Dfgre3werfgSwedrfghjhgfd, I'm back again.. damn school. A long weekend now though, but I have to work tomorrow. But here is chapter 20!

TORI

I try to read the emotion on the doctors face, get any information out of his facial expressions. But it isn't working. I just want to know how Jade's doing, it's killing me inside. I keep thinking of how I could of stopped her somehow. I don't know why she fainted, she never told me anything about dizziness or other things. I should've known..

The doctor keeps reading the papers he's holding, and I'm not an inpatient person, but in this situation I can't help it.

' JUST TELL ME' I say getting so inpatient I want to scream at him – throwing his papers on the ground.

' She is fine, she has 19 stitches and she has to stay overnight, but she's going to be ok' The doctor finally spoke.

The second I heard the word fine leave the doctors mouth, a wait was lifted off my shoulders, I feel so happy and relieved. She's fine, I want to see her now – I want to hold her hand and kiss her, never let go.

' it's probably best if you go home, and come back tomorrow to see your friend' The doctor said pointing at the clock.

I don't care what time it is or that I have to sleep in a chair, I won't leave Jade. if she wakes up tomorrow I'll be the first in her room.

' Thank you sir, but I think I want to stay the night, and wait until I can see my GIRLFRIEND' I say making the word girlfriend pop.

The doctor made a weird expression, and then nodded yes. I went back to my chair and rested my head against the wall. I probably won't get any sleep, so I might as well find something that keeps me busy the whole night.

After some searching across the waiting room, I found a lot of interesting magazines about acting and singing so I started reading them and when I was at the last magazine, my eyes finally closed and I drifted off to sleep.

JADE

I open my eyes and I don't recognize the room I'm in, I don't know where I am until I see posters with Get well soon, and Hope you get better! Hanging on the wall, I realize that I'm in a fucking hospital. How did I get here? – what did I do? But before I can think of all those things, a nurse walks in the room and asks me how I'm feeling. I try to nod but I'm still in shock and the shock doesn't fade when I see that I'm in a bed hooked up on several machines .I start freaking out a little, and then everything comes back. I remember everything from last night – how I regretted not showering with Tori. It was my own stupid fault for not going to a doctor sooner.

' I feel like fuck'I get out in a whisper, and the truth is I feel like fuck. Not only physical but mentally too, I hate that Tori had to experience this – me in a horrible state. About Tori where is she? Did she stay or was she too scared.

' Hello?' I hear a voice deep in my head when I realize the nurse was still talking to me about what happened.

' Oh sorry, yes just give me some painkillers please.' I answer, looking through the little window searching for Tori. I really hope deep inside she stayed.

' A girl is waiting for you, I didn't know if you were ready to see people' The nurse said, getting the painkillers out of the cabin on the other side of the room.

My heart starts beating faster, and I feel warm inside. Tori did stay, she stayed for me. And is she kidding, I'm always ready to see Tori.

Not long after I got the painkillers that made me really sleepy already, Tori carefully opened the door and entered the room. I'm so happy to see her.

' Jade..' Tori said walking to my bed. She looks worried and like crap although she's still beautiful.

' I'm fine, Tori.. I've been lucky' I say grabbing her hand, making her feel comfortable.

' You're not fine Jade, you have 19 stitches, it could have been a lot worse' Tori said.

' I have 19 stitches?' I say surprised looking at all my bandages. ' Listen I'm alive Tori, where lucky' I say again calming her.

Tori lets out a small smile, and I plant a kiss on her lips.

' Come sit' I point at the chair next to my bed.

' I'm fine, it's been my bed last night. I think I can't handle to sit on it for another minute' Tori laughed.

I laughed too, I still can't believe she stayed, all for me.

' Can I talk to Jade alone for a second?' The nurse said walking in the room again.

I nodded, what does she wants to talk about, and why does Tori have to leave?

' I'll be right outside' Tori said leaving the room.

' Are you eating well lately Jade?' The nurse asked looking a little worried.

Of course I'm eating well, at least that's what I think. I might be a little bit stressed lately but I think I have everything under control.

' Yea. Why?' I asked.

' We ran some tests, to maybe find the reason you fainted. And it shows that you have a really low blood pressure.

Maybe I should pay more attention to what I'm eating because after since, the problems with my mom and stuff, I've been more stressed that I used to be. And sometimes I forget to eat enough? I guess. And maybe that's why I've been feeling so dizzy lately. I hate myself for not taking good care of my body, and almost killing myself because of it.

' Oh, well I guess I could pay some more attention' I answered.

' Yes, thank you. And it's best if you stop by in 2 weeks, to check you up one more time' The nurse said walking to the door letting Tori back in.

I nodded my head again, and Tori took walked to my bed again.

' What was that about?' Tori asked curious.

' Oh, just some advices for my stitches and stuff' I lied, again. second time this week I lied to Tori, and I promised I wouldn't do it again. but if I tell her I haven't been eating good. She's going to worry again. and at this point I'm just happy I'm alive, and she is her next to me holding my hand.

Typed this in a half hour, it isn't that good! I know and I'm sorry but it's been 7 day's and I really wanted to update. After this there's going to be 1 chapter.. so review! I want to reach 100 before I start the next chapter! xoxo.