"Lulubell!" the female squeaked as she jumped in front of other girl.
Lulubell stared at Road for a split second as she returned to her cell phone as she muttered, "What is it Road?"
The female grinned, "Me and you are going to go cheer up Walker! And since I don't really know where he is your also going to help me look for him."
Lulubell groaned softly as she put her phone away, "I'm only going to look for him in one place so you decide where and I'll follow."
Road pouted, "Fine but.. I'm worried.. After what Lavi did, bothering all of us its just plain rude! If I ever see that redheaded bastard again I swear I'm going too.." she clenched her fist as she made a punching motion.
Lulubell stared at the girl and shook her head, "Look Allen is a big boy, he can take care of himself, besides Road can I ask you something?"
Road stopped her movement as she began to walk, "You can ask while were searching for Allen. The first place I would expect him to be is at the park now lets get a move on it."
Lulu nodded as she started walking along side Road, "Road why is it you hate Lavi so much? I mean sure he is mean and everything but isn't that normal? Unless it's another reason."
Road shook her head, as her heels clacked against the pavement she let out a small sigh, "It's what he's done to Allen, if he saw Allen break down every single time, if he saw how Allen is always crying because of what that asshole is doing to him. It's just how could a person do that to someone they once loved? And how he is always rubbing his new lady in front of Allen it's just so fucking disgusting!"
Lulubell just walked in silence as she listened to the female, "Oh… I never knew you felt like that."
Road sighed once more, "It just breaks my heart a little to see Allen pretend he's alright, but deep down his heart is breaking more and more, and though it's amusing to notice that no one else can see it but me."
"Well if that's the reason, than I understand. I back you up all the way, I know I don't know Allen as much as you do but still, he's given me advice on accounts when I didn't know who to turn to."
Road smiled softly as she tugged on Lulubell's hand, "Come on we're almost at the park."
As the tears stream down my face I could already feel like everything that's going on between me and Lavi are coming to an end, and I'm waiting for the male just to walk away and pretend nothing happened. Just like before. Just like he did when he walked out of my life.
Right now I don't even care if he says good bye, I don't even care if he tries to comfort me, all I want is him to leave.
Patiently waiting.
I begin to sniffle, and that should be the sign where Lavi leaves, but no he speaks once more, "Allen look I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you cry.."
I shake my head, I keep my back faced away from him, "I-I'm not crying." I speak in a raspy tone giving me away completely.
"Face me damn it!" Lavi was probably getting pissed that I wouldn't look him in the eyes.
I disobey, this time I have control over myself.
Just because he yells something at me I will not obey this time, no matter how many times I used to be the pussy who would just turn and wait for orders. I'm on my own now, I don't need his pampering.
Before I know it Lavi grasps onto my arm and forces me to look at him, only to expose the tears I started shedding.
"I knew you were lying."
I snap back, "Who cares if I'm lying? You've been lying to me from the start saying you love me and everything you're just a bull shitter just like everyone else I know so spare me!"
He stands there, just staring at me, trying to look into my eyes, though I won't let him. Not this time. He won't romance me with that gaze any longer. The pity look. I'm sick of getting that stare.
He speaks again, "I see..so that's how its going to be huh Allen?"
I blink, before I face him, what is he thinking? I thought he was going to lash out at me, but why isn't he?
Before I know it he leans into me, though I slightly lean back he holds me in place, pressing his lips against mines.
WHAT THE FUCK! I can already feel a blush against my cheeks, why is it that when we kiss it always feels weird?
Flesh up against flesh, meshing together making not only the people connect in some sort of way but their emotions. Making everything disappear once more, as though all the drama between us melt away and my heart races against my chest.
Though I am not kissing him back, however for the seconds we are kissing my emotions give in, and once I was about to kiss him back someone ruins it, and I pull away letting out a small pant.
"WALKER WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?"
Lavi looks at me then at the owner of the voice who saved me from making another mistake, "Oh great its you pipsqueak, why not run along somewhere else?" Lavi muttered as I just stood there in a complete daze.
Did that really just happen? Was I about to kiss him back? I placed my fingers against my trembling lip.
"I'm sick of your shit Lavi." Road muttered as she pulled me away from the male. "You have no right to be playing with Allen, he hasn't done shit to you in a while so why not fuck with that new bitch of yours and leave Allen alone."
Lulubell just sits on the bench as she stares at me, "Wow Allen, seems like you got two people fighting over you." she grins and once again goes back to her phone.
"T-They're not fighting over me.. they are just fighting."
"you think I already have someone huh?" Lavi mutters, not really talking to Road but to me, before I answer Road swings her hand across the male's face.
"I'm talking to you asshole! You leave Allen alone, you got that? And I'm fucking serious about this too Lavi." The red head grits his teeth as he looks away,
"I'm not going to lay my hands on a girl you got that Road?"
Another slap across his face, "Good because I have no laws about going to beat the shit out of an asshole."
Lulubell is cracking up from the sight of Road slapping Lavi, I choke, why am I always the one scared to do anything?
I gulp softly as I weakly stand up.
"S-Stop please.."
Road stares at me, she's already furious as it is, but it's something I have to do. "Road why don't you and Lulu go somewhere else. This is something private and must be finished."
Road's eyes narrow at me, as she quickly stomps her heels walking towards me. "Fine Allen, fuck you and your faggot lover!" She turns away from me and quickly snaps at Lulubell. "We're leaving..NOW!"
She quickly runs off as Lulubell shakes her head, "Wow Allen, after everything Road's doing for you, your still going back to him? It must be love."
"It's not like that Lu.." I pause, "Just please go see what's wrong with her."
Lulubell shook her head, before she walked off, "It's simple Walker she cares about you, more than I can say you do with her."
I look down, I do care for Road, she's the only person who understands me. I shake my head as I look at Lavi, he's just standing there grinning.
"What now Allen?"
I pause once more,
What now Allen? What are you going to do about this now?
"I really can't please anyone can I? Whether I stand here and let my heart break into millions of pieces, or if I go after Road I can never win can I?"
"Nope guess not." he chuckled, really enjoying my sorrow.
Its funny, I've been trying to maintain my own happiness, however I can never truly grasp it.
The right cards are in my hand, now all I have to do is play the winning hand.
C'mon walker, you can do it.
"I'm sorry.."
This chapter is dedicated to two people one of them is Road. the other someone :3 Review please. I am almost done writing this story and will work on my other one soon. -enen