I'm trying not to tear my hair out, if I hear Jessica tell me one more time about the guy she's dating, I might punch her in the throat. I might just do it anyways just for the laughs. The visual in my head does make me feel a little better.
I am reminded again as to why I always regret these 'lunch dates', I never knew a person could talk so much about themselves. So all I can do is stare at her and nod my head, pretending I'm listening but I'm sure to anyone they would know immediately by the blank stare in my eyes that i was dying inside. Not literally, but you get my point.
As she babbles on, I am reminded that I didn't dream of him last night or for the last month. It worries me and maybe I've gone insane since having dreams of a faceless man should be on the top list for reasons you get taken to the loony bin. But it can't be helped, I've known him for all my life it seems and his absence leaves me empty.
In my musings I don't realize that Jessica has become quiet, which is weird because I don't think I have ever heard her shut up for more than 5 seconds. So I look up and see her face focused outside, I follow her gaze and see a man.
As soon as my eyes land on him, I feel a shock, like an electric current flowing through my whole body.
It feels otherworldly.
As if he senses my stare he turns and we make eye contact, I can't breathe for a second and i feel like I'm about to hyperventilate. He seems so familiar.
I think my brain short-circuited.
It's him.
The man from my dreams.
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