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Tuesday Day 2
Tobias POV
For once I felt loved and relaxed but I know not to get used it because nothing good happens to me ever. I am with Amar right now since Evelyn is pregant and can't drive. I have to now bring my own blankets because the other ones got ruined they stated renovting the house. See no one has every cared for me ever. I used to me closed my mom but once she married Amar its like she didn't care for me anymore. Now she cares for only Amar and her unborn child. I always wonder Why doesnt my family care for me I am there son. 'Your a mistake' my brian replies. I know I will never be good for anyone.
School is almost over, I know I will graduate and I can live on my own. I didnt realize we made it to Evelyn and Amar's house. I go straight up to the attic since thats my room.
I go down to brush my teeth and go back up to sleep. My blanket isn't fat enough to keep me warm, I am freezing right now. I hate the attic it's too small for me and Evelyn knows I hate small spaces. The bed creeks everytime I move and I don't want to ruin anyone's sleep. I stay still in my freezing room.
Evelyn POV
"I hope tobias is sleeping fine." I tell to amar as we get ready to sleep.
"He probbaly is and he would tell us if he isn't. Don't stress its not good for the baby" I nod and go cuddle with Amar.
"I sometimes want to be able to read minds so I could see what Tobias is thinking about. He's never been the same ever since the Marcus and I divorced. He was only 7"
-Flashback-
"Mommy, Daddy! " I hear tobias running to Marcus' office where I am signing the divorce papers. Tobias runs straight into me.
"What is it buddy?"
"Our teacher said were having a class party and everyone's family is allowed to come. I told everyone you guys are coming. Josh said My mommy and Daddy won't come because they don't love each other but I slaped him and told him he was wrong because my parents love each other so much and they love me!" He says with a huge smile.
It tears me apart, I don't know how I am going to tell him we don't love each other.
"Why are you guys sad?" Marcus mumbles something and the paper slips off the desk. Tobias reaches it,
"What is a Di-vo-rce-?" he looks at us.
"It's divorce and that means Your mommy and I don'y love each other and she is not living here anymore" Marcus say's bluntly.
"Marcus!"I yell at him, Tobias' mouth is wide open.
"B..b..ut I tho..ught you loved each other" I see tobias is about to have a breakdown. I bend down to tobias and wipe the tears from his face.
"Sweetie, Daddy and I don't love each other anymore but we still love you. We will always have time for you and you will be our first Priority" I kiss his forehead.
"Lies! You will never have time for me. Cadien's parent's are divorced and they never have time for each other. Cadien told me he is always stuck in the middle, his parents are always arguing with they see each other, they always miss his birthday, he told me I was lucky my parents are together but I am not because they don't me!" Tobias runs away crying, I am about to run after him when Marcus grabs my arm.
"Let him cry, he isn't a baby anymore"
"How can you say that? You didn't have to be straight up, you could have slowly told him. He is only a kid!"I yell.
"He has to grow up and stop being weak and don't go comforting him, this is my house and your still in it so watch it."
"Fine, I will leave tonight"With that I go to my room and pack. Before I left I promised Tobias I would make it to his passed by and it hit me that I missed Tobias' class party the one I promised him I would go to, I was too busy to settling into my apartement I neglacted my poor Tobias.
Marcus didn't show up to the party either he asked me if I did.
-End of flashback-
I relazied I have missed many of Tobias' events.
I brust out crying, I am such a bad mom, I never made it up to him.
"Why are you crying Evelyn" Amar wipes the tears away.
"I am. a.. bad mother" I cry harder because it's true.
"You haven't done anything "
"I've never properly taken care of tobias " I Keep crying.
"But why now?"
"What do you mean why now?" I ask.
"Why do you think now you have been a bad mother. Why all of a sudden?"
It's true why didn't I just realize before and now it's probably too late.
"I don't know maybe because I am having a child now that I was thinking of how to parent it. I don't know.." I trail off.
"Well your not a bad parent. Tobias is perfectly fine. " he kisses my forehead.
Marcus POV
As I clear my desk space I get this bad feeling, like something bad is going to happen. It's been bothering me all day.
It's probably nothing Marcus.
Nothing bad will happen I know. I try convincing myself.
Zeke Pov
I am worried for Four. He hasn't talked to me in awhile and barley texts me anymore.
Hey four, you okay?
I send him a text. I have a bad feeling like something bad is going to happen.
Yes man I'm fine. You?
-four
Thank the lord he replied now I know he's good and alive. I don't know what I would do without four he is like another brother for me since I never see uriah he got shipped to London boarding school since my mom was worried for him.
Four and I have been through so much, he's helped me when I needed help. I helped him when he was low.
Nobody's POV
Everyone has a bad feeling like something bad was going to happen this week. What no one knew was a plan was set in motion for Thursday a day that could change everything.
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