Chapter Fourteen: Trying to Understand

Randy just stared at John and Phil for a few seconds and slowly backed out of the room quietly, closing the door very careful and so that they both would not hear him.

Has John moved on from me? he thought in disbelief and sadness. Have I really hurt him that bad? Should I let him go? But I still love him... Can I really let him go like this? What should I do?

Randy sat down and let his tears start to fall. He was losing the man that he loves the most and he didn't know what to do.

"Why was I so stupid to hurt him?" Randy was pissed off at himself. "Why couldn't I let the past go and just get on with my life. I wish I could take back everything that I had said to John."

Randy had so many things on his mind and was starting to stress himself out. He bit his lip and sighed sadily as he was feeling more and more lonely without John.

Shawn saw Randy crying and moved over to him. "Randy?" He frowned and sat down beside him. "What's the matter?"

"John..." He looked at him and wiped his eyes away quickly. "I walked into his room and I saw him kissing some guy..."

Shawn's eyes widened in surprise as he knew that was not like John at all. "He was?" he asked in confusion.

Randy nodded. "Yeah," he sniffed. "I think he has moved on, Shawn. But I still love him... I wished that I had never hurt him and I wished that he had never broke up with me..."

Shawn sighed and rubbed his back. "I'm sorry, Randy..." He looked at him sadily. "Just give John time. I'm sure that he will come to his senses and will get back with you."

Randy looked at him with hopeful eyes. "Really?" He said with a small smile.

Shawn nodded. "Yeah," He hugged Randy's shoulder gently. "You should go home and rest, Randy. You look very tired."

Randy rubbed his eyee a little. "Yeah, you're right," he got up. "See you later, Shawn."

Shawn watched Randy leave and Shawn had a smile on his face...

John's room

John pulled away for air and Phil was still a bit surprised.

Phil blinked. "W-Wow..." He stared at John with a deep blush on his face. "U-Um, John..."

John looked down shyly. "I'm sorry, Phil..." He said quietly. "I properly shouldn't have done that. Please just-"

Phil smiled at him and held his hand gently. "Don't worry about it, John..." He said kindly. "Hey, would you like to go out with me?"

John's eyes widen in shock. "Y-You mean as boyfriends?" He saw Phil nodding his head and thought for a few seconds. "Sure... I would love to go out with you, Phil..."

Phil beamed at him and kissed his cheek. "Great!" He whispered kindly and looked away, smirking darkly.

John didn't not know that he was about to be dating a monster...