Disclaimer: I own nothing but the plot of this story and the characters of my creation:D

A/N: Sorry for the long update but I this story I'm actually writing this story as I go. And I still have to work on my other story as well. Oh and concerning the baby she will be mentioned, but I wanted to leave a little mystery in the last chapter :D

Chapter One Flashback:

Tsukushi awoke to find her bed shaking fiercely. Having become used to this morning ritual, she rolled over quietly on her side. Reaching her arms out she quickly grabbed the being causing all the commotion and hugged it closely.

"Mama!" the little girl squealed. "I told ojisan you were awake, but he didn't beweave me." She said hugging her mother back, burying her face in her mothers hair.

"Where is your ojisan hunny?" Tsukiushi asked her daughter while getting out of bed.

"Hes in kitchen making bweakfreast mama." She replied following her mother off the bed.

They walked together, letting their noses guide them to where a wonderful smell was coming from the kitchen.

"Ojisan! Ojisan! See I told you mama was awake!" She said sticking her tongue out at her uncle.

"Makino Sayuri!" Tsukushi said in a stern tone "What have I said about minding your elders, young lady?"

The little girl pouted and answered, "I'm sawri mama." tears beginning to pool around her eyes. She really didn't like when her mother was upset. Least of all when she was the cause.

"Don't say sorry to me, say it to your ojisan." Tsukushi said pulling out a newspaper and began reading it.

"I'm sawri ojisan." Sayuri said giving her uncle a pout.

Susumu looking to see if Tsukushi was paying attention, stuck his tongue out at his niece in the same manner.

"Mama! Mama look!" Sayuri yelled as she tugged on her mothers sleeve.

"What is it Sayuri?" Tsukuhi asked taking her eyes off the paper to look at her daughter.

"Ojisan....never mind mama." Sayuri said as her uncle went back to cooking and her mother read the paper.

Since moving to Italy staying on the current news in Japan had become a daily ritual for Tsukushi. She liked reading it to find out what new things her friends had been up to and how they were doing. She had recently read that her former best friend Matsuoka Yuki was marrying Nishikado Soujiro. To be completely honest though, she never approved of her friend's infatuation, but she always knew in the end her friend would win over Soujiro. Though she knew it mustn't have been easy for her.

She turned the page to look at the business section which was something she did to look for news on Domyouji. She kept every document she read about him and cherished them deeply. No matter how much time has passed she still loved him as if it were the first day, if not more. As she looked across for his name she spotted something in bold letters.

HEADLINE: World Renowned Domyouji Tsuakasa returns home for F4's Nishikado Soujiro's wedding to Matsuoka Yuuki With Fiance?

Tsukushi's heart stopped at reading this. Below the headline was a picture of Domyouji standing next to a gorgeous woman, who could be taken for a model. Underneath the photo it read: (Isn't this just a corporate love match made in heaven!)Tsukushi sat silent continuing to stare at the photo while tears began forming. This was the man she had loved. The father of her child.

"Mama whats wrong?" Sayuri asked, looking at her mother who had tears in her eyes.

Susumu looked at the paper Tsukushi was gripping onto and quickly intervened. "Come Sayuri, we should get you dressed if you want to go to the park today.

"But mama- "

"Mama's fine hunny, go with Ojisan and I'll be in in a moment to help get you ready OK?" Tsukushi said trying to mask the pain in her voice. She had to be strong for her daughter.

"Okay mama." Sayuri answered in a hushed tone as she took her ojisan's hand and followed her mother's request.

Thank you.Tsukushi mouthed to her brother as he and her daughter left the room. She was normally very in control of her emotions but being back in Japan changed everything. Even if she was only her for a short time, it still reopned old wounds and brought back all the memories.

She reached up to her neck for her old familiar friend. The Saturn necklace that Domyouji had given her before he left for New York. It had taken them so long not only to realize, but to admit their feelings towards one another. They had promised each to wait for each other until he returned. They wrote and phoned every free moment they had. She would always count down the days until his time over seas was complete.

Writer Thomas Hanes Bayly once said : Absence makes the heart grow fonder. There were those who believed and those who doubted, but she and Domyouji were living, breathing testaments. From the moment he got off to the plane and walked into the airport, one could possibly say they practically inseparable. They spent almost all their time together. Yes they would argue constantly, but they were in love.

They fought every obstacle his mother threw in their way. In the end it look like they had finally won, conquered it all. That was...until it happened. Domyouji's accident, where he fell off the cliff trying to save her brother. From the moment it happened nothing was ever the same.

They had rushed him to the rushed him to the hospital and waited to see his about his condition. When he awoke everything seemed perfectly natural. Then he looked at her. His stare was so cold and distant it gave her chills. "Who the hell is she?!" he yelled out to the F3 standing in the room. He then turned his stare to Soujiro "HEY! I know you're taste run along the lines of easytypes, but don't you think this-" he said pointing to her "- is a little low even for you!"

He shot her another icy glare. "Don't you think you should keep up our reputation!"

Akira tried to stifle a laugh and Soujiro's mouth just dropped in shock. "Are you serious!" Soujiro said still in shock over Domyouji's words.

"Could you tell it to LEAVE! I do NOT feel comfortable around commoners!" he said looking angrily at Soujiro once more.

It was to much, she couldn't stay in this room any longer. Part of her wanted to strangle him right then and there for what he just said, another part felt like the walls were closing in on her. She couldn't be here anymore she had to leave. She turned around to walk out, but suddenly felt something take hold of her. She looked back and noticed that Rui had taken firm hold of her and willing her to stay. "Makino" he said turning to look at Domyouji. Makino ungracefully yanked her hand from his grasp and stormed out of the room.

The doctor had called it selective amnesia. But why! Why was she the only one he couldn't remember. She tried, really she did. She and everyone else tried to get him to remember, but it seemed like nothing worked. She did everything far of punching him in the face as she had the first time they met. Then she got the news.

She thought it was nothing more than stress, or maybe she had eaten something that didn't sit right. She would not let herself think of the other alternative. Then one day when she was out with Yuuki, she had almost passed out. The next day she went to see the doctor and her fears were confirmed. She was indeed pregnant.

That's when it didn't matter about her anymore, only about the little life that was growing inside her. She was going to tell him. She didn't know how but she was going to find away. Try harder to make him remember. She just had to, not for her sake but for their unborn baby.

She was on her way to see him, when she noticed him outside with another woman. Tsukushi had seen her around the hospital several times before. She was beautiful, and clearly came from a better off family than Tsukushi's. They were taking and Domyouji seemed relaxed, almost at peace in her presence. Not the way he acted whenever she was around, and it killed her. How in the world could she compete over a man who could not even remember her.

How could she tell him that she was going to have his child. His doctor had said it could be months, maybe years until he got his memory back. She couldn't think of any possible way to deal with another rejection. This time it wouldn't be only her he rejected but their child as well. So she decided, decided to have this baby on her own no matter what it took.

End Of Flashback

A/N: Mi life is going out of control and I'm still trying to see where my other story is going, but I will try at least weekly updates :D. Read and Review please