Chapter 18
It's official. The most embarrassing day of my life has come.
"Shut the fuck up, would you?" I groan, hiding my face in a pillow.
"B-But Lovi! Ve~, you never asked that kind of question before!" Feliciano continues giggling like a mad man.
I might've accidently asked Feliciano what it means when you love someone.
I quickly stand up. "You know what? If you're not going to help.. I'll just find out on my own."
"W-Wait Lo-" I cut Feli off by walking outdoors and slamming the door. I don't know why but the sudden adrenaline rush has got me very brave. It put me in the mood to do something... daring.
"What did you want to talk about?" Antonio asks me as we are at the park. The same one we came to when we first hung out. With the bravery still inside of me, I crash our lips together. I don't even know why I did that, but something told me that I had to. When it finally hits me. My eyes widen. I am kissing Antonio, and... he is kissing me back. Confused as fuck, I pull away and stare at him.
"W-What?" I stutter, embarrassed and obviously a blush forming on my face. Antonio continues to stare at me when, suddenly, a large smile erupts on his face. And what shocks me the most is that it's his genuine smile. Let me tell you, its fucking magical.
"S-So.. You return the feelings?" Antonio asks and scratches the back of his neck.
"What do you mean, b-bastard?"
"You know what I mean." He chuckles, the smile still on his face. He then lifts my chin up to meet his lips again.
I was so happy because I saw Antonio's real smile. But the thing that confused me was, I felt a new emotion.
Love.