THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR REVIEWS FOR THIS STORY AND MY NEW STORY: THE LIVING PAINITNG. I'm glad that this story still holds your interest. Again I have no idea when this story is going to end. This thing just keeps growing and growing on its own.
One more episode left of True Blood and that's it! I'm actually scared of what the ending will be with this. I pray it a happy Eric and Sookie ending. IT'S POSSIBLE! However on the episode that just aired, I laughed hysterically when Eric gave Ginger the "Golden Opportunity" to have sex with him. You can tell he didn't want to do it, but he thought of making it up to her. She actually had an orgasm just by grinding against him! She didn't even have sex with him! One or Two humps against him and she was done and fainted on to the floor! The way he said "Ginger, Are you Okay?" and she couldn't answer really. I actually thought I was going to watch something gross and it turned into something extremely funny!
Characters belong to Charlene Harris and Alan Ball
Enjoy!
One Week later...
"Eric, you know I think it's safe for us to move the furniture back. You don't need to lock and block the doors anymore. I'm still horny but not dangerously horny where I'll almost take anyone." Eric looked at her skeptically. "Besides, I want to go outside! I need to get a tan and soak in the sun."
"I understand that Sookie, but lover you're pregnant now and full fairy. That's like the ultimate best blood ever to a vampire's taste buds. Also it's night, you can't sunbathe." Eric looked at her like he won the debate.
"I know it's night!" she barked "I'm just trying to make a point!" she was huffing and puffing one minute and the next minute tears were coming down her face. "I'm sorry Eric, I just want to get out of the house." she said crying.
Eric knew what this was, 'Pregnancy hormones here they come.' he thought sarcastically. Sookie looked at him with anger. Eric looked at her wide eyed 'Oh Shit, I forgot she can read my mind now.'
"What do you know about pregnancy hormones, Northman!" Eric knew these were the hormones talking, but he had to get Sookie under control. She can't have biology taking control of her. He knows she can't do it all the time but she needs to try. She was even about to throw a picture frame at him. Sookie may have slapped him before, but never throw things at him. Luckily for him it's not wood.
"Lover! Control yourself now!" Eric held her firmly by the shoulders. as he held her firmly in place he placed love and comfort through their strong bond. Sookie started to calm down as love and comfort poured into her every part of her being. Then she started to cry again. "Oh lover, please don't cry. Shhh, it's okay my love you are safe and loved.
"I'm so sorry Eric." she said through her sobs.
"It's the hormones Sookie. I know it's hard but you have got to have control over them, okay. " Eric talked to her sternly and gently at the same time.
"First mating season and now pregnancy. Do you know hard it is to control your body when your body wants to do something else?" she sniffled.
Eric smirked at her "All the time." he wiggled his eyebrows. Sookie laughed as Eric brought his old sense of humor back. She must admit that in the beginning his double meaning sexy jokes infuriated her, but now she loved them just because it's a part of him. It also relaxes her when he jokes, it means that there's nothing to worry about. Then she felt a nauseating sensation in her stomach and Eric felt it too. "Lover, you have to go to the bathroom now!" Sookie nodded quickly and ran towards the bathroom and she threw up. Eric was generous enough to hold her hair while she was doing this.
"Eric, I don't want you to see me like this." Eric still held her hair in one hand and was soothing her back with the other.
"Sookie, I've seen worse. You throwing up because our child is growing inside you is nothing compared to what I've seen. At least your body is doing this because of something good, not something bad." He kept giving her comfort through the bond as he still held on the her hair and soothing her back.
When she got up and flushed the toilet, she wanted to go to bed to rest and eat crackers. Eric didn't need her to tell him what she needed. He helped her get to bed and vamp-speed to the kitchen and got her crackers. "Here go lover." he handed her the crackers.
"Thank you so much honey." she started nibbling on the crackers. Sucking the salt on the crackers.
"Better?"
"Much. I thought morning sickness is in...well, in the morning."
"Well, we're just going to have to read material and make our own judgment calls. Sense nothing like these babies have ever been created before. Sookie nodded as she continued eating the crackers, feeling better that they're helping settling her stomach. They were relaxing on the bed, just sitting there with nothing going on in their minds.
Until Eric sensed a threat. A vampire was nearby the house. Eric's fangs came out and his body was tensed. "Sookie, for once do as I say and stay here." Eric looked deadly again and Sookie knew better this time to not interfere with Eric's battle. Sookie nodded and gave him a 'I promise' look.
Eric vamp-speed to the door. He moved the kitchen table out of the way and unlocked it. He opened the door and there stood Agneta. "What are you doing here?" Eric's fangs were gone, but he was still tense and alert. Agneta was a major threat for her jealousy over Sookie.
"I was wondering if you need my help. Helping yourself become the vampire king that we all hoped you be."
"Hope or want?"
"Is there a difference?"
