CHAPTER 5

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JADE

The beeping noice of my alarm wakes me up instantly, I have a headache that's probably from all the thinking last night before I was able to fall to sleep. I really don't feel like going to school today, but I have too I can't keep running away from my feelings and problems. Someday you have to face them, and I think today might be that day.

Jade got out of bed and in the shower.

Showers always make me feel better, the hot water feels so good on my cold skin. I have no idea what I am going to say to Tori and I really don't feel like seeing Beck today Jade thought and got out of the shower.

I decided to go complete in black today, because that's how I feel. And I like dressing the way I feel.

Jade grabbed her bag and car keys and got in her car on her way too school.

When I parked my car, I got inside fast. I went to my locker to get my books for the classes of today, when I hear a bubbly loud voice coming up.

It's Cat you can recognize her voice from miles away, I love Cat but on days like this I really don't need her bubbliness and her crazy story's about her brother, I swear I seen this guy one time and he's even crazier than he sounds in her story's.

''HEY JADE!'' Cat said at her bubbly tone.

'' How was your weekend! Mine was great I went to the movies with my brother but he was kicked out because he threw popcorn on little girls!, and now he isn't allowed in the movie theater anymore!'' Cat rattled.

Cat continued to tell stories about her weekend, but Jade wasn't paying attention she was looking if Tori and Beck already had arrived but she didn't see them anywhere.

''Jade? You're there, the bell rang we have to go to class'' Cat said and skipped away.

''oyeah coming'' Jade said still in her thoughts and followed Cat.

TORI

I came early to school today, I don't know why exactly but I think it's because I'm nervous. I took a seat at the other side of the classroom because I don't want it to be awkward in class. Jade just walked in and she is already looking my way, I can feel her eye's burn on me. Andre is sitting next to me and he is looking at me with a confused face. He probably already know that Jade and Beck broke up, because Beck told him,but he can read my face. He sees that there is more going on.

''Tori'' Andre whispered.

''yeah?'' I answered.

''Beck and Jade broke up for real this time didn't they'' Andre said.

'' Jup I think they did..''

Then I see Cat move closer to us.

''OEH secret's Cat say's, I love whispering, can I listen!'' Cat said smiling.

''Cat..''

'' Listen, Cat. Jade and Beck broke up yesterday. So don't bother both Jade and Beck to much today ok?'' I say with my super kind voice.

'' Ok'' Cat said understanding.

''What about Beck, where is he?'' Andre said.

And at that moment, someone stormed in to class, and yes it was Beck. He was al sweating, probably from hurrying.

''Sorry I'm late ''Beck said and took a seat next to Cat.

'' It's ok Beck, Let's start the lesson'' Sikowitz said in enthusiasm.

''SO TODAY IS ALL ABOUT YOUR PROJECTS" Sikowitz explained.

'' I want to see how far you guy's already are with your project, so a few of you are going to show the class today!'' Sikowitz continued.

Oh great, I just hope that he isn't going to pick me and Jade. I can't be on stage with her, not today.

"OK, Cat and Robbie your first!, get up on the stage and show us what you got!''

Cat and Robbie got up on the stage and preformed their play. All the kids gave a small applause, and then Tori heard her name.

'' TORI?'' Sikowitz repeated.

''Yes? ''Tori said, as she looked up she already saw Jade on stage.

''You're up with Jade! Get on the stage''

''err o yeah sorry'' I said and got up the stage.

Jade and Tori where bot on stage now and they both felt very awkward. You could read it from their faces, that something was going on.

''Action'' Sikowitz yelled.

I don't feel like doing this today, but I have to, so I might as well do my best. Tori thought.

Tori got in to character, '' We have to get out of this house! We have to find a way'' Lauren her character said scared.

''HOW? Where locked in, and all the windows have bars, we can't get out!'' Jade's character Isabel screamed.

''Wait, I have an idea, if we run in to the door together maybe it will break open?, maybe where heavy enough.'' Lauren suggested.

'' I'm not going to run myself in to a door! You stupid?'' Isabel said angry.

'' You want to get out of here or not?'' Lauren yelled.

'' Yes, of course but I want to get out alive not with all my bones broken''

''We can at least try Isabel!''

''FINE. We'll try..'' Isabel said and walked to the door.

'' Ok, so I count to 3 and then we run at the door''

'' Yup.. let's get this over with'' Isabel said nervous.

''1 2 3 RUN'' Lauren said and started running to the door with Isabel behind her.

''CUT'' Sikowitz yelled.

'' It was great Tori and Jade, but because we don't have a real door here, you guy's going to have to do the rest of the scene at the official night, with a real door'' Sikowitz smiled.

'' Yeah that's fine'' Tori said, glad she could get of stage away from Jade.

''RING'' the bell rang and everyone got to lunch.

