Hiii guys! Well First of all I want to say Thank you to everyone who was read my (crappy) story. I've been so busy lately cuz I have a speech that I have to do next week and I'm freaking out cuz I hate speeches. I am a very shy person. Also thank you for all of your reviews!

To answer Shurisu (guest) question, I'll just wanna say that yes I won't make Lucy forgive them that easily because I mean, she has worked so hard and come so far so what would be the point if I just make Lucy forgive them that easily. I wanna make Natsu suffer a little bit; Also a shout out to LexiLove241 for giving me new ideas for my story: if you guys have some ideas for the story, I'll gladly listen to them so please PM me k:

Well on to the story

I do NOT own Fairy Tail... Hiro Mashima does

Recap from last chapter:

Master kept quiet but finally said " Fine, as you wish my child, I will be gladly to grant you your wish to leave but you must come back".

I shook my head, " Of course I promise I will".

Master Makarov put his had above mine were my pink Fairy Tail sign was and then pulled it back. I looked at my hand and I saw that it was now missing the pink Fairy Tail mark. I gave him a quick nod and left. I quickly left the guild unknown and went straight to my apartment. I needed to get there quick so I could start packing and write some letters for everyone at Fairy Tail and team Natsu.

I finally arrived and started packing. I called out Virgo to help me out and finally left my apartment. I told my landlady that I was leaving on a long term mission and to sell my apartment if she would like to, but either way I would find a new one once I got back.

We headed to the train station and got on to the train. I decided to go to Shirotsume town. Now all I need to for the train to start moving.

Who knows what will wait ahead for me on my journey...

Lucy's POV

I can't recall falling asleep on the train but I guess I did because I woke up to the sound of the train coming to a complete stop. I guess that we arrived at Shirotsume Town (A/N this is actually a real place in Fairy tail, if you don't believe me look it up) because when I looked out the window, all I saw were mountains, trees and many grassy fields. I guess the trip didn't take long because When I woke up The sun was just beginning to set.

I started to gather all my things to get off the train but the reality hit me like a bunch of bricks. I can't carry this much stuff! So I decided to call out Virgo to help me out.

" Gate of the Virgin, I open thee! Virgo!"

Virgo then popped out of thin air and said " You called princess?"

" Yes Virgo, can you help me carry my bags?" I said

" Of course princess" said Virgo.

She then proceed to carry my things while I took my small back pack and got out of the train. As we were walking, My thoughts drifted off to Fairy Tail and I couldn't help but be curious to when Team Natsu will notice that I'm not there anymore. * sigh* I can't help but feel that I'll probably take a lot of time. That thought made me put my head down.

" Hime, are you alright?" asked Virgo.

I put on my best smile, lifted up my head and said " Of course I'm alright, I'm just... thinking, that's all"

Virgo seemed convinced and nodded but still said " Hime, if you need to talk to someone, you know that Loke and I will always be here for you"

I gave her a small smile and said " Of course I know that"

We continued to walk in silence until I looked up and found a decent looking apartment that said that it was for renting. I told Virgo to wait outside for me while I went inside to check and see if the landlady was inside. I went inside and began to look around until I found the landlady sitting down in a chair. She looked like she was about 30 years old and she had beautiful hair and a pretty smile. I slowly approached her.

" Um excuse me, but I was wondering if I can rent this apartment. How much is the rent?" I said.

The landlady then said " Of course you can and the rent is 30,000 jewels"

Once I heard the price, I jumped up in happiness. "Thank you so much Mrs...?"

" Mrs. Yosei" said the landlady. Then she said " I'll go get your apartment key okay"

" Thank you I'll just wait for you here then" I said. Honestly I am very excited to live here, yet I can't help but wonder how Natsu would react to me being gone.

Oh well, the past is in the past, I have to keep on Moving forward in my life.

Back in Fairy Tail

Natsu's POV

I was just getting packed up and ready to go meet Lisanna at the train station when I remembered that I needed to visit Luce. I quickly got all of my things ready and started to head over to her house. I couldn't help but like something happened to her so I quickened my pace.