"Yes, hope is something you want to happen, but you'll let it be no matter what the outcome is. Want is a demand, something you set your mind to and you'll have it no matter what the consequences are."
"I guess I used the wrong word then. I wanted you to be king. I wanted to be your queen, we could have ruled together and have every envy from vampires and humans all over the world."
"I already have that. I already have a queen." Eric said with no emotion.
"Really Eric? A fairy? You know you are being manipulated by her blood. You know how fairies are to us. You are pretty much under her spell, under her control. Eric, I know you better that this. You want freedom while you rule. You want power and take no vampire or any being telling you what to do." she said enthusiastically.
"Like I'll have that when I'm with you?" Eric challenged. "You really don't know what I want Agneta."
"What, you decided to play house with a fairy? I bet you can't fuck her like a vampire should be able to." she said in a snobbish manner.
Eric started to growl "Trust me when I say Sookie can handle whatever I throw at her. Including any sexual desire I want." As he was arguing with Agneta. Sookie was still on the bed but she can hear the whole thing through the window.
"Including anal? And all the amazing things that Godric used to do to you? Or letting you dominate her in a vampire fashion, while she submits?" she tested. "She hasn't given you those has she? Your real sexual desires that many humans, including fairies would call that perversion. Have you even told her about your fetish with pregnant women? That you crave their blood like a drug while you pound away into them, knowing you took someone's wife or girlfriend because their child is inside of them." Eric was between lust and anger. He wanted to do those things so much, but only to Sookie. He's pissed off for Agneta to mention them. "Most of these cravings are vampire desires Eric. Only a vampire can give them to you or understand you. You don't even have to be monogamous with me. That's another freedom I can give you. You know that only I can give them to you." she stated as she was trying to rub him against his jeans.
Eric growled loudly and slapped her so hard that she flew across a couple of feet and hit a tree. "Don't make me send you to the true death Agneta!" he growled.
"You can't kill me, I'm part of the Authority! They'll send you to the true death for this!"
"Oh really? Try me! I know and you know they need every vampire on this earth, especially me."
"Eric this is ridiculous! You can't be possibly be happy with her?!"
"What will it take for you to understand that Sookie is all I need?"
"I'll never accept it Eric!"
"You should leave right now!"
Sookie opened the window to her bedroom and called down below "Eric? Everything okay?"
"Sookie close the window now!" Eric shouted and Agneta jumped highly on the roof to approach Sookie.
"Hello, your highness!" Agneta said with a snarl and had a sniff of Sookie's scent. "Oh my...no wonder." Within that second Eric flew to the roof and knocked Agneta off. He landed back on the ground with a snarl. Agneta raised both hands in surrender. "I'll leave Eric, but this is far from over. You'll be mine one way or another." Agneta vamp-speed out of there before Eric figures out what she's up to.
Eric frowned and had a terrible gut feeling, because it was too easy for a vampire like her to give up. Eric knew she's up to something. He looked up the window that is now shut but Sookie was still standing there watching. He vamp speed in the house and up to her room. He gave Sookie a furious look.
"What? I did what you said. I stayed in the bedroom, see honey I followed your orders. I should get a gold star!"
"Yes. Yes you did. You also did something completely idiotic! Opening the window Sookie?!" he's angry.
"Eric, even if the window was open, there was no way for her to get in because we didn't invite her in!"
Eric understood Sookie's logic and she was right, there was no way for Agneta to come in without an invitation. Even through a window. "Yes my love, you are right she can't get in, but having your window open will give her enough time just to get a whiff of you!"
"So what if she smells me?"
"It'll just make her tempted to drain you more!"
"Eric, are you forgetting that I'm one powerful fairy now?"
"Who's still learning to use her powers!"
"So are you!"
Eric growled. Sookie countered "Don't you growl at me or I'll slap you!"
Eric then looked at her seductively "Really?" Eric circled around her like a predator. "Lover I miss that spitfire of yours when you were trying to stay away from me."
"So while you were trying to get into my pants back then, you loved my resistance against you?"
"The way you did it? Hell yes...I loved how you talked back to me. I loved how you resisted my body when I was completely exposed to you and you saw...everything. I wanted you more. Having you finally with my memories intact was like a sweet victory for me."
Sookie blushed and at the same time, she thought of what Agneta had said to Eric on the porch. "Eric, do I satisfy you?"
"Lover, you don't need to ask me that. You get me aroused everytime I see you and you make me come like a teenager who doesn't know how to control themselves. It's embarrassing really on the last one." Eric smirked.
"I heard what Agneta said about your...desires." Eric closed his eyes in frustration. Eric is not ashamed of anything, especially when it comes to sexuality, but he's fearful of scaring Sookie off. Afraid that she'll runaway. Even though it's almost not possible for her separate from him now. They are as glued together as one can be. "I feel fear coming off from you."
