and staring at Juice who was leaving. Chibs went to say something but Jordana held her hand up.

"Don't." Jordana said shaking her head. "I can already guess, but I know it's the way of the club. What happens away stays away and some return with them. You knew how I felt about that because we spoke about it. You pretty much lied to me. Thanks."

She walked back into the house leaving Chibs standing there in the back yard alone.

"JUICE YOU IDIOT!" shouted Chibs as he stomped off towards the diction that Juice had went.

Gemma looked at Jordana as she walked into the house. Tara stood up from the floor and handed Brianna to her mother who was holding each on her side.

"I'm going to take the twins to their nursery for their nap." Jordana said looking at them. "Then once I get them laid down, I'm going to lay down. It's been a long day."

Gemma went to say something but stopped as Jordana disappeared down the hallway. Jade looked at the two of them and nodded.

"I can handle it here, you guys can go a head and do what ever you got to do." Jade said looking at them. "If we need something we'll call."

Tara picked up Abel from the floor and gathered his stuff from the floor putting them in his bag.

"Alright don't heist to call us." Gemma said as she hugged Jade as she headed towards the door. "I'll call maybe around six or so to check up."

"Ok mom." Jade said with a giggle.

Tara laughed as she hugged Jade. Jade returned the hug and kissed her cheek. Abel leaned forward causing the three women to giggle. Jade planted a kiss on his lips causing the boy squeal. Jade followed them to the door and waved as they walked to Tara's car. Jade closed the door and locked the two locks. She slowly went to the back door and locked it as well.

"This is to much to handle in one day." Jade said as she walked down the hallway.

Jordana looked up as she put Brianna down in her crib as Jade appeared in the door way.

"Are you ok?" asked Jade as she stood in the door way.

"I'm fine, just a lot of stuff has got me thinking." replied Jordana as she looked over at her son who was slowly falling asleep.

Jade watched as Jordana turned the baby monitor on then turned to look at her.

"I can't say I blame him." Jordana said nodding at her. "Since the twins were born it's hard for me to keep from being tired, I am no the same girl I was before. I use to be fun."

"Of course you've changed Jordana, your a mother now." Jade said as she moved out of the way letting her sister by. "What is going on?"

Jordana walked into her room and sat down on the bed putting her hands in hair.

"According to Juice, when they are out of town doing business he fucks other women then comes back to me as if nothing happened." Jordana said as she tried to control her breathing and crying. "I knew the way things worked when I got with Jax and Gemma told me how it worked. They would always cheat but I told him from the start I didn't want that. I wanted to be the only one. I love him Jade and he cheats on me with the sluts who can give him something I can't anymore. I don't have the flat stomach anymore. I'm always tired."

Jade sat down beside her and hugged her shoulders.

"Don't listen to Juice, he is a retarded." replied Jade trying to get her sister to laugh. "He'd lose his head if it wasn't attached his body."

Jordana just sighed as she put her head on Jade's shoulder.

"I could use a stiff drink." Jordana said looking a head in the mirror to see the two of them.