Thomas ears were ringing from the declaration. He always thought it was going to be him who's gonna say the three beautiful words first.
"Y-You do?" Thomas whispered, staring at Newt. The blonde was tearing up and he bit his lip.
"Y-Yes." Newt muttered. It was obvious that Newt was trying to control himself base from how he was biting his lip pretty hard.
Thomas caressed Newt's mouth and smiled at him, "No need for holding back, babe." Thomas dumbly said, calling Newt a pet name again. He was about to apologize when Newt cut him off.
"I bloody love you, Tommy!" Newt groaned, stepping away from Thomas' hold, "And I feel guilty!"
"Why?"
"Because it feels like I'm cheating on Minho!" Newt shouted, hopefully not loud enough for Ana to hear or Chuck to wake up. Angry and frustrated were the least of what Thomas was feeling when he heard that name again.
"I know it's stupid because he cheated on me and I broke up with him but I-I-I still feel like I'm deceiving him and I hate myself for it because all I really want to do is to be bloody with you and the only thing keeping us from being together is my-fucking-self!" Newt had started to cry and sat on the bed, "I'm s-sorry, Tommy."
Thomas knew from movies and stories that letting go of your first love was difficult but it never occurred to him that what happened between Newt and Minho was so serious. He wanted to hug and calm Newt down but his feet were stuck to the ground. There was something holding him back.
"Just... Do you really want this?" Thomas asked in a whisper, "Want us?"
Newt's head snapped back up and ran to Thomas and crushed their lips together. The kiss was needy and begging and it was filled with so much want.
"I do. I really really really do." Newt whispered against Thomas' lips.
"Then we'll take it slow." Thomas whispered back, feeling the hot breath from the blonde on his lips.
"I'll go." Newt whispered back as he pulled off completely but not taking his hands off Thomas' chest, "Tomorrow. Lunch. The date. Our date." Newt smiled at him and Thomas can feel his heart jump in joy.
"Really?"
Newt nodded eagerly before kissing the air out of Thomas again. "First step in our relationship." Newt whispered.
Thomas managed to close the door and bring their kissing on the bed. Just like the first one, it was a desperate kiss and Thomas had no idea where it came from. It was maybe him or Newt but right now he doesn't really care because Newt loves him. He really loves him and that was the most perfect gift anyone has ever gotten him on his birthday.
"Newt?" Thomas managed to say when Newt brought his kissing down to his jaw.
"Mmmm?" Newt hummed against Thomas' skin which made the brunette moan in pleasure.
"I love you too."
Thomas woke up when the rays of the sun finally caught his face. He squinted around and noticed a heavy object on his chest, actually it was heavy all over. When he finally got hold of his senses, he realized it was only Newt. He smiled at the sight. Newt was sprawled all over him, hands and head on his chest, legs intertwined with his and he can feel the blonde's steady breathing.
Last night was one of the most confusing yet comforting nights of his life. Newt told him that he loved him but still feels like he was cheating on Minho. Thomas gets it. He really does, but when will his turn begin? When will Newt actually make a decision? Thomas did say that they will go slow but he can't help but feel like he's always gonna be second. Always gonna be the one who loved Newt even though Newt loved someone else.
Newt did say he loved Thomas last night and he was suppose to see that as a reassurance that Newt truly want to be with him and he believed that. He just can't shake the part where Minho still, somehow, gets a say in all this even though he's not here. It was mind-boggling, truly.
Thomas curled around Newt more and was gonna close his eyes again when he heard a soft knock on the door. He craned his head towards the door just the moment Chuck's head popped in.
"Mom says breakfast is ready." Chuck said while smiling sweetly.
"Okay, Chuckie. Be right down." Thomas whispered and sent Chuck and equally sweet smile making his brother smile even wider. Chuck was so cute and Thomas loved his brother so much. He would truly die if something ever happened to him. Chuck was one of the constants in his life that he can't live without.
"Mmmmm." Newt groaned against Thomas' chest when Thomas moved slightly to remove his arms from Newt's hold. "Stop moving, Tommy."
Thomas' smile faded. Not because he was upset or angry but because he was taken back. The last time Newt cuddled with Thomas, the blonde mistakenly thought he was Minho and let him tell you how much of a slap in the face that was. Now, now Newt was finally grasping at the idea that he can be with Thomas.
"Mom calls breakfast." Thomas said, trying to hide his adoration from his voice. It was too early for sappiness.
"But you're warm." Newt complained, burying his face more into Thomas' shirt. The brunette can't help but coo at the action.
"I know but mom makes a mean breakfast." Thomas chuckled and tapped Newt's back as a sign for them to get up. Newt groaned and sat up hesitantly.
