A/N: Once more I am back with another update of Learn Your Lesson. I apologize for not updating anything in a long time, and instead of working on my Senior Project, (which is hell on earth) I decided to write this little number out.
Warning: This will be the only chapter in this story that has Lavi's point of view, and of course this is what I thought what my ex-Lavi was thinking so don't be like "OH HES A DICK" because once more this is my idea of his thoughts.
Anyways, I believe this story is coming to an end and I have already a wonderful idea of writing a sort of 'sequel' to 'Learn Your Lesson' though it'll probably not be exactly like this story. Because they will be dating. Something like that. I dont know yet, interested in the idea? review/PM for more. :D
Until then please read and leave a review? :3
Allen's POV
I would be lying if I said I wasn't shocked seeing Lavi here, I was pretty damn amazed seeing him.
But I was also angry, why did it feel like he was chasing after me? That thought, that single thought had made me give up on everything I had ever thought about giving up. Of course he wasn't looking for me, of course he didn't want to follow me he didn't want anything to do with me.
I was someone from the past, as was he and it never meant anything.
Love. The whole word makes me disgusted, it makes me want to scream, lash out hell, I wouldn't even mind loosing it on someone.
That word was just disgusting.
And I'll tell you one thing, you would never hear that word come out of my mouth ever again, only and I do mean only if it meant talking about my parents who I'm sure loved me very much.
Lavi's POV
I honestly didn't know why I was running so much, if I could actually find Allen or if I was just running out of sheer anger, of course I wanted to believe I was running because Road had pissed me off but I knew deep down that wasn't the truth, it couldn't be.
Allen was important, d-damnit no matter what I've said or what I've done to him he was important and I'll be honest, I fucking hated the very thought.
Of course everyone knew what I did to him, but did they ever think what he's done to me? Of course not, while he played the victim or I think he did play it very well, no one ever stopped and thought 'Hey, Lavi isn't the only one here who hurt Allen, Allen did the same thing to Lavi.'
No, no one though that! Everyone believed I was the cold-hearted asshole, but it wasn't me and Allen knew, he was the one who had the cruel intentions.
His heart was as black as.. Well a black hole (wow.. Lavi that was a horrible simile) I did everything in me to make him smile, hell I stayed up late at nights even though I was dead tired just to see him be happy.
I know I'm an asshole. I know this is true, but honestly I've given up. I've given up on him, and I think its my turn to actually have a life.
I slowly stopped running as I made it towards the town center.
What was I doing? What was I trying to accomplish?
"I'm going ho-" Before I could even finish my sentence I spotted a white mop of hair. Shit, Allen was right there..
I noticed him flinching as our eyes meet, his grey dull eyes stared back into my emerald ones.
We both just stared each other down, before he came closer towards me, I noticed the gleam in his eyes making me almost, ALMOST want to reach out to him.
I didn't though, I gulped standing my ground as Allen came closer towards me.
Silence.
It was starting to make me feel uncomfortable, and I used to love the silence between us, we'd just sit there, and he'd smile at me, I'd take his hand-
Wait. What the fuck am I doing, I don't want to re-think those memories, I was getting over them I needed to forget everything , everything that reminded me of him had to be erased. I would make sure of it.
Finally Allen had made his move, tilting his head slightly to the left, his eyes shinning more brightly that when I had first saw him today.
"What are you doing here Lavi?"
Ugh, that innocent voice of his, I bit down onto my lower lip hard, even though I was so pissed off the whole 'innocence' of this boy just turned me on.
I couldn't even speak, and that's what was getting to me even more, I just looked down at him, mainly… his lips.
Those luscious petal looking lips of his just called out to me.
"Well~" he mused quietly as I continued to look at him, "Are you going to tell me why you're here or should I just go now?"
Ah.. So his cockiness was coming out once more, I didn't mind of course, I could handle him, no one knew how to make this boy out of control more than I did (and no not in the sexual way you sick-o's … okay.. Sometimes that did count)
Damn it Lavi! I cursed to myself, get your fucking mind out of the gutter.
Where was I going with this anyways? I shrugged lightly before finally having the balls to talk, to bad my mouth decided to tell the truth instead of listening to the wonderful lies my mind had set.
"I got worried about you after the talk I had with Road."
Allen just cocked an eyebrow, "Don't worry about me, I'm not going to kill myself after I know the truth."
He wasn't impressed that I ran all this fucking way without stopping! The nerve of some people.
"Well you never know with you Allen, you always have some kind of mixed emotions to go and hurt yourself with, so I figured you'd just go and do it again."
Fuck.
That was un-cool, and just when I was about to apologize Allen just smiled. He just freaking smiled at me! Like I had just told some funny ass joke or something!
"U-Uhm.. Allen,"
"Save it Lavi, you're right. I'm just one walking suicide waiting to happen, from now down right to when I was a baby. I've always had something wrong with my life, and I do hope I amused you this past year."
My jaw dropped, well this wasn't turning out as I had planned it.
Then again it never did. I was always shown as the asshole, and right now, it was becoming true. What I had said crossed the line, and I didn't even mean to say something like that.
I fucking loathed my mouth at the moment.
"Allen I'm sorry.. I didn't mean to say that."
His smile just grew, okay what the fuck was going on through that boy's head?
"So are we done? Because I think its about time I book it out of here and find a place to stay."
Now it was my turn to smirk, while that last sentence escaped from his lips his cool, calm look had just turned into full panic and watching the motion of his body I knew what was going to happen next.
He was going to run for it.
Uh-uh, not this time, I wanted to know this time, of course curiosity did kill the cat, and lucky for me I was a rabbit, but nevertheless I quickly grasped onto his wrist as his body had turned away from me.
He jerked forward as he shouted out. "LET ME GO YOU IDIOT RABBIT!"
I could tell know he was freaking out, and I had to do something, I didn't want to make a scene or anything.
So once more I worked on impulse.
I swear all it was, was impulse.
I pulled him into me and made sure to hold him close, holding his trembling body close to mine own.
"I'm sorry sprout."
A/N#2: A little sap for you people who like romantic stuff. I call it romantic anyways xD I don't know what you think of it but.. anyways I'll try to write more for my other stories so look for me until then.
-WTW