JADE

The scene went pretty great except that I was really nervous to be around Tori, its lunch now and both Beck and Tori are on the other side of the table. It's really awkward, and I feel them both staring at me.

''What's going on guy's'' Andre said curious.

''Nothing'' Tori said and smiled.

God I hate that smile. Well used to hate it. Now I think I love it.

'' Jade, can you come with me to the black box for a sec?'' Beck said.

Oh great so now he wants to talk, maybe it's better. Maybe it helps the awkwardness go away. I really want to stay friends with him. I've known him for so long. And where at the same school and we have the same friends so.

'' Sure'' I said and got up.

We got to the black box and took a seat at one of the chairs.

'' Look Jade I'm really sorry. But I really want to stay friends. It's not going to be fun if where keep fighting.''

''I'm still angry at you'' I tried to say angry but I failed.

''Jade…you know our relationship wasn't going great..''

''Yeah I know..'' Jade said a little sad.

''It's better this way'' Beck said and moved closer to Jade, and he stroked her hair and kissed her on her forehead.

''Your right'' I whispered.

It felt so different now Beck touching me, I thought about yesterday when Tori was stroking my hair. How much more right that felt. Becks hand feels harsh against my head. And Tori's hand felt so soft and loving. How can things change like this? I guess Beck and I are really over. And it still hurts but my feelings for Tori are becoming very strong.

''So friends?'' Beck said and smiled.

''Friends'' Jade said and let out a sincere smile.

We got back to the lunch table, and took our seats again.

''You guys are back!'' Tori said and looked confused.

Probably because we looked happy and not mad at each other.

TORI

Beck and Jade just got back from there little talk at the black box. And they look suspiciously happy. What if they got back together! My heart really can't take that right now. Not after yesterday. Everything felt just so right with Jade yesterday.

'' Ok, guys so I know that you guys know we broke up yesterday, so we talked things over at the black box and decided to stay friends. It's better this way'' Beck said.

Andre's and Cat nodded understanding.

'' you sure your guys are fine?'' Tori asked.

'' Yes, where fine thanks guys'' Beck said.

''WELL IT'S ALL HAPPY THEN'' Cat said out loud and smiled.

So they broke up for real this time, I can't help but feel really happy. But Jade and I still have a lot to talk about.

JADE

After school I got home quickly I'm really happy how things turned out with me and Beck. I'm just happy that we can stay friends, I never thought me jade could be the person to stay friends with your ex, but surprisingly I do. it doesn't have to be awkward at school now. It's already awkward enough between me and tori right now.

''Ring''

A text from Tori, I almost forgot that she supposed to come over to finish and practice our play I was so busy with Beck today.

'' Can I still come over? We have to talk Jade we both know it. x T''

Ugh, I really don't want to talk about it, I don't even sure if I know what it means. What if this is just a little girl crush that will fade. I don't want to talk about this yet. But I know we have to.

'' Sure the door is open I'm upstairs.'' Jade responded.

I heard footsteps coming upstairs, Tori is here.

''Jade'' Tori called.

''in here, the black door'' Jade said at her usual tone.

'' how could I miss that'' Tori said sarcastically as she walked in.

''Nice room you have''

'' don't lie to me Vega'' Jade said.

Tori just smiled uncomfortably.

''Jade I really want to talk about yesterday''

There it go's I can't deal with this, Jade thought.

'' About what, there is nothing to talk about Vega, I was feeling emotional and that's it. I'm not gay Vega, I like boy's. it just happened in the heat of the moment ok? Just forget it and go find another chick.'' I said, already regretting being so mean to Tori and it was also hard to believe my own words.

'' Jade. I can't forget about yesterday ok?, it felt so right. And I know you felt the same way. I'm not gay either, at least that's what I thought until I started to have feelings for you'' Tori said soft.

'' STOP IT. VEGA NO, stop it. This is not real. I'm not gay! Please go'' Jade yelled.

I can't deal with feelings that I don't understand myself so Vega has to go, I really don't want to be so mean but I can't help myself. I don't want to face this yet. I need time. I know I'm normally the tough girl, but in this situation I really don't know what to do, because Jade West is scared.

'' But Jade''

''NO Vega please go, we talk another time''

'' what about our project? It has so be finished Wednesday.''

'' our play is finished we only have to get the things for the stage and the stunt stuff, I will arrange that. Now please go'' Jade almost said in tears.

And with that Tori got off and stormed down stairs.

Jade heard Tori's car start, and she hated that she just been so mean to tori. She want to do this talk all over again and to it different. But that's to late now…

So, finally a long chapter hahaa, I'm again not really happy with it. So please review. If it's not good review 2 please. I don't know if I'll make another chapter if I don't get at least 3 reviews or so. SO PLEASE GUY'S.