"Fine but as soon as we are done, I want us to be back here." Newt ordered, rubbing his eyes and yawning.
"And do what exactly?" Thomas challenged, giving Newt a smug look on his face.
"Not what you want it to be." Newt assured him, slapping his thigh which made the brunette laugh and jump of the bed.
"That's disappointing." Thomas faked a pout and dragged Newt out the door and towards the staircase.
"Good morning, sleepyheads!" Ana yelled cheerfully when the pair emerged to the kitchen and found their places on the table.
"5-stack of pancakes topped with honey syrup, blueberries and strawberries. We also have eggs and bacon if you chose." Ana introduced as she danced around the table. Thomas already knew that Newt was finally awake when his eyes grew bigger once he looked at the food on the table. He turned to Thomas with a questioning look.
"Most important meal of the day." Thomas explained lightly yet the blonde was still surprised by he amount of pancakes, bacon and eggs on the table.
After a few minutes, they bid Chuck and Ana goodbye as they rode to the school, leaving Newt and Thomas alone in the house. Newt was in his 3rd plate of breakfast and Thomas can't help the smile on his face.
"Sorry." Newt said as he noticed Thomas staring at him, "You were right about Ana making a mean breakfast!" Newt almost choked on the food when he started talking and Thomas had to stifle a laugh.
"Told you." Thomas lamely said as he leaned on his back, "So..."
Newt looked at him, brown lifted up as if waiting for him to finish Thomas sentence.
"You love me?" Thomas asked, faking innocence by sipping on his cup of coffee. He would have cooed at Newt when his face became red of embarrassment but he stopped himself.
"I - um, Well," Newt stuttered, putting down his fork and scratched the back of his head, "Yeah. I bloody do." Newt whispered, not looking at Thomas.
"You look cute when you blush." Thomas informed, leaning closer to the table and to Newt, "I like it." He whispered alluringly.
"Are you trying to seduce me?" Newt asked, finally snapping his head back up to face Thomas.
"We're alone, aren't we?" Thomas answered, leaning back on the chair. "Ravish me."
"How subtle." Newt chuckled as he continued eating his pancakes, this time with his hands. Ana was not here anyways so to hell with manners.
"Ugh." Thomas groaned, "That does not look attractive."
Newt stared at him with a bright look on his eye. Thomas was suppose to ask what was happening when Newt brought his honey-covered fingers and licked on them before biting his lip seductively. Least to say that Thomas' breathing hitched. Newt then took his finger and started sucking on it suggestively, making whispered moans on the process. After a few moments of sucking, which Thomas was sure he needed a new pair of boxers, Newt pulled them out with an obscene pop.
"How about now, Tommy?" Newt asked is a low voice, making 'Tommy' sound like an invitation. Thomas hoped he read Newt's invitation right and lunged forward but before he can kiss Newt, the blonde immediately got off his seat and headed to the sink.
"Look at all the dishes we have to clean!" Newt exclaimed, faking a confused stance, "We should really get this started Tommy if we want to make it on our date." Newt turned to Thomas and gestured for the brunette to come and help.
To say that Thomas was frustrated by Newt's sudden change of mood was an understatement. He was so very painfully hard and Newt was talking about dishes when a few moments ago the blonde was teasing his with the licking and the sucking.
"Wh-What?" Thomas stuttered, bot moving from his place.
"Help me with the dishes so that we can go on our date later!" Newt called and started the water.
"But I thought-"
"That we were going to have hot sex?" Newt turned to him, a sponge already in his hand. "I thought about that after Ana and Chuck left but you just had to make that bloody 'unattractive thing' remark and I just thought 'oh well'" Newt explained and turned back to the sink.
Thomas groaned as he made his way to the sink, passing Newt the dishes that needed to be cleaned and Newt passing him the dishes needed to be dried. All through the process, Newt had a grin on his face. When the dishes were completely cleaned and dried, Thomas started stocking them in the cupboard. Thomas was halfway to the task when he felt warm arms wrap his waist.
"Newt, I gotta finish this." He said in an exasperated voice. He was a little annoyed but it came from his frustration.
"Mmmm. But I like this." Newt nestled his head on Thomas' shoulders and kissed the brunette's neck.
Thomas let out a groan and turned to Newt who loosened his hold.
"Are you trying to seduce me?" Thomas asked with a smug look on his face.
"Maybe." Newt whispered, eyes traveling down and hands snaking their way to Thomas' hipbones.
"Mmmmm." Thomas rubbed Newt's back and grinded his hip out of instinct.
Newt bit his lip and took Thomas in for a kiss. It was soft and loving, how it should always be. It was pure heaven and Newt tasted amazing. He barely even noticed the finger that probed his waistband.
"Getting raunchy there, Tommy?" Newt asked as Thomas pulled back from the kiss to let out a moan when Newt wrapped his fingers around Thomas through his boxers. Newt started massaging the length and his other hand was teasing the brunette's nipple.
Thomas leaned on the counter, letting Newt take over. Newt slowly got to his knees, to Thomas' surprise.
"What are you-"
"I'mma pleasure you, Tommy." Newt smiled up to him as he licked his lips, hands not leaving Thomas' member.
Newt slowly brought Thomas' boxers down and Thomas waited in anticipation of feeling Newt swallowing him down.
"The teacher was a chatty-kathy!" A voice echoed through the house and Thomas jumped from it, horniness and adrenaline swishing together as he brought his boxers up again and make Newt stand on his feet. "Sorry for leaving you boys! There was-" Ana appeared on the kitchen only to find a flushed Newt and Thomas.
"You boys okay?" Ana made a step forward but declined the action when Thomas snapped the other way, "You look red. Is everything alright here?"
"Y-Yes, Ana." Newt gestured awkwardly, "Tommy was just finishing stocking the plates back on the cupboard."
Ana smiled at them, seemingly letting the awkward situation of them almost having sex on the kitchen counter go. "Thank you, boys! Such sweethearts!" Ana cooed as she shooed them away to get get themselves ready for whatever they were planning today.
Thomas took a shower first and Newt was waiting on the bed, reading something on his phone. Thomas thought about the things that could've happened downstairs. The mere image of Newt on his knees, wanting to pleasure him was enough for him to crumble on the ground. He shook the obscene thought from his head and turned the shower off. He got out and wrapped himself with a towel.
"Newt, I'm done." He called as he came out of the shower and saw that the blonde was on the bed, reading. He turned to his his dresser to grab a shirt and some pants.
"Okay. Do you ha-" Newt said but was cut off. Thomas turned to him again and asked him what was wrong. Newt was silent and he was biting his lips while staring at Thomas. More specifically, his chest and his lower stomach.
"What's wrong, Newt?" Thomas felt a little self-conscious with all of the staring.
"I-um." Newt swallowed, "I forgot you, um, you have chest hair and a, shit um, treasure trail." Newt fanned himself as he got out of the bed and fiddled with his phone. Thomas found it endearing.
"Yeah," Thomas looked down and rubbed the hairs, "Do you want me to get rid of them?"
"NO!" Newt's head snapped back up so quickly, "I mean, um, n-no. You sh-shouldn't do that because of me." Newt stuttered, blushing all over his face and neck.
"Are you sure that's all the reason there is?" Thomas teased, walking slowly towards the blonde. Newt noticed and took a step back.
"No. Stay away from me." Newt held an arm in front of them.
"Why?" Thomas pushed in when Newt's back hit the wall. He jumped forward so that they were chest to chest and he was pinning Newt down.
"Tommy..." Newt moaned as Thomas ravaged his neck, sucking intently and licking the darkened spots.
"Why wouldn't you let me shave them?" Thomas whispered against Newt's neck.
"Because I, fuck," Newt squirmed when Thomas grinded their hips together. "I-I think they're s-sexy."
Thomas grinned and kissed Newt on the lips. Tongues moving together in tandem and relishing the taste of the other, moaning into each others mouths. Newt's hands roamed around Thomas' chest down to his torso. When Thomas felt the blonde's fingers skim to the towel he was wearing, he pulled back and went back to the dresser.
"Wh-" Newt yelled when Thomas pulled back, "Wh-What are you doing?"
"Getting ready for our date, silly." Thomas chuckled. He was aware that he was painfully hard against the towel but he had to tease Newt. It was hilarious.
"But I thought-"
"That we were going to have hot sex?" Thomas turned and teased Newt with a smug look on his face. Newt's stare shifted from Thomas' eyes to his lower region.
"That hard-on you have suggest you want to be in bed with me." Newt groaned gesturing towards Thomas' problem.
"It'll go down." Thomas sticked his fingers on the towel and took them off, "You need to go and take a shower." He tossed Newt the towel and basked the widened eye of the blonde. Thomas was stark naked in front of Newt, boasting his hard-on. Newt's eyes traced his treasure trail down to his throbbing member. Newt's mouth was gaping open as he stared at Thomas' length.
"Tommy, please." Newt begged, not taking his eyes off Thomas.
"Shower, Newt." Thomas ordered as he turned around and continued his hunt for a shirt. He heard a whimper behind him and Thomas grinned in victory.
"I'm gonna cry." He heard Newt whisper as he heard the door of the bathroom close.