Thank you for the reviews! Almost 50, I never thought i would ever reach that! Seriously thank you so much *freaking out* so I wanted to update Tuesday but I made plans and wasn't home for couple of day's but I'm back! (: here is chapter 13. And remember REVIEW. xoxo
TORI
The sunlight that shines through my curtains wake me up, Jade still snuggled up against me. Today where going to tell my parents about us, I'm so nervous although I have great parents compared with Jade I'm still nervous about it, it's not an everyday thing to tell your parents that your gay. I hear some mumbling noises coming from Jade and I turn around, her eyes are opening and she's waking up I still can't get over the fact that she's so damn beautiful even at 7 in the morning.
' Good morning Jade' I smile and plant a soft kiss on her lips.
She kisses me back and gets out of bed, probably taking a shower. Jade isn't that talkative this early which I completely understand. I'm just really a morning person, I love mornings. I get up out of bed to the bathroom, Jade is in the shower and how much I would love to join her, I don't. I think Jade needs some rest with all that is going on at her home. So I splash some water in my face, get some make-up on and leave the bathroom. I quickly put on some clothes and go downstairs to make breakfast and of course Jade's oh so needed coffee.
I'm making us waffles as my mother walks in the room wearing her work outfit, with a coffee in one hand and her bag in the other she walks to the door ready to leave.
' Morning Sweetie, I'm off to work' Tori's mother said opening the door.
' Wait, mom' ' Are you and dad home this afternoon?' Tori asked nervous.
' Yes we are, why?' her mom asked.
' No reason, see you after school' Tori said as normal possible.
' Bye then!' Tori's mother said leaving the house.
The waffle maker beeped giving an sign that the waffles where ready so I put them on a plate and brought them to the table, when I hear Jade coming down stairs. She's wearing my dark skinny jeans and a black top, the top is a bit tight considering her breast are much bigger than mine, I don't mind at all though.
' Coffeeeeeee' Jade said walking over to the kitchen.
' I made us waffles' Tori smiled. ' they're on the table' Tori said walking to the table and taking a seat.
Where both sitting on the table eating our waffles and drinking our coffee in silence, an comfortable silence though. The smell of coffee filling the room. All I can think about is this afternoon. I don't know how they are going to react. At me being gay – at me being with Jade. I think they still assume that Jade and I hate each other. Although we've bin hanging out together more lately.
' Your nervous?' Jade asked, sending Tori back to reality.
' yes.. ' Tori sighed.
' it's going to be fine, I'm going to be here to help you' Jade said rubbing Tori's back.
After Jade made me feel a little bit better about this whole thing, we ate our breakfast and took our coffee with us because we didn't had enough time to finish them in the house. we got in the car and drove to school.
We quickly went to our lockers to prevent getting late for class. When we got in the classroom together , Jade in my clothes we received some weird looks from Andre and Robbie. Cat didn't seem to notice anything. We took seats next to each other because there weren't any empty seats left. The first half of the day went by so slow, finally the bell rang and the whole class stormed out to have lunch.
We sat down on the usual table with everyone eating our lunch, it was still a little weird because Jade wasn't saying a thing, she was just playing with her salad. To kill the silence that was going on at the table Beck started a conversation.
' So I was thinking since it's almost spring break we could go on a small trip or something?' Beck suggested.
Everybody including me nodded and agreed at the great idea of Beck.
' Where should we go?' Tori asked.
' IKNOW' Cat squealed. ' My uncle owns a little hotel on the beach' Cat said.
' That sounds awesome' Andre and Robbie said agreeing at Cat's suggestion.
Everybody was smiling and already talking about next week until little miss West had something to say of course..
' I'm not spending my week with you guys on a beach' Jade groaned.
' Then you stay home, and we're going to have an awesome time, swimming and tanning' Tori said giving Jade an evil grin.
Jade gave me an angry glance and then agreed with going to, at surprise from the others. Lunch went by fast everyone discussing our plans for spring break next week. I'm kind of excited to spend an whole week on a beach with Jade.
The rest of the day went by slow as I'm being nervous. When the final bell rings Jade and I get up making our way to the parking lot and we get in the car. The whole ride home where quit. I'm nervous thinking about what's going to happen in a couple of minutes and Jade is just playing with her nails, It can either turn out really great, or it can turn out in an total disaster. Of course I hope for the first to happen. I pull up on our driveway and we stay in the car. Staring at the doors.
' it's going to be fine Vega, I promise' Jade said grabbing Tori's hand.
I let out a small smile and look in her eyes, she is really her for me and I'm so great full. I don't know how she deals with her parents not approving of our relationship. I would not be able to handle that. But I'm Tori and she's Jade one of the strongest persons I know. Tori thought and they both got out of the car.
The first person I see when we walk in is my mother, she's standing in the kitchen preparing dinner for tonight. My heart is pounding in my throat and I'm quite sure Jade can hear it because she quickly strokes my back to calm me. I clear my throat and start talking ' Mom? I have to tell dad and you something do you have time to talk?' Tori said nervous.
' uhm sure, should we worry?' Tori's mother asked.
' I don't think so' Tori smiled nervous.
My mother went upstairs to get my dead who's working in his home office, there both coming downstairs and I'm just getting more nervous with the second. I'm so glad Jade's sitting next to me holding my hand behind the pillow.
' Why is Jade here? She has to join the conversation?' Tori's dad asked curious.
' Yes, please sit down' I said.
They took a seat next to each other on the couch with a worried face. Jade still holding my hand behind the pillow trying to calm me down what isn't exactly working.
' Ok, so mom and dad listen, Jade and I are kind of dating' I'm just throwing it in their faces, because I don't know how to explain them that I like girls now – that I became a lesbian, that I'm with Jade.
Their faces went from worried to super confused, so I start to explain, I have to.
' Look, I never knew I was an lesbian, I just discovered when I met Jade, everything changed' Tori said looking worried.
' Sweetie, you know we will always support you no matter who your dating, as long if your happy' Tori's Mom and Dad said.
' I am happy, I really am' Tori smiled relieved
I hear Jade letting out a huge sigh of relieve that this isn't turning in another disaster, and where both smiling at each other.
' So Jade we want to let you know that you're always welcome here, no matter what!' Tori's mom said en her dad nodded and agreed.
' Thank you so much, I will treat your daughter right' Jade said and smiled.
I can't stop smiling so happy am i that my parents understand and respect my decisions. After all Jade was right I have great and amazing parents and I should be so happy with them. I walk over to my parents giving them an hug and thanking them, I feel tears building up in my eyes. All the stress and all the worries are finally lifted from my shoulders. I feel like I can breathe again, and I don't have to hide Jade from them anymore. Next step our friends, Tori thought.
YAY they approve! This chapter was so hard to write I had like no inspiration! But the next one is going to be so much fun! Them going to a hotel at a beach.. hmm I'm getting a summer feeling. Please review and I promise to write the next chapter tomorrow or Sunday! xoxo