I got to the point where I started sprinting to her house. When I got to Luce's house, I saw the window wide opened and I gave out of sigh of relief.

I jumped up to her window and said " OI Luce!"

I waited for her usual Lucy Kick but it never happened. I started to look around and noticed that the house seemed rather emptier, as if some things were missing. Luce's scent was still strong but something seemed a little of about it.

" OI LUCE ARE YOU HOME?" I waited for a respond. I waited and waited yet I still didn't get an answer back.

My mind was now in panic mode. I was thinking that maybe Lucy was just hiding, Yeah, she must be hiding.

I went into the kitchen and said " Hey Luce, y-y-you can stop hiding now, I'm here"

Still, I was answered with pure silence.

I looked around through her house, I went to look in her kitchen, living room and her bedroom, Heck I even went to go check inside her bathroom, yet each time I was greeted with pure, cold silence.

I went back into her bedroom and sat on her bed. I put my head in my hands and started shacking. I just couldn't believe that my Luce would just get up and leave me.

Wait, since when was she MY Luce, oh yeah since I found out that she was my mate

I still had so much more to tell her and we still had many more adventures to on together.

I still had to tell her how much I love her...

By now I was sobbing, crying my heart out.

I started to get up from Lucy's bed when a piece of paper on her nightstand caught my eye.

I immediately went over to see what they were.

They were all letters, one for the guild, one for team Natsu, some were for Juvia, Levy, Wendy, Mira, Romeo, Master, GAJEEL?! and the last one was for Me.

I couldn't stop myself from ripping the letter addressed to me and start reading. While it, I couldn't help but let tears cascade down my face.

Dear Natsu,

Thank you for bringing me to fairy Tail. Thank you for making me feel welcome. Thank you for giving me a second chance at having a family that loves me once again. I don't regret meeting you Natsu, actually I am thankful that I met you. To think that I would fall in love with a pyromaniac like you was a surprise. Honestly, from the day that I met you, I felt like we had a special connection, a special bond, yet all of those hopes and dreams were killed once Lisanna came. When she came back, everyone left to be with her. Even you Natsu, even you ignored me like I was some kind of ghost. Don't get me wrong, I don't hate Lisanna, in fact I love Lisanna like a sister. Everyone at the guild ignored me for three months except Levy, Juvia, Wendy, Romeo, the exceeds, and GAJEEL, yeah you heard me, Gajeel. Every passing day made me feel like crap, like I was some time of replacement for Lisanna yet each day I smiled, I smiled for YOU Natsu. I guess that wasn't enough because you kicked me out of team Natsu. That was my breaking point, I couldn't take it anymore so I asked master if I could leave the guild to train. Please don't come and look for me k. My heart is already broken and I don't need you to cause me any more pain. Mark my words Natsu, I will get stronger and surpass you. You broke my heart into tiny little pieces and won't forgive you for that. To think that I Loved you. Ha I was very foolish. I hope you live a better life Natsu, Goodbye

Sincerely~ Lucy Heartfilia, ex- Fairy Tail member.

I can't believe it, MY lucy just got up and left me here, alone, helpless without her.

I dropped to my knees and left out and ear piercing scream. The paper in my hands was shacking and tears were slowly dripping onto the wooded floor.

Lucy left me, MY lucy left me.

I let out another pained scream. I could start to feel hallow inside of me already. Igneel once told me that if I ever find my mate to never let her go because she is the most precious thing in my life. If you ever let her go, you will feel like your heart was ripped out of you. Yet here I am, regretting everything that I have done, regretting letting her go. Now I'm paying the price. I was stupid to let her go.

Please Lucy, come back to me, I need you, without you, my life is meaningless...

Hopped you guys liked the chapter! Also I want to say that I am working on a new story that will be called My life to their life. The story is actually going to be based off my life. I don't know when I'll release the first chapter but it will probably be soon. Anyway...

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