John woke up with a start and found himself in a hospital bed. He suddenly remembered that he was shot by Phil by protecting Randy and it was in his stomach. The babies! He hoped to God that they were alright and he was becoming worried for his and Randy's children.
"Hey, look like you are finally awake, John."
John turned his head and saw that Randy was sitting on a chair beside the bed and he was holding John's hand gently. His expression on his face was a mix of sadness and hurt. John felt his heart sinking and breaking, as he knew that Randy was going to tell him bad news and he wasn't sure if he was ready to hear it.
"How are you feeling, John?" Randy asked, squeezing his hand a little.
"Sore and like crap," John replied honestly. His body was hurting a little from the wound in his stomach and Randy couldn't blame him for feeling like that. "How long was I asleep?"
"Five days," Randy looked at him. "I was worried that you would never wake up... I wouldn't know what to do if you didn't wake up... I thought I was going to you..."
"Don't worry," John stared at him with gentle eyes. "I'm not going anywhere... Because I am going to be with you forever... I promise you that."
Randy smiled a little and kissed his cheek. He was so happy to be with John. But now Randy had to tell him the bad news about their children.
"John, I have to tell you something," Randy saw the fear in John's eyes and he could feel his heart breaking.
"W-What is it?" John was scared to hear what he had to say.
"The triplets..." Randy hesitated a little. "Didn't make it..."
John felt his heart break into pieces and he felt like a part of him had died on the inside. "W-What?" His eyes started to water. "O-Our babies..."
"I'm so sorry, John," Randy was feeling so depressed. "There... was nothing that the doctors could do to save them... They were all shot by the bullet... It was a through-and-though... I'm am so, so sorry..."
John started to cry and let the tears fall. His babies were gone because of all this mess that he and Randy were in and he was becoming angry.
Randy wasn't sure what to say to John and was shocked at what John said to him next.
"This is all your fault, Randy..." John knew that it wasn't, but he had to let his anger out on someone and he didn't mean for it to be Randy.
Randy frowned. "John?" he looked at John with worry.
"You should have protected me from all of this fucking shit!" John yelled his heart out and Randy's eyes widened in shock at his lover. "I wished I had never met you, Randy Orton!"
Randy then understood that John was just upset about what happened and decided to leave him alone to calm down. "I'm going to leave for today and I'll see you tomorrow, John..." He got up and quickly left before John could hurt him even more.
John cried to himself. "I'm so sorry, Randy..." He sobbed. "I love you so much..."
Shawn and Mark were looking at him through the window with smirks on their faces. They had John right where they wanted him...
Sorry for the lack of updates on this story :( I hope you like this chapter as there are only 2 or 3 more chapters to go with this story! :)