Corrin's P.O.V
After the fight against Nohr I went back to my new home and settled in quite well. Everyone in Hoshido treated me well and Takumi was becoming less of a jerk but not completely. I would think that I would be depressed because of leaving my fake family but the death of my mother still bothers me. I keep on telling myself if I could have saved her or not. All I know is that it's affecting me the more I think about it to the point where my hoshido siblings worry about me.
I go to the training grounds which has training dummies to practice hitting, other swords I can use and etc. To take my mind off things especially recently I continue to practice to the point where I could defeat Xander and Ryuma. Not only have I been training more than usual but also avoiding everyone such as friends and family and Azura… nah I don't think she'll care that much. When I sit down on the floor to take a little break I see Azura coming towards me. What a coincidence…
"Hey Corrin!" Azura sits down next to me to eggs, bacon, and toast. Why the heck did she bring food with her especially this amount… oh wait… she didn't.
"I got breakfast for you since you don't come eat with us, I hope it's ok." Not only did I call it but now I can't help but feel happy that she did this for me.
"Thanks Azura but you didn't have to get me breakfast I could went out instead." "But then I couldn't talk to you and it's a way of saying thanks for being friends." Azura turns away to avoid my eye contact. I can't blame her though, if I told her the same thing I'd do the same.
"Well than what do you want to talk about?" She looks down thinking about what to say until she looks back at me with the face that shows concern.
"I've been wanting to know why you've been avoiding everyone, even your family. Can you tell me why?" The one conversation that I wanted to avoid comes up. I don't want to tell her the truth because if she worries about me I'll feel guilty about it but if I avoid or choose to not answer then she's gonna feel sad. I can't win this at all.
"I don't want to talk about it, it's a long story." It really isn't but that's an excuse that usually works with people. "Not only is it a long story but I don't want you to worry about me I can handle my problem by myself so it's fine." These reasons should be good enough it's not like she'll be interested in my life, right?
"I don't mind long stories." Son of bi… "Not only that but I really care for you and I want to help you the best you can. You're not alone you have Hoshido and me to help you with your problems." Not only couldn't I finish my thought of cursing to myself but now I'm starting to realize how important I am to her. "Is there anything I can do to help you at all?"
"Nothing at the moment but I'll let you know if I need anything." "Can I at least stay here with you?" "Sure I don't have a problem with that but I'm not the most exciting guy to hang out with." "And I'm not the most exciting girl to hang out with but you're fun to be with… at least me." Azura schooches right next me and leans her head on my shoulder. How is she not blushing right now?! I'm probably more red than Ryuma's armor. Well if she is okay with doing this then as mine as well do something similar and besides I'm tired anyway. I put my arm around her waist to bring her a little closer and rest my head on hers. Azura then makes a big smile and we sit for at least a half an hour.
"Hey uh Corrin?" "What is it?" "I got to go right now to set up for the funeral today, sorry that we can't stay like this longer." I've been thinking about my mother all this time and yet I didn't know there was a funeral… that's what I get for isolating myself for the past week. Azura moves herself away from me and stands up. She stretches for a little bit as she waits for my response.
"It's fine I understand but do you know what time it starts?" Azura looks at me confused, "You of all people should know when it starts." She has a point there to be honest but I've been busy trying to deal with everything that has just happened. Azura paused a little but then continued, "But then again you've been hurting lately so I can't blame you for it. I'll see you later." "Later." We wave to each other and then she walks away. I don't know how I'm gonna handle it, I just hope that I don't make a scene there. I get up and go back home into my room, laying on the bed while reading a book that I got from Nohr called, "The Tactician who saved Life Itself" with no author but it was made years ago.
The story talks about the events of the life of Robin from the very beginning as he fights evil with his friends to stop an evil dragon named Grima. I would say that it was fiction but in order for it to be fake then I wouldn't exist right now. Of course like most heroes he gets lucky and has a family but what's funny is that he marries his best friends daughter but regardless of that it's sweet about how they met and stuff. If only I could do something similar… oh well doesn't matter. I continue reading until it was time for the funeral.
Author's Note/Stuff I wanna say: Ok a lot of things I need to say,
I said that this would be a rly good chapter but I'm gonna make that next chapter
I know I said I would choke u with fluff… lol but turns out I was wrong on what fluff even meant. Whoops XP
I'm sry for not updating but bc people keep on liking and reading the story I gotta pay u back as a thank you
I needed to get it out there that I'm not dead or that I quit
Also gonna make other fanfictions since I've been thinking about it for a while so don't get mad if it's not fire emblem bc it's gonna be based off an anime. If someone wants to take over this story then let me know bc I'm starting to loose (probably did already lol) inspiration to making more so I'm open to others. Welp see ya next chap or next fic