Disclaimer I do not own Harry Potter

There has been times when I've wondered if hadn't met you would I have done the terrible things that I've done?.

The answer is no, I would have settled down, produced an heir and slowly withered away from boredom.

So in a twisted kind of way meeting you, becoming a Deatheater saved me from withering away to nothingness and I'm grateful, I really am, but it is has cost me.

A fractured mind, a battered heart, insanity and imprisonment, but I don't I regret losing anything that cost it to be saved because you found me worthy enough to save.

A massive thank-you to Hermione is My Role Model and the guest reviewer for reviewing.