I sit there in the park until the sunsets. Not like it matters though no one wants me around anyways. So I sit, not having a home to get to I just sit there before I yawn.

I'm getting really sleepy, and I just want a place to go to lay down.

I slowly walk towards the place where everyone else would call home but I call hell. Being adopted, isn't as great as you think. The people don't like each other and everyone looks down at you.

Ignoring the women of the house hold I go to my room. Close the door shut as I sigh quietly, I look around my dull room, there is nothing here that truly belongs to me. Nothing is mine.

Nothing.

The women starts knocking on my door, I cover my face with the pillow, forgetting to lock my door she barges in. "Allen Walker! Why do you think you have the nerve to come into this house whenever you please? We have rules and you will abide by them or get the hell out!"

I'm getting real sick and tired of feeling like I always have to obey this women, when no one else does. Not even her two own children. Then again they are hers so she doesn't care. She just loves threatening me.

When I was younger that used to always scary me, to wonder around the outside world without any guardian protection. Now that I am older I could honestly don't care if she kicks me out.

"Stop with the threats women." I mumble as I sit up, "If you don't want me here than kick me out, give me the money you get for me and I'm gone. And don't worry, I will make sure to tell the adoption agency that I don't live with you anymore."

She stands there in silence, not having one thing to say to me, I smile inside, I finally have one this battle and it feels amazing. To be able to stand up for myself. To feel free.

Then hell breaks loose as she starts screaming her lungs out, "YOU ungrateful child! HOW dare you threaten me! GET out of my house! You were never wanted here ANYWAYS!" She walks out of my room and slams the door, then once again comes in again, "I want you out in 10 minutes." She once again slams the door and walks out.

I quickly get the essentials I need, some clothes, a tooth brush, my brush and some money. Without saying good bye to the lady I walk out the house, never wanting to go back to the house again. I hope I will never have to see that women again.

I start strolling down the sidewalk, I close my eyes taking a deep breath as I begin to walk once more to a familiar place. The park. It seems like its my new home away from home now.

I stand there alone, wondering how it feels to actually have a family who loves me. Who would want to be with me and be a family.

I shake my head from the ridiculous thought, who would ever love a beast, a monster like she calls me, like me?

I slowly walk towards the tree, I sit under it and gently rock myself to sleep. I am to tired to feel my body numb from the cold. To tired to shiver or the thought to cry from the fact that I have no family. No love. No home.

I stop thinking, my body is to exhausted to even care anymore. I just want to hide in the tree forever, before anyone comes looking for me. Though I doubt anyone will, nor do I care if someone actually does.

The sun shines on my face, not noticing that I finally knocked out I yawn. Waking up to sores from the roots of the tree poking at my back.

No pain, no gain as people always say right?

Wrong, have them sleep in between a tree and see how they like it.

I get up, I can already feel children staring at me like I'm some kind of bum who has no where else to go. Maybe I just am a bum now. I have nothing in my life to call my own. I have nothing at all.

I know it must be 10 a.m or something, and knowing I am completely late for school. I know even though I have no where else to go I still think about school.

I still think about what I have to do in order to get my life a head, funny wouldn't you think? That I would actually sit around and just give up on life. Though for some reason school has something that I know I don't have at "home" anymore. It has my friends.

I look around and quickly walk myself into the bath room. I was up, looking around trying to ask someone the time, though people just stare at me like I'm some crazy bum. Though I am fine with it.

I quickly get out of the bathroom stalls and walk out of the parks area. I know how to get to my school. It's only a few blocks away from this exact park.

Take a deep breath.

Before I book it towards my school. Though again I ask myself why am I caring whether or not I make it to class or not?

I hear my name being called out, I look around, maybe it's to one of the little kids but no that isn't the case. The voice calls my full name, Allen Walker, I turn to the source, the voice sounds so familiar. Who could it be?

I close my eyes, I know who it belongs to. Oh god how I wish it could be someone else, but no. it just had to be him, why of all people?

I wave, smiling at the person. I take a few more deep breaths before I watch them get out of the car puling over. I groan, why is he coming near me?

It was none other than Cross Marian, an old friend of mine, I was kind of glad we stopped being friends he was just to controlling over me, and he hated how I always played in the dirt. Always getting dirty.

"Seems like your dirty again aren't you?" The male spoke in his outmost annoying tone, again I groan in my head. I don't want to seem rude but what else can I do? Tell him off? Fat chance. Knowing him he will think of it as a joke. "Well If you pardon me I need to go to school so…"

I start walking off, without saying good bye.

"WAIT Allen.." I stop in my tracks as I turn towards the other. Not really expecting any sense of kindness from the other male "Can you hurry up Cross? I kind of need to go.." he quickly grasps onto my shoulder and smiles faintly at me. "Why don't I give you a ride I know what school you go too, and we can maybe catch up?"

I shrug, what could the harm be?

We both get into his car and in less that what it seems like 5 minutes pass by and I am at my school. Even better I wasn't late to my class. Everyone was waiting for me, which seemed to surprise me cause I even saw Road there. Though this time she wasn't hugging me. She completely ignored me.

I didn't expect this, though I wasn't about to apologize to her. She will eventually so I don't mind honestly. I'm used to just sitting in the class alone the whole time anyways.

Alone.

Again, with the word. Maybe I am just not meant to have true friends. I just stand beside Lenalee, as she gossips about her boyfriend. Though I honestly don't want to hear anything, I just stand there and smile nodding.

Road looks at me, more like a glare though she won't talk to me I know what she's thinking. Why am I still around these people, why am I still here when she yelled at me to go to the person who doesn't even love me.

I hide from her gaze, she knows her own answer as always. Because he doesn't even want me. A grin appears across her face, as she walks towards me, she leans in slightly and whispers, "Seems like he doesn't even want you."

She pulls away and I just look away, I can't even look at her. Everything about what she says is true, and she has no idea how pathetic I feel.

"You've never know love Allen. All you are is all talk. Give me your hearts true desire."

I expected those words to come from Road, her mouth is closed. I turn around and gulp softly.

You.. Why did you have to come and bother me again?

My heart sinks as I feel my mouth dry up. What can I say?

…Why Lavi?

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