"I'm afraid you'll run from me."
"Well sorry to disappoint you, but I'm stuck with you." Eric chuckled. " Even when I couldn't stand you in the beginning, I never leave you. Now tell me your darkest sexual desires that Agneta thinks I can't handle."
"Did you hear everything?" Eric arched an eyebrow.
"Yes, but I want you to explain it to me. Why do crave these desires? I'm not judging you Eric, I just want to understand them so that maybe I can enjoy them too and perform them, so you can have those things with me. I don't want you to look for them someplace else."
"I assure you Sookie, that's never going to happen. You are mine and I am yours. Forever."
"Yes and forever is a very long time. So we have to make things interesting when it comes to sex." Sookie tried to sound like an adult that has no fear of sex, but she still has that innocence going on.
"Okay. What should we talk about first?" Eric asked. He wanted to make sure Sookie took the lead on this, just so she doesn't feel pressured.
"How about your fetish for pregnancy women. The reason why I bring this up first is because I'm worried for our children." Sookie had that concern look on her face.
"Sookie I guarantee you I will not harm our children or you. There's just something about pregnant women that I love. Pregnancy hormones bring out a delightful flavor in the blood that makes a woman taste so delicious. It's like gourmet blood in the highest form besides fairy blood. I guess sense when I was infertile because of me being a vampire, there was something so thrilling about have sex with a woman that has life growing inside of her. But Sookie I never harmed the woman or her unborn child when I was finished with them. I was always careful when it came to that.
"I guess that you're surrounded by death all the time that pregnancy does remind you that there's something alive in the woman besides herself." Sookie pointed out. "Well I'm pregnant, does that turn you on? Knowing that the children I carry is yours."
Eric's fangs slid down and he felt his erection press against his jeans. "More than you know. But I can't bite you yet, I want to be sure that our children will be okay by me feeding from you and you feeding from me. I'll have Dr. Ludwig come by and examine you."
"Okay so that's one dark desire down, which I'll gladly let you have as soon as Dr. Ludwig says it's okay." Eric smiled, so far he was happy of how this conversation was going. He just might get everything he ever wanted after all. "Now let's talk about the domination and submission."
"Sookie I've always had the need to dominate you, I even hinted at you a couple of times." Sookie nodded for remembering Fangtasia's sex room idea in the basement. "Having you change or improve for me is domination. We usually do this when it comes to sex, but nothing else. I even very much enjoy that your body is going to change itself to accommodate my sons. That is a level of dominance I never encountered before and it is…. Intoxicating."
"My body changing for your sons is a level of dominance?" Sookie looked confused.
"In a way yes, because it's my sperm and I just pretty much ordered your body to be pregnant. Now that it is, it's changing itself for our sons because of me. I dominated your body from the inside."
"People find that stuff abusive, the dominance and submissive lifestyle."
"People are not very bright Sookie, whenever they don't understand something, they fear it and turn it into something ugly; Instead of researching or trying to understand it. Many people refuse to understand, so they choose to hate it. It happens to everything, no matter what it is. Dominance and Submission is about trust, love, improvement, and at the same time having fun. It has to be for both parties or it's not going to work. I mentioned this to you that Vampires use this to train their progenies. If you became my child, I 'd use this on you to make you stronger. See the thing is Sookie in the end the Submissive has the power, not the Dominator."
"How's that?"
"Because as the sub you have the power to say no or stop. The Dom has to obey and respect that. The dominator's job is to make sure that his submissive is taken care of in everything. The submissive has to be strong in the mind to trust her dominator that everything he 's doing for her is for her own good."
"So how's my pregnancy still could have been a domination/submission thing?"
"Even though I dominated your body and your pregnant because of me. If this wasn't in the mating season, you still had the power to say no. You could have crossed your legs or just simply say 'Eric I need you to wear that condom enable for you to have sex with me'. I would still dominate you, but you have the control over the situation. In the end you have the power."
Sookie was getting it and it sounded intriguing. She's surprised herself for actually admitting that to herself. "Eric I'm actually interested. Would like to train me as your sub? Test it out and see how it goes?"
Eric was ready to do back flips. Another dark desire that Sookie is willing to do and Eric couldn't wait to start training her. His vampire ego is totally thrilled. "Lover you have no idea how wonderful you've made me feel. I would be happy to be your dom."
Sookie was feeling that submissive desire already, to please him and she was already doing that. "Now the final one, about you and Godric?"
"Sookie I think we should wait on that one."
"You don't want to talk about it because of Godric?"
"No, it's about you being comfortable with different sexual explorations. We will get to that some day, but for now we'll leave it alone. I'm very happy that I'll get to do the two desires and I'm thankful for that."
"Sense we have one week left of the mating season, how about we use this week to explore your dark desires Eric?" Sookie said in seduction.
Eric growled sexually and excitedly, he's going to unleash the master within himself.