I'm sorry for the long wait I'm really sorry, I never found the time to write but the book is coming to an end soon and I will start the sequel. I hope people still read this book.

Merry Christmas!

Monday day 1

Tris POV

Class just started and I notice Four is not here at all. I hope he is okay, ever since this morning I felt like something terrible is going to happen to four.

I just want to know he is safe. Please God, let him be safe, don't bring him any harm just give me all the pain. I silently pray in my head. I don't feel like teaching without Four being here. I just want to know he is safe.

"Okay class since half of the class is done their assignments and I don't have anything to teach today you can leave and do whatever you want as long as you handed in your assignment. It is due today and late you will get a zero." Once I finish everyone leaves expect one student named Bruce stays behind.

"What can I help you with?" I was really hoping for some Peace and quiet.

"Well I was thinking you and me could do a little reproduction" he points between us. I scoff. This guy is an idiot I know he is flirting. I'm not going to have sex with him I'm not that girl I was yesterday. I will change.

"How's this for an answer, fuck off" he leaves without another word probably embarrassed.

Teenagers. I hear someone walk in, I look up and see four. I relax knowing he is safe but I see bruises on his face.

"Four what happened?" I touch his face but he flinches.

"Nothing " his voice is raspy.

"I just came to drop off my reproduction essay, I don't want my mark to drop, I need to graduate " he holds out his paper, I take it from him.

"Thank you. We aren't learning anything today. I guess your free to go" we stand their awkwardly, the only thing you can hear is the clock ticking.

"Okay I guess I will go" four turns around, when he gets close to the door I speak up,

"Four" he turns around.

"If you every need anything, help, a friend or just someone to talk to I will be here, I know we did things we shouldn't have done at all but it doesn't have to always be awkward between us. Right?"

"Yeah it doesn't. And thank you, I will count you to that promise. " without out another word he leaves.

I can feel my smile grow bigger. I look at his paper.

Respect. Respect is very important. You can't get respect from other without learning to respect yourself. You should respect yourself, your worth a lot, don't throw yourself around like your garbage because your not, your worth being more.

I look and see its four's English paper. I felt like this essay was for me. I don't want to spread my legs for anyone I want to find love i don't want to be used like a object. I want to change and I will change.

And that's when it's hits me I am in love with Four Eaton. I tired so hard not fall in love with him, block all my feelings out but he broke down my walls he has my heart and there's no going back.

Hopeful he has some feelings for me.

Tuesday day 2

Nita POV

I hate being home alone it's no fun. Tobias is at his mothers house I wonder what's he's doing, he should enjoy his last days. Marcus is at work, he's always at work does he not care to spend time with family.

I stop and go in tobias room I haven't been in it. I see books, nothing really screams tobias it's so boring. I wonder why. Shut up Nita have your ever heard of curiosity killed the cat.

I see something on the floor, I pick it up its a picture but it's torn, it's a picture of tobias but it's missing both sides of it. I see something else it looks like a journal.

Curious gets the best of me I open it.

Zeke told me I should write down my feelings and not bottle it up. I'm going to try. I hate my life, I was born a mistake why couldn't my parents just abort me I don't deserve to live, people are dying in this world and I am still here. No one likes me not my family, no at school.

I hate being fat I'm trying to lose weight but I can't. Everyone always calls me Mcfatty, donut, faggot, fatass, people are always punching me, pushing me. People say I'm a good punching. That's all I am good even my dad thinks so. One day I will be successful and well built and I will prove everyone wrong.

I feel a tear slide down. This kid has been through so much all he ever wanted for someone to help him, save him from his misery. I notice tear stains on the paper. I turn the page it's empty. I shouldn't continue this plan he is going to get hurt, why break a toy more.

Breaking it more is fun. Shut up Nita your getting your revenge put aside those stupid feelings.

I hear my phone ring.

"Hello" I say

"It's me josh. So this Thursday were going to beat the shit out of him right. "

"Yes. Beat him well make sure he doesn't live. You will ambush him at 7:00 at night in the alley. " we start discussing more of the plan. I hear someone sneeze.

I turn around quickly and see its tobias. Hope he didn't hear me.

"To..tobias what are you doing here?"

"I forgot my blanket. Why are you in my room?" I sign in relief he didn't hear me.

"I was seeing if you have any laundry?"

"Oh no but thanks " he smiles, it's a Actual appreciated smile I haven't had that in awhile. I smile back. Stop being weak.

"Why are you taking a blanket? Doesn't Evelyn have any?" I ask curious.

"Yeah but not an extra for me..." He trails off, I hear a car honk.

"I should go." I nod, I follow him once he reaches downstairs before leaving he turns around,

"Oh If you really want to do some laundry you can go into my closet and wash my gym clothes Zeke and I went to the gym yesterday for 4 hours, it's a bit smelly. " he laughs and he goes. I chuckle and go upstairs to do his laundry. When I open his gym back it reeks, he wasn't joking